I'm Single Mom
ASM 29'S

El and I were enjoying bread and a bottle of mineral water, so from a distance there was a bright light, the longer the light got closer, who was that figure?

A car with lights that shot towards us, making the view glare. The car stopped right by our side. Who her? Are people bad?

" Oh Allah... Please this servant of yours... We are just weak human beings." My prayer in my heart.

The car door opened, a male figure descended from the car.

Akmals?

Yeah, the guy driving 8ni turns out to be Akmal.

" Dad..." El hugged his father.

" The el..." Akmal looked at me sharply. I don't know what his look means?

" El's tired, yeah." El complained to his father.

Akmal carried El in the car, while I was still glued to my place.

Akmal approached me, there was anger on his face.

" You.outrageous." Akmal snapped at me.

My emotions were provoked to hear a loud noise from Akmal. Out of nowhere, I could forcefully push Akmal's body until he took a few steps back from me, "base loser! Why do you never get tired of making me hurt? Satisfied now? Satisfied? Breng*ek." Maki me to the man who is still a winner in my heart.

" Sa, "Akmal is trying to calm me down which is like a fidelity. Fortunately the streets were deserted, so we were not a spectacle of people.

" What do you want now? Please don't bother me and El anymore. Please find a woman who is approved by your family." My insinuations.

" Can you make her voice slow? You want to ruin El's mentality?"

" What did you say? You're not wrong? It's you who's ruining El's mentality." Snapping me won't lose.

" Sa, do you want to keep getting angry? Aren't you ashamed of being watched by El?" Akmal's words instantly awakened me. El was looking at me and Akmal fighting behind the glass of the car.

" We're home, yeah." Akmal persuaded me to get in the car.

" Pity El, he must be tired." Akmal. It was like knowing my weakness, and now using El as a weapon to melt my heart.

I got in the car, there was a glare from my little angel.

" Mother same father do not fight, yes. El's scared." Sad complaint.

I just nodded. We finally got home from Akmal. It didn't take long, we've arrived at my reot house.

El hugged Akmal, and immediately entered the room. " Please go home. I'm tired of taking a break." I tried to close the door, but was blocked by Akmal. Obviously I lost my energy dealing with Akmal.

" Wait, we need to talk?"

" What do you say again? There's nothing important between us, Akmal. Don't get El in our trouble. I can support El without help from anyone. Including you." I pointed at Akmal's chest arrogantly. I hope he's sick of seeing me and gets away from me.

It was as if he was holding back his anger. All it does is grab her hair and sound teeth clashing against each other. I'm horrified to see him tonight.

" How can I atone for my sins?" His words are full of emphasis.

" By staying away from us."

He looked at me sharply. Suddenly he pushed me in and squeezed me behind the wall.

His eyes are lustful looking at me. I shudder in horror.

" A-what do you want to do?" I squeaked in fear.

" Sleeping like nine years ago. I miss the warmth of your body, your embrace, and I want a life here, so you can come back to me." He said as his hand slapped my stomach.

" Akmal, the heat of your nature is really bad, besides losers it turns out you are a petty man." I whispered slowly in front of his face.

" Come on, let's do it! Do what you want! But don't regret it if you're gonna meet me and El's just a name." Threaten me.

Aghs! He pounded the walls of my fragile home until they formed a small circle like Akmal's hand.

After that he left my house with the roar of a missing car.

" god... What other trials are these?" I look sad.

*

The morning came, I sat in front of the house to breathe fresh air. I wish my mind was much fresher.

" Sa?"

Heh. I'm shocked. It turned out that Grandma Aminah was already sitting next to me.

" Granny's been a while?" Ask wonder.

" Hehe... Waalaikumsalam, grandma." Smiling words.

" Lately you've been busy, daydreaming a lot, thinking what?"

The huft! I peed at my forehead, "it's all complicated, Grandma."

" Complicated how?"

I told him all the things that happened to me.

" I have to how's Grandma?"

Nek Aminah took me in her arms, her wrinkled hands rubbing gently on my head many times.

" Istikharah prayer is the answer. There is no good choice but the choice of the Gusti of God."

I was stunned to hear the answer from Grandpa Aminah, so amazing.

I was stupid, as if I had no God. And there is God as the place of complaint of all my heart.

" Thank you, grandma."

In every heartbreak there is always the Aminah Grandpa giving a way out that can really be expected.

" Have you cooked?" Ask nek Aminah.

" Not yet grandma. I don't know why it feels so lazy. Let's just buy it, Grandma."

I rushed into the house to get the money. This time I bought some vegetables for the three of us.

*

I have undergone Istikharah prayer, again only Akmal who came to dream. I tried to deny this fact, but I could what. There is a God who has the right to desire.

El's school day is over. My little daughter has gone to school. Now I am just this house. The plan is today I will go to people's gardens to take the lidi that we will sell later. I prepared a machete and a knife. Do not forget to bring drinking water as preparation. As I was about to lock the door, a car I knew stopped in front of the house.

" Akmall..?" After the tragedy he punched the wall of my house, only recently did he reappear. I think he forgot.

He got out of the car with a sweet smile. Like without any problems between us.

" Hey.." said.

I just put a thin smile on Akmal.

" Where are you going?" Ask wonder.

" Want to work." Answer's short.

" There's more to it than that." Akmal.

" Nothing matters but work." My insinuations.

" Ask time too hard anyway?" His voice began to rise.

" If you want to get angry, go home." Expel me.

" okay." He lowered his tone of voice.

He sits on the porch of the house. I want to sit next to him.

" Sa, I haven't been here in days. You know what I'm doing?"

" Where do I know." Reply quickly.

" Sa, I'm serious.."

" Yes, go on!"

" I pray istikharah, and many times you are present in my dreams." Seriously said.

" A-are you serious?" I don't believe the story. Why can it be the same as me? Is this what you call a soul mate?

" Since you asked me to stay away, I was almost desperate, but I tried to advise bang Dani to pray istikharah. And the result makes me sure to marry you." He took my hand and held it. " We're getting married soon, yeah."

I just nodded, while my eyes had started to condense. Between sad and overwhelmed.

Akmal pulled me in his arms. It's comfortable if the days are going to be like this.

Suddenly a car stopped right in front of my house.

Akmal and I stood up, there was curiosity. Who's coming?