I'm Single Mom
ASM 43

I cried back in Akmal's arms, there was a sense of regret for having to fall back in the mud of blasphemy.

" Akmal, huuu." I cry regretfully. Akmal just went silent without a word. I don't know what's on his mind.

" What happened to Akmal? why should we commit Akmal's sin?" tergugu.

" we still love each other Salsa, don't force me to stay away from you. I can't afford it." whispered weakly in my ear.

" Stay with me, Sa."

akmal's request I can't follow. But I can't resist Akmal's charm. Like eating the fruit of Malakama.

I immediately cleansed myself, hoping that the sin of adultery I had committed with Akmal could wear off with the water that soaked my body.

My tears broke in the bathroom, should I fall back into the same mud. Donkeys don't fall into the same hole. Then I what?

What if I get pregnant? Should my son be the same fate as El, my first child.

I hit my stomach many times, hoping that no life would grow there. After feeling tired, I slumped to a helpless floor.

Tok.tok...

the bathroom door was knocked many times by Akmal, but I was powerless to open it. My energy was gone, all I could do was cry under the shower.

I could only stare at the bathroom door that Akmal was trying to open. The longer my body shivers.

I resigned if this was the end of my life.

my eyes began to shut, after which I was unaware of what was happening. Maybe I passed out or died in the bathroom.

***

Slowly I opened my eyes, now I was in a white room. Try pinching my hand, "auw. It hurts." I said. That means I'm still alive.

The door of this room opened, there was Akmal's face poking out from behind the door. But Akmal is not alone, he comes with his wife.

Zaskia is coming towards me. His face looked cynically unfriendly.

" Wake up!" His impact.

I who pretended to sleep immediately opened my eyes.

" Not pretend to be weak. Don't get attention in front of my husband." He deliberately said the word my husband was full of emphasis.

" Zas, enough! I'm letting you come here not to yell at Salsa." Akmal yelled at his wife.

" You defended him, mas?"

As usual Zaskia's tone of voice rose an octave higher.

" He's your brother, learn to be more polite." Hardik Akmal's.

" How are you doing now, 'Sa? is it improving?"

Instead of answering Akmal's question, I threw away my gaze. I don't want Akmal to see my tears. I don't want Zaskia to think I'm overreacting either.

" Sa's.." Akmal touched my shoulder.

" Don't touch you guys not muhrim anymore!" Snap Zaskia on us. He pulled Akmal's hand away from me.

" I don't want my husband touching another woman. What else is that woman you. Fucking."

I don't know why the emotions that I had held were peaking after hearing the rant from Zaskia's mouth.

" Snap? You think you're holy? Before touching you, your husband tasted my body first. Even to this very second, Akmal is still grabbing me."

Zaskia closed her mouth in disbelief. A drop of water began to slide from both of his white, well-groomed cheeks without a stain .

I just had a little attack, but she was crying. You crybaby!

Akmal looked at me sharply. Was he angry with my words? Let me not care.

" Hear Yes Yes******!"

Zaskia's voice began to tremble, perhaps holding back emotions.

" Whence you won't be able to get Akmal!" Zaskia said confidently.

" We'll see." My reply is relaxed

" Pursue!" I tell Akmal.

Akmal just shook his head weakly, "I'm tired, Sa. I'm tired of my household. I just want to live in peace with my children and the woman of my choice. But ..."

" But you don't dare to take risks, do you?" my many.

" I just don't want you guys to live hard, Sa. El suffered enough at that time. Don't let El's sisters feel what El and you have ever felt." Akmal scrunched his forehead.

" Borrow a cell phone." I asked Akmal.

" Well what?" Ask Akmal wonder.

" Want to go and see El and his sister." Answer's short.

" It's quiet. I've already given you news. Children are safe in the hands of Nek Aminah."

Uh. It was good to hear Akmal's words. Nek Aminah is indeed reliable in caring for children.

" Akmal.." call me to the handsome man in front of me.

" Hey?"

" What if I get pregnant?"

" We'll take care of our children together."

I don't know why I always believed in my ex-husband's words. He left me for his school, and now he divorces me for his family. Am I too stupid? Am I being too pussy on Akmal? Is it because Akmal was my first love?

***

I'm back home today. It feels good to be back with the kids. Although I have to get a lot of questions from El.

I can't deny if El's son is attentive and always curious.

I rested in the room. Yusup is being timed by his father in the room. Akmal has always maintained a close relationship with Akmal. He would always try to put Akmal to sleep before he went home to his wife.

El, though, is like keeping a distance from his own father. If Akmal comes to this house, El will always lock himself in a room with the excuse of being busy and not wanting to be disturbed.

All kinds of kids try to understand.

Stone alone I'll close my eyes, Akmal goes into the room.

" What's up?" Many wonder..

" Just want a parting. Get healthy, don't get sick. Titip kids." Akmal.

" I won't get sick if you don't get sick" I joked a little.

Akmal pinched my cheek.

" I'm anxious" he said again.

" Gih's coming home, your wife's been waiting for you."

Akmal pouted I discussed Zaskia again.

" I'm home yes. Trophies."

Akmal peeped at my cheek.

" Akmal!"

Akmal has moved away. The bedroom door was closed by him.

I'm breathing a little relieved. But why is something missing? Half my soul is like coming with Akmal. I looked around this room. The room that was once a witness to our love.

" Akmal .. Until this moment I still love you. I love you, Akmal." My heart's screams are heartbreaking.

I wipe the tears that are coming down. " Don't be sad, for you are the victor in loving Akmal. The real evidence is that Akmal left behind a pair of little angels who will accompany your life." I suggested to myself.

Zaskia may have Akmal's body, but she does not deserve Akmal's soul.

But... even though Akmal claimed not to love Zaskia, can Akmal resist the charm of Zaskia? In fact Zaskia and Akmal keep doing the first night. How am I supposed to know if Akmal and Zaskia always spend the night together?

Ah...Turns out I was stupid.