Jandaku's Story
Part 18 (Love)
I woke up at 3 a.m., but Anna never came, I also grabbed my phone to call Anna but was not picked up.
"Miss.." Al called out
"yes Al, what are you doing, drinking?" much
"no, what's wrong with you? here" asked Al who patted the side of his bed, telling me to come closer
"Anna.. don't answer my phone, I'm afraid Al" answered me who is now sitting on the side of his bed because the waiting seat is used by Al's brother-in-law.
"Anna is already big Dinda. Don't worry maybe she has come home but forgot to think about it" he explained as he grabbed my hand and held it
"Al.." said I tried to take off his grip but was pulled again by him
"I'm so grateful you're here"
"sama-sama Al, you're healing fast huh"
"tomorrow also has returned home, because the observation is only a day, he said" explained Al
"Thank God, I went home Al ojol's message"
"don't you want to go between the heny nda?" his offer
"i want to go home now, will morning enter the office, mba heny again sleep do not built kasian"
"you're okay with riding a night-night stand?"
"it's okay Al" I tried to let go of Al's hand again
"Al.." I said softly
"yeah?"
"al's hand, loose"
"don't want to" her god
"I...."
"Dinda.... Can we go back?"
"meaning?" just panic
"i still love you, can we go back to what we used to be?"
"huh.." I was surprised by his question, I half-screamed and immediately stood up but my hand was still in his hand
"Dinda please don't go away from me, I love you?"
my eyes were wide open, my blood was boiling to hear his confession, O god of nothing, this Al,
"I want to go home Al" I tried to breathe her hand
"i don't want to let you go again, I love you"
"Al, off.as much as I let go of his grasp, and finally released, I hurriedly took my bag and then passed away leaving it without a word from me. You would scare me Al
**
(the next day at lunch)
"you're why" asked Vicky
"it's okay a" I replied confusedly, because I was actually thinking about the incident last night
"starting next Monday aa enter work nda, it's okay to eat not the same aa" he asked
"it's okay" I smiled
"later evening yuk weekly" she smiled
"yes, I'll be ready" I returned his smile
"there is a luxurious restaurant, the scenery is very good, romantic nda, later aa pick up the maghrib ya"
"romantic? who did Ciee aa ever bring?" godaku
I also nodded "oh. yes a Dinda would"
**
"sorry bus if later Dinda rada home late, because the place to eat rada far"
"yes it's okay, take Dinda ya ki" said my mother
after leaving, we went to the restro
"Dinda, you are so beautiful today" her smile accompanied her words
I also smiled in embarrassment, lowering my eyes..
today I am different than usual,
I wear a beautiful white dress with simple accessories that I wear, and also wrapped with a handbag that I wear so it looks elegant.
We arrived at the restro that Vicky mentioned earlier this afternoon.
The atmosphere here is indeed very romantic, the place is in the upper plains, so the view of the city is clearly visible from here, the air is also cool, I am happy. True said Vicky, the place will be very beautiful at night.
All the food was served, because Vicky had ordered it first.
we spent the meal talking and enjoying the view of the city from up here, when the dessert came and Vicky spoke seriously to me.
"Dinda, I want to talk but please don't cut me off before I ask you something" he told me
I just shook my head, understanding what he said
He took my hand and held it.
"Dinda..pardon aa who used to hurt Dinda, have duaed Dinda even many times. I'm sorry I didn't realize how valuable Dinda is to aa, I'm wrong to apologize to Dinda because I was a schoolboy who didn't understand being wise. Dinda want to say sorry?"
"Dinda lupain it was a, Dinda sorry aa" I replied smiling and she smiled with relief
"Dinda... from the past until now honest feelings aa same Dinda did not change in the slightest, aa still love and love with Dinda, aa no matter the status of Dinda now, aa not care the same as Dinda now, just aa grateful to be found with Dinda back rich gini.
forgive me too late to meet Dinda, who was not there beside Dinda when Dinda again slumped, sorry aa yes Dinda?"
"yes ." I nodded my head
"Dinda.. aa love with Dinda, aa want Dinda to be a girlfriend let alone aa wife, but aa know Dinda is not ready for a relationship, aa understand Dinda's position now. Aa promise aa will never make Dinda to agree to the same wishes aa, Aa just want Dinda open Dinda's heart for aa, slow down so that Dinda does not make this a burden, Dinda would you?"
"yes a" I held my head back
"Dinda. aa will always be there for Dinda, no matter what happens talk to aa, and whenever it's time Dinda is ready aa please prioritize aa for someone Dinda first told, aa will still wait Dinda did not care how long it was. Dinda would, right?"
"I believe a" I smiled
"thank you, Dinda, I love you" now she's peeping at the back of my hand.
"a..can Dinda ask for something the same?"
"can, say"
"if when you're waiting for Dinda to be ready to meet someone and then you like each other, please don't ever think of Dinda as someone who is called to live, Dinda is okay" I explained
"for 13 years we were not together, we tried to have a relationship with others, but still did not change feelings about Dinda, maybe in the future also the same" he replied
"but no one knows a soul mate, who knows there is a good girl whom God loves for aa. Really a, Dinda would be happy if aa dapet better than Dinda." I explained
He sighed
"that's it if so, but if Dinda also in the future meet people and Dinda like both well, Dinda do not be heavy to leave. the important thing is that Dinda said the same that Dinda is ready even though she is ready for the other person, aa also like to say that Dinda is seneng, although she hopes that Dinda is the same" he said
"thank you, I'd like to understand Dinda"
"the most important thing now is that Dinda already knows how to feel to Dinda, it makes aa relief, aa also did not understand this was rejected or accepted "he asked with a big smile
"we are rich gini aja first yes, in the future let us surrender the same fate of God" said I
Vicky nodded