Jandaku's Story
Part 2 (Try to Rise)
6 Months passed, but she kept calling me, not by phone because she knew I would not pick her up, but she always sent me a message. Her message always contained about her heart that still loves me and misses me.
"mah, what else? i'm kangen..
mah.. as hard as I can try to love the goddess but still can not, the goddess is not like you, she does not obey me, she does not work but every day goes somewhere, everywhere, he also always spent my money and wrath when I asked about the reason, if there was no aunt in the house maybe I would not take care of mah.
I also can't forget you mah, my kangen taste even makes my love increase, I'm happy to be with you, have a wife as perfect as you, i love u mah and i really miss u" the message of the wine was on me.
as usual I didn't reply.
the next day after work I came to see my psychiatrist Dr. Lala.
"dock day" I said
"hai Dinda, noon too.how are you doing this week" she asked as she shook hands with me and led me to sit on her couch in her study.
"well doc, but last night the shayf sent me another message" I thrust out my phone and directly told dr.lala to read it.
dr.lala took a deep breath and turned to look at me "then how do you feel about receiving a message like this ?"
"no doc, but it's like he's happy to know that he still loves me, but I'm also sad to know that his marriage is unhappy" I leaned my back against the sofa and saw the ceiling of Dr. Lala's office exhale my elbows and close my eyes. "is I like a woman who is thinking about someone else's husband, doc, isn't that wrong, I hate myself who still harbors feelings for the shayf who is already the husband of people "
"Dinnn... listen to me" he grabbed both of my hands "no dance, you're not that kind of woman, it's only natural that you're still stuck in this story, you're still stuck in this story, try to find a new story then by itself the feeling will disappear"
"i want a doc, and I know that, but how, you know that I'm an introvert, I'm not that easy to find and include new people in my life" I said softly
"do you have any friends/friends ?" ask dr. lala
"right now it's just my office friends, it's just a friend nothing special" I replied hesitantly
"there's definitely Dinda, your housemate or college buddy first"
"i'm an introvert doc. I don't like to hang out with neighbors, midwifery studies are so dense that my time is up just to learn and practice" my increasingly doubtful answer
" come on Dinn remember, when school may be as good as.." his words came to a halt when I surprised him.
"SMA doc, yes doc I had a friend for 3 years we were together despite the different classes" I replied confidently with a big smile on my lips
"but I had no contact with them, after graduation we were preoccupied with college activities so never contact" I began to hesitate again
"well that's better, you'll be preoccupied with thinking how to meet them, find their contacts call them and ask them to meet." she asked me while holding my shoulder and patting him
"okay doc" I replied with a thumbs up
"okay all right, Dinda are you still having trouble sleeping?" I nodded quickly "please take this prescription medicine and do not forget to set your schedule for the next 2 weeks, I hope you will get good news from you and your best friend"
dr.lala gave her respite, I accepted it and left, redeemed the medicine and returned home.
arriving at home my mother greeted me with a paper and then gave it to me, I read it carefully.I smiled reading it because finally god like following my path, I received an invitation to my High School reunion. now I am happy because there is finally a way so that I can meet my friends without having to think hard to find a way.
"next week we will meet my best friend, I miss you guys, see u" I said in my heart
Reunion Event
today has come, I have prepared myself in my best clothes, I stepped away from home and entered the car that was ready to take me to school, now my father takes me.
arriving at school I entered doubtfully, sweeping my eyes around my school building, now my school is different from the old one, now getting better and neatly organized, he said, coupled with the decoration for my reunion event that increasingly makes my school look beautiful with colored lights, because the reunion event is held at night.
as I stepped in, there was a screaming voice from my right side "Dinda.." my best friend called me out loud.
I approached, I almost cried with joy knowing that my best friend had gathered together in one table, he was Ana, Ririn, Raka and Juna ..
Ririn is married and has 2 children, Raka was married last year and his wife is now pregnant, Juan who is a playboy was married because his wife was pregnant first, while Anna he is still sigle.
"Dinda how are you, I miss you" Anna asked as she called me
"well, how are you guys, what a hell I met you guys" I smiled broadly
"Dinn ko you are more beautiful anyway" said flirtatious Juna to me
"brisik lu jun, have a line of behavior like this gk no change hahaha" said Ririn loudly while patting Juna's shoulder
we also hankering, and discussing strange and funny things during the school days, I was very happy and never stopped it feels like these lips smile
"eh Al didn't come?" raka's question managed to calm the atmosphere
Al.. he was the last member of our gang, our gang would not be complete without him, but my best friend turned into my girlfriend at the time, but after graduating from school we separated because our college was not together, he disappeared after breaking up from me even when he married even no one invited him to come to his wedding, he is very withdrawn from us.
"it will not come, males met Dinda hahaha" Juna told me
we drifted back with the joking and laughing obrolah..
"eh I go to the toilet first yes all take a thirsty drink Iw, from earlier come until now there is no really nawarin take a drink haha" my laughter while glancing at the 2 men who were in front of me Raka and Juna
"hahaha maap Dinda.mau be sure not to go to the toilet" teased Juna to me.
"yeuuuhhh...." Ririn threw a snack on Juna "bejakeun nyaneh ka rabbi haha"(say you are your wife) said Ririn meledek
I got out of the toilet and rushed to get a drink, after finding a drink I walked to the table where my friends were gathered, my steps stopped as soon as someone pulled my ladder firmly, leading me to follow him. the not-so-bright light of the night light made me think hard considering whose face was pulling my hand because now I only see his back in front pulling my arms. "who is he?" ask in my heart
"awww hurts, takes off aww" the pull of the ladder seems to leave a red mark on my wrist.the force is so strong that I can't take it off