Jandaku's Story
Part 31 (Shaif)
Now that I'm starting to realize, I open my eyes even though it feels heavy. I immediately got up from my sleep in shock that I was now in the room I knew, the room that was familiar to me. This is my room and the shaykh.
I went straight out of the room, I found Syaif sitting contemplating on the sofa and was surprised to see me who was consciously standing in front of the door.
"mah..are you conscious?" syaif approached me
"stop there, don't come near me" I shouted
"why am I here??? I'm gonna go...!!!" I'm still screaming
"calm me, you are now in our house" he tried to approach me slowly
"no I don't want to, I want to go home..!!" I ran to avoid him towards the exit.
I tried to open it but it was locked
"mama... calm down. This is papah mah, why do mamah fear papah" Syaif tried to approach me again.
"Stoppp.
Syaif stopped his steps, surprised by my voice "yes yes mah. papah diem papah diem, mamah calm well. papah here papah will not deketin mamah" he said calming.
I'm still trying to open the exit "Please...Please.....!!!" I said screaming at the door
"no one, no one will be horrified, you choose this house first, we have no neighbors" Syaif explained
"what do you want??" I said I was crying now
"papah did not say anything mah. mamah calm papah please" said Syaif.
"i want to go home....!!!" I said still crying hysterically.
"iya mah, we will go home later but mamah calm down please" he said who was still standing not moving far from my reach.
I'm still crying hysterically, I'm sitting leaning against the door "what do you want? I'm going home...!" lirih
"iya mamah.later papah inter mamah home, but mamah calm first yes, do not cry, papah will not say anything mamah, papah promise" he explained to me
I'm still crying
"let's get a drink for mama ya.." Shayf went to the kitchen to get a drink.
Syaif tried to approach me slowly to give me a drink
"drink first let me calm down"
I who was still crying looked at Syaif, and I grabbed his glass with trembling hands.
I drank it rough, "where's my bag..?" I yelled at him
"what is this mama nyari?" Syaif is holding my medicine
"attract...!!"
Syaif gave me medicine, and I drank it but not with his sleeping pills, I did not take it.. A few moments later I started to calm down.
I just kept quiet, Shayf still looking at me. We sat on the floor with each other. I sat behind the door and Syaif sat in front of me 3 meters away from me.
Although I did not make a sound but I am still crying now, I wiped my own tears with my hands "I want to go home ..!" lirih
"iya mah, will papah inter mama come home"
"but I want it now" I really want to go home right now, because it's night my parents must be worried about me
"the father wants to talk first with mama" said Syaif
"what do you want? aren't you satisfied you hurt me?"
"you tell me what the hell, papah is not malakin mamah mah, it was an accident, papah in the trap of Dewi papah mabok" explained Syaif
"but still, if you don't go to that dirty place, none of this will happen" I said
"sorry papah mah, papah continues to apologize equally mamah, but mamah never want to be horrified papah"
"yes I'm sorry, but I want to go home"
"not so mah, please calm down first mama, papah also not calm if mamah sorry papah in such a rich way"
I sighed, remembering dr.lala's words that I had to forgive her, forget my past and make peace with her
"alright.." I wiped my tears and wiped my cheeks to dry "I really forgive you"
"really?"
"yes.forget that problem assume nothing happens even though it is hard to forget it, but I will try it"
"thank you mah. but the problem is that now papah wants to come back with the same mama, papah is still affectionate with mama"
"what are we going back for?"
"so that our children are also happy to see us together again mah"
"what about my happiness, do you guarantee it? do not mention my son because he is happy in heaven with God" I explained copying the words of dr.lala
"the papah promises will not repeat the mistakes of papah mah, papah will quickly divorce Dewi and move to work here" he said
"what about the Goddess and her child?"
"i don't care about him"
"how could you not care, the child will grow up without a father, are you not sure that the Goddess will return to her dark life just to raise her child"
"that's the risk mah, the important thing is to come back again just as mamah"
"i can't, I'm the same Vicky.."
"is Papah not in the heart of mama?"
"still, but only to the ex-husband and papah of my son. I've accepted your marriage and the Goddess, try to accept my marriage and Vicky"
"i can't do it either"
Syaif is now crying
"why is my fate like this, God is not fair to me. I lost a child and also you, forced to marry a Goddess and also now have to accept the fact that the child is not my son, and you... now I'm getting married to someone else"
"my doctor said we should try to make peace with our problems so that we can forgive and forget them" I said softly to him
Syaif is still crying, trying to wipe his tears that wet his cheeks to look tough
"what's your love for Vicky? papah knows he's ex-mama"
I nodded
"well, if you want to marry her, please"
"but you don't divorce the Goddess, like her son"
"i'm sorry I still want to get divorced"
I swept my eyes across the room, I saw my bag on the table. I ran to see my bag, I got my phone a lot of missed calls from Vicky on the screen. I tried to contact him, I occasionally saw Syaif who was still sitting pensively bowing his face.
✓Halo Dinda are you all right?
✓iya a.. aa can pick up dinda
✓you where
✓in syaif house
✓why can?
✓tadi I fainted kept being brought here
✓apaaa....?
✓cepet a dinda want to go home
✓I'm leaving now, don't turn off the phone
✓iya a
"how long have you been depressed?"
I just nodded not answering
"is it because of papah?"
I also re-appointed
"is it healed now?"
I shook my head
"excuse me papah mah, papah do not know that mama has been suffering"
"it's okay my depression has improved further" I replied
"marry if it makes you happy" he said looking at me deeply
I'm sticking to assaying.
I know that Vicky is listening to my conversation with Syaif over the phone that is still connected.
"can papah come later on marriage?"
I nodded "yes come" I replied
"maybe not if Papah is humbled for the last time"
"i.. will ask Vicky when he comes, he has the right to me now" I said, hoping to be heard by Vicky on a mobile phone.
"all right, we wait for him to come"
15minutes later, Vicky came, and he pushed the door hard and hard. Syaif opened the door and his collar was immediately grabbed by Vicky.
"how dare you bring dinda here" Vicky yelled
Bugggh... Vicky hit Syaif's cheek
"i told you not to touch dinda, and you're holding her" Buggg.
"i'll kill you ********....!!!!!
Vicky did not give any mercy even to Syaif, Vicky continued to beat the shayef.But somehow Syaif just silently took the blow of Vicky just like that.
I tried to pull Vicky apart, but this time Vicky was really strong, in contrast to his quarrel with Al back then.
When it was seen that Syaif was weak and helpless, Vicky let go.
"he's dead" I said, pulling Vicky's hand
"it's okay, papah deserves it" replied Syaif
"come on you then" threatened Vicky
"aa.." I said.
"he's got your family worried about you, me too. He brought you here"
"but he's just...."
"let's go home" Vicky pulled my hand.
We also left Syaif lying in pain withstanding the blow from Vicky to him