Jandaku's Story
Part 19 (difficulty)
That night was a quiet night, aa expressed her love for me gently and calmed my heart but did not change my opinion that I did not want to be in a relationship with someone, I was still comfortable with my solitude.
"thank you for a beautiful night" I said as the car pulled up in front of my house
"sama Dinda" He smiled then approached me slowly "Dinda..is it okay?" and hold my hand tightly.
my heart was beating so fast when Vicky approached me, what would he do, oh god. He seemed to kiss me, I was cornered in the car seat at the moment, I couldn't go anywhere... my heart was beating faster as if it wanted to get out.
Vicky got closer, I put my head back but Vicky kept going, now my head is stuck in the car seat, ah. I'm really stuck.
I closed my eyes, resigned to what was to come.
"Cuppp.
I looked at his face that was clearly visible because it was only a few milliards away from me.
I was still silently pecking with a fast-turning heart hoping he wouldn't hear it.
he brought his face closer to me, and now he's trying to kiss my lips..
and managed to put his lips on mine, ********* gently and moved his hand grabbing my neck to direct my face to look at him.
ah .. Vicky... The kiss I had felt before was no different, it was the same, it was soft for a long time but I just followed it without replying and gently held the arm that was holding my neck.
a quiet and quiet night..
he was still****** my lips, my body felt flying. Until suddenly a motor with a noisy exhaust passed our car, Vicky let go of his kiss and turned to look at the motor that had gone far.
"just interrupt" he said annoyed
I smiled at her "a. I came down"
"be careful, baby, let me know if there's anything, see u next time"
"yes a, aa be careful" I got out of the car,
and Vicky left me.
Vicky didn't come in to stop by because it was late at night, afraid to bother my parents he said.
In the room right now I'm thinking about how beautiful tonight is this week. Vicky treats me well, his love statement is very romantic even though we are not officially dating, I am happy because Vicky says that he will wait for me until I am ready for a relationship. Ah so good he is to me, unlike Al who expressed his love for me but scared me.
**
Beautiful morning, I woke up from my long and lonely sleep.. Thank goodness without medication this time, maybe because of my bad feelings last night..
I did my day off by exercising and hanging out with my family, until at night Anna came to my house.
"Dinda.." Anna's voice caught me reading the novel on my balcony.
"eh Anna.. here" shows me the bench next to me.
"Miss..." Annapun smiled broadly at me
"why you? suspicious?" I said to him
"I'd like to marry Dimas hehehe"
"seriously..???"ask me enthusiastically
"seriously, Dimas was horrified, he wanted to convert in 2 weeks we are married, he sahadat used to continue directly ijab kabul deh..ahhhh I can't wait Dinda." he said.
"so last night you left me in the hospital because I discussed marriage with Dimas? basic you yes. people mah Ngabarin to apake play dinggalin aja" said my annoyance, because because because of him I experienced unpleasant events with Al.
"yes, I'm sorry, but I left you safe at the hospital hehe how did you go home?"
"up ojol, satisfied??" answer me
we talked together, Al was there, and he was home. Al just listened to Anna without commenting, maybe she feels bad for me right now, but let it be, it's her fault.
the date has been set, 2 weeks to come, when Anna's wedding day we empty our schedule to be at Anna's event 1 full day until the event is over. we also booked a holiday ticket 2 days after Anna's wedding day to accompany her who was going to honeymoon in Bali. I don't know if Anna's weird, she's going to honeymoon, but we have to keep her company, too.. Everyone brought their partners except me and Al, because we didn't have a partner yet.
**
lunchtime
✓(Al)
Dinda I'm in front of the office, have lunch with me. There's something I want to talk about
Al's message to me, I also headed out of the office and found Al's car, I went straight into his car.
"why Al?" ketuaku
"Dinda I'm sorry about you, I don't know what I was possessed to scare you, I'm nervous Dinda, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, I beg you" he said softly folding his hands in his face and have a compassionate expression
"yes Al, I'm sorry, but don't repeat it. I'm really afraid that you're rich" I replied
"thank you, I'm so sorry, I promise I won't be rich anymore"
"yes" I answered
"sorry Dinda, but I didn't lie back then, I still love you. I thought that I was a widower and you are now a widow, I need a mother for Akbar, we also used to have a relationship, even though I was thinking of marrying you, because I still love you so much" she explained to me
"i'm not ready Al, sorry" I replied
"because you haven't tried it yet, Dinda, please give me a chance, I'm sure you can"
I let out a long sigh, I am currently opening my heart, trying to prepare myself for a new relationship, but....
"Dinda... want yah?"
"Al.. not for now, sorry, later I'm really not ready"
"well, it's okay, if we go, what do you want to eat?"
"it's up to you Al" I said
"what yes. mmmm oh yaudah grilled chicken just I know a good place, grilled chicken is okay right?"
"yes, what am I" I replied
I nodded, and we went to the place to eat. There Al is already as I used to know, Al is humorous, good at making funny stories to make me laugh.
"later tomorrow we have lunch again yuk, exclaimed" he asked me
"are you not working?"
"i got a 3-day pass, it's a sick story"
"haha you, yaudah tomorrow just pick up the usual"
"where do you want to eat tomorrow?"
"eat it tomorrow it's now" my god
"hahaha, I can't wait for tomorrow"
"you know, there's-there's aja.dah yukk we're back, already want to spend the rest hours, later mampus I'm late" asked me
"okay" he answered with spirit