Jandaku's Story
The Part 68
"do you know what it's like to kill yourself without dying?" nabil said, I shook my head in a sign of not understanding
"when you secretly love someone who never loved you"
"wah.." I smiled in amazement.
Nabil is very smart in playing the words "than you take accounting education you better take literature know, it suits you better" I said
"hahaha.you how do I keep the story, yes. even though I already know all of Raka anyway, but still it feels better to hear the story directly from the source" he shifted his seat to face me waiting for an answer
"if you know it's good, don't tell me anymore. How about answering your question?" my offer to Nabil
"ah.. well, compared to Syaif I'm more interested in Vicky anyway, it's okay?"
"wah.you until his name is yes",
"hehe. Your story is good, I have to make it a novel if you want"
"stop bragging and ask questions quickly?"
"how can you meet again with Vicky and immediately determined to decide to marry him, while I know that Move on is best to find love greater than before, was your first love really that big?" tanya clearly Nabil rounded his gaze
"I used to be the same as he was a boy, big problems can be missed - even small problems in making a break from my first love..
Damn it because the new adult knew that I was also his first love.but the fix can not be together because each already has a partner, I think the story stops, I think the story stops, but what is more painful is that we have been waiting for each other but do not know at all, until finally I married Syaif, so rich more digging and repeating the pent-up feelings anyway, the increasingly the decision process for marriage is fast" I explained
"were heavy if that's it"
"what?"
"move on from Vicky" he said, posing his body, smiling at him
"but yes, it turns out that he only present to me is not destiny for me. In the end we can not be together too, even now forever"
"when love has been defeated the same fate is sure that it's a better way, sure first, walk it later" said Nabil's smile.
"yes, yes, poet" I said
"it's good that you have a lot of experience, so you can put emotions even though I know your wounds haven't healed" he said. I'm just smiling
"look at your smile.it could have been created in your mourning, I salute you. Maintain it, do not want to lose the same situation" he said making me think for a moment.
"who he is, can understand that with someone's feelings" I said in my heart.
I was not sure I could move on from Vicky, the loss still caused a wound in my heart that was still wet, but also forced myself not to get carried away by my mourning. because I remember every word he said that day, that I should not be sad and should be happy without it
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"Dinda same Nabil quickly familiar as well" said Ririn who was enjoying a packet of snacks in his hand
"maybe personal Nabil emang humble so cool to be a friend to chat" replied Anna
"may there be a bright spot for Dinda's story"
"Let's get married quickly and live happily again" replied Anna.
"Where's your mind?" ask Juna
"again Nabil, in them you don't go anywhere" said Ririn suspecting Juna wanted to ruin the conversation between me and Nabil
"ishhh. ka.." said Juna "here.." called Raka who was chatting with Al and Mas Dadang
"what?"
"is Nabil safe?"
"safe is. lu guess the cave carelessly nyari people"
"the cave feeling is not good" said Juna staring at me and Nabil who was laughing
"Juna is jealous... Juna.." ledek Anna.
"he thought it was a cave like Dinda"
"but really Jun, looked like he knew" Anna replied
"Juna..?" snapped Raka
"kaga ka.. kaga. ya cave cheating, not maybe dong ah" replied Juna.
"pala lu Jun's.. Jun.." exclaimed Ririn who could not believe Juna's answer
"we are told to look after Vicky Jun instead of having it" Raka said
"yes, yes, I understand the cave.it is safe" replied Juna annoyed, and turned towards me and Nabil sat down.
"it's Nabil instead of looking rich om om no heck" said Anna looking at Nabil
"yes. how old are you?" Ask Ririn
"36 years old.young is not really old, the adult category is" replied Raka took Snack in the hands of Ririn.
"old brother Raka... lu how the hell" Seru Juna was upset.
"no ah, no pas. kok different 8 taun doang, it's a well-established name first married tau. anyhow even though old but still bachelor" replied Anna.
"but don't guarantee him a dong virgin" Javan Juna
"he is you, get pregnant first..!" answer Anna
"ngaca na, you are also not a virgin married to Al"
"ih... Juna bummer..!" anna replied annoyed
"it's been noisy ..!!" ririn said
**
"Where's the villa?" ask Anna
"here there is no Villa home stay.oh yes Al same Anna Home Stay you on the left yes .. okay gaes happy weekend" Raka shouted entering the stilt house on the coast of this tidung island.
Anna and Al choose to be separated from us, because now they are a couple who are drunk in love.This holiday made them the second honeymoon period.
"uh, that's the love bridge of her name, you can fuck her together. The myth is that couples who walk together will last" said Nabil pointed to the bridge, we turned to face the view towards the bridge of love.
"gaes is safe and clean" said Raka who was already inside the house stage that we will occupy.
"here the suitcase, you can't push the suitcase in the rich sand gini" said Juna took my suitcase without waiting for my answer first, passed leaving me "quick in, rest, later your skin is broken"
Nabil who witnessed the incident took a long breath. "Juna is good?"
"ah.yeah yes" I tried to melt the atmosphere
"mysore.."
"yes bil.?"
Nabil smiled "it's okay, come in" he said. I also passed
"mysore.."
"what else?"
"you don't want to be my friend?" Smiling her hand invites me to shake hands.
From the way he was looking for an opportunity to talk I already understood that Raka was lying. He must have followed us here because on purpose, he was Raka's messenger to get close to me.
Can we just be friends, never try something I couldn't promise from the beginning. You have a better life, don't waste your time with me.