Jandaku's Story
The Part 87

✓hello..

✓ya Na..?

✓where?

✓still on the road, have you reached cirebon? my train just left

✓then we chat

✓ok

(Anna)

I went to my parents' house with Al

(Rilen)

huh uh..? how can..?

(Anna)

all because2 Dinda..

(Rilen)

Ah... she again.

(Anna)

al can't accept that I'm uglyin Dinda

(Rilen)

fyuh.. cowo2 kanya dipelet deh same Dinda, care so much, nyebelin..

this is also mad Dadang mas the same cave, because 2 ngamuk cave in Rs

(Anna)

really, if not melet ya make susuk..

oh yeah? why are you.?

(Rilen)

yes cave exitin uneg2 aja, the cave says that Dinda is pretentious.hiding behind the disease in order to be another caper ma, so we have to protect him, take care of him..

iuh.

(Anna)

anjrit..

sok beautiful... make a cave household like this, juna household is also angry, he really wants what the hell? if you want the same Juna yes Juna just there do not go to the caveman..

if you want a widow alone, do not make the cave a widow too

(Rilen)

yes that's the name is also a crazy person, so rada half so he thought too.

(Anna)

hahaha..

use all the depression...

why not just go crazy

(Rilen)

gk can do that, the talk of prayer tau

(Anna)

yes justin, really sprained about it

(Rilen)

so you're the same Al how

(Anna)

yes Alunya we want introspection so at home 2, anyways why should split the house gini try..

it will be complicated later the cave explained why the cave was repatriated to the same Al to the cave parents

(Rilen)

that's okay, it's called home..

good Al still want to make introspection, at least he did not immediately nyerein you

(Anna)

even if Al nyerein cave, the cave is fine..

emang boy only he doang, who is waiting for a cave widow there is also a kelus

(Rilen)

crazy you...!!

uh, that's the one at Rs the doctor whose friend Dinda..

he also cares.

(Anna)

all men are bewitched with him,

(Rilen)

this one feels different na, he asked for a cave muchin Dinda, do not need to find again and do not need to connect again

(Anna)

yes already..who would want to find the same relationship Dinda again, ge er.

(Rilen)

But, the feeling of the cave is not good as the look of his eyes na.

(Anna)

what the fuck.? usually you know.the cave has been chatting a lot, and mediocre, just as rich as others, pretentious Deketin Dinda..

at most he also demen to the Dinda..

(Rilen)

but how the cave is worried huh, is Dinda all right.?

(Anna)

at least now Vicky's family has come, Raka continues with the doctor back.

because the cave dapet transfer notification from Raka, make the change of registration fee of RS Dinda.

(Rilen)

thank goodness his family came

(Anna)

yaudah, you carefully walk

(Rilen)

okey..

****

(The Hospital)

my two in-laws were sleeping on the floor mattress brought by my in-laws.

I have trouble sleeping and choose to play my phone.

Listening to the chant of the holy verse with my handset, hoping my son would listen to it

Have you reached each other's homes?

sorry to bother you all, thank you for everything and sorry I haven't said it yet..

happy rest everyone :)

A sweet calamat I sent in my best friend's group.

Berharao got a good response from them, so I know that everything will be fine.

But, it turns out that all I get is my shadow.

Anna left ...

Ririn...

Anna and Ririn compactly left the group without saying anything as my message by them read.

Why are you guys out? is there something wrong I'm doing again? why be like this. don't dong.. please don't come out. don't stay in me. God took everyone from me, this time only god... please don't take my best friend too. Dinda

****

Leave Dinda..

One sentence that Raka could not answer spontaneously, her heart and head were now fighting fiercely within her.

"how can I leave a friend who is clearly in need of my help to be able to lift him from the slump" said Raka limp

"giving Dinda room to breathe out of your toxic friendship is a favor from her?" overwrite Dion

"the toxic.?"

"the point is, if you can't be happy Dinda, at least you don't hurt Dinda, so please"

"why does it sound like you're getting rid of me huh?" ask Raka

"well, finally a Raka can think negatively as well hahaha" Dion replied with a laugh

Raka only saw Dion laughing, sipping a coffee that was cold because it was left by the excitement of the conversation Raka and Dion.

Raka was still silent, trying to reconcile her heart and the contents of her head.

His heart was eager to be by my side, guarding and carrying out Vicky's last request.

And the contents of his head were thinking out loud, how to be by my side without hurting him.

"for all your annoying behavior, do you think Dinda is that patient.? that weak.?

no ka. he is an introvert with a history of depression. an introvert prefers to keep silent thinking rather than showing his anger. And if when Dinda thinks hard, her depression will come. It would be better if Dinda had a panic attack than Dinda was silent when there was a problem" Dion exclaimed

"what is he trying to think.?" ask Raka

"He doesn't think about the problem, someone with a history of depression, thinks more about how the problem occurs, and tends to blame himself. That is why it is easier to forgive someone, not because he is flabby or weak, but because he considers that everything is his fault,

When Vicky was in an accident, he was the one who was wrong..

When Anna is jealous of him, he's the one who's wrong..

When Juna kissed her, she was the one who was wrong..

When Mayang scolded her, she was the one who was wrong..

When Al liked him, he was wrong..

When Ririn betrayed her, she was the one who was wrong..

And will always think like that as life's problems come to him"

"dorocute..." Raka leaned her back against the iron chair of the cafe, rubbing roughly her face with both palms

"do not underestimate the disease of depression, let alone accompanied by him who is introverted..

in the 9 months of Dinda's pregnancy, imagine how she got through it. How she checked her own womb, fulfill all the cravings of the baby alone, cry over all the complaints of pregnancy alone and worse she will go through labor alone"

"you mean what..?? does Dinda have to marry again so that there will be someone who nemenin..??!!" tanya Raka raised her voice.

Dion does not answer, but he smiles at Raka confirming Raka's statement.

"even. when the cave tried to introduce Nabil to him failed, it was difficult to find someone who could accept all the shortcomings of Dinda, especially she was pregnant now.. finding a mate for him is not as easy and fast as that" said Raka

"why didn't you just marry her.?" said Dion