
"hey baby, I'm here and will always be here, with you, with our son too.. Calm down your sorrows will be lost because they are covered by the happiness that will come until the time comes for us to be reunited in my nature. I wait for you dear. Come with your sweetest smile for me"
***
"wake up baby. We have breakfast first yes" said my mother-in-law stroking my head woke me up.
"mah..."
"yes baby.?"
"Dinda dreams again" I said happily
"honey.. You must keep thinking yes, be patient yes son. and I can, from now on think of yourself and your content yes"
"mamah..not Dinda think aa, but aa who wants to come, he said will continue to keep Temenin Dinda, aa also ask Dinda to come and have been awaited by aa in nature there"
"astaghfirullah. no dear. it is not aa, it must be jin. where there is aa ngajak Dinda there, do not obey yes, do not.."
"but mah.."
"it's just a sleeping flower, maybe because Dinda sleeps less, or maybe Dinda hasn't read the prayer before bed, dah ya son. don't make mamah afraid, mamah bribe ya.. mamah laper's grandson said"
"yes, which papah?"
"come home at dawn, is it okay if papah does not work?"
"nothing mah, mamah also if you want to go home to open the store is okay ko"
"mending keep you from keeping the store, from the beginning of your marriage, yes you are the property mamah, especially now there are grandchildren mamah, mamah very grateful son, aaa" my mother-in-law said as she fed me food
"hehehe... What would your mother be born if her granddaughter were to be called?"
"ah.. yes also why Mama has not thought yes, then try asking the same papa first want to be called what"
Tok tok tok .. the sound of the door is heard from outside and opened by someone
"good morning" said Dion, who came with a smile and flowers in his hand
"waalaikumsalam" I said along with my mother-in-law
"uh.. there's son Dion. early in the morning has come here so troublesome" said my mother rose from her seat.
"no aunt happens to be 9 o'clock I open a poly aunt, so this hour is already here, this is for Dinda"
"thank you." I said
"dion's son has breakfast?" ask my mother-in-law
"already aunty"
"open the police at 9, right, now it's still 6, aunty just looking for breakfast first can not.?"
"can aunty, let Dinda take care of me"
"mama... if there is no Dion what mamah until not breakfast is like I can not be alone" I asked.
"ah.. just happens to be a darling.mamah stay first yes" said my mother-in-law who passed by leaving my room.
"you why the hell bring me flowers again, later even so kebon this room" said I
"hahaha.. confused to bring what is sweet for you, is there a request maybe.?"
"no. do not need to bring anything, or. I request to go home, cape here continue to fall" said I.
"where are you going with that rich half-bald hair" she told me
"hahaha yes also. duh. how is this, the growth will certainly be long, I cut short aja yes let simestrisnya not long"
"what aja.. people beautiful mah aja nda.." ledeknya.
"nda... I can ask you something.?"
"can... what.? but I'm eating ya, mamah will probably be angry if when I come home here the food I don't eat"
"sok.. want me a bribe.?"
"no. transfusion in the right hand is up so my hands are free and fine"
"have you. nih.." said Dion brought the special push table of food closer to me.
"what do you want?"
"seriously want that nanya..?" Dion nodded quickly
"yes, maybe I don't know for sure, which is clear I went to a psychiatrist when I tried to commit suicide, when divorced from Syaif" I said while eating my food.
It's so relaxing the way he answers such a heavy question.Dion
"before losing your son, was there anything sad?" ask Dion curious
"is...!!" say sure
"what's.?"
"Brayed Al." I replied
Dion let out a long sigh, leaning his body against the seat
"You really love the same Al that time.?"
"yes. I if already committed to the same people who focus on him as well, I will break up with Vicky because of cheating, continued the same Al left behind, same Syaif cheated again, behind the same vicky left behind.. the cycle is cheated on and left behind, sestragis is my love story" I said.
Look at your suffering, even from beginning to end, but a mental sufferer like you is just as relaxed as it is to tell your suffering, showing that you are not strong, but are indeed mental sufferers.
"do you hate Al.?"
"it's not that I'm wrong, I make him uncomfortable with our relationship, unhappy with me so he's looking for happiness outside, maybe I'm boring for him"
"nda.. instead of before Vicky, Al who proposed you first, why not just accept it if you do not hate him.?"
"kan Al married Anna. You don't know yes, their story is rich movies know" I said.
"i know everything, I also know you accidentally got hit when Al and Vicky had a fight and fainted, why don't you just answer, you hang him"
"when I met again with Al, Al became a different figure in. unlike the person I loved for 5 years together. he was rude, love meaning and temperament... I'm scared"
"Al..? Rough..? hahaha nda. nda. I even remember how scared she was and cried when your long skirt entered the motorbike, even though you were not there... and because of that, your style is changing so happy to wear quarter dres now"
"do you know the rumors about Hesty's death.?"
"hesty's death.? why emang.? I'm in Malaysia"
"he said kill himself"
"uhuh...? Hesty...!!! suicide...!!!"
"but don't believe it, it's just a rumor, I'll also know Hesty like I know you, I can't believe Hesty killed herself, Al too have denied that"
"Al said what.?"
"he said again quarreling, kept Hesty away from home, ride in the car, drive alone do not bring Akbar, continue to crash"
ah... right also.Even the cause of Hesty's death I don't know, and Al didn't tell me this important thing.
In the FK alumni group there was also no notification that Hesty died, why Al did not share it to the group to just tell the sad news.
what exactly is Al covering. Dion
"Dion... How dumb really.? I told you that jangn was thought of, it was mah hoax" said I who had finished eating
"ah.. yes... mmm so the point is that you rejected Al because he changed.?"
"yes, even compared to Vicky and Syaif, he is the sweetest person first.. that's why I was shocked when he suddenly dumped me and heard the news that he was dating Hesty"
"even I who room with him did not think it was nda"
"lie.. where there you do not know. you three are very sticky, the time is not aware that they like each other. and also Al is not typical of people who like to play social media, but the time with Hesty... Al was very active in social media and bucin with Hesty there, making me sick and decided to close the account"
"that was you.?"
"mmm...."
Al. Your path will be heavy, because Dinda's mentality is starting to break down because of you,
Dinda who loves you so much, who is willing to wait for us to run classes outside the campus every day, only to come home with you.
Dinda, who has harbored her love for you, is devastated by the harsh reality you gave her with Hesty.
it will be very heavy Al, even when the cave has already succeeded in removing Ririn, Juna and Raka from Dinda according to your plan. Dion