Just Want to Be Appreciated
Can it?

Clarisa Anderson POV.

The look in his eyes was on me, I didn't understand what he meant. He looked at me unceasingly, with his hand holding my cheek. Can you imagine my feelings now? I Clarisa Anderson has to give her everything for my husband.

His name is Hilman, I don't know if he loves me or not. What I guess of course not, I never demanded for him to love me. For I know that I am willing to enter by offering to be a part of his life, and that I deserve to ask him to love me. I don't know why fate brought me to meet her, I easily willingly replaced my sister-in-law as a substitute on their wedding day. Am I sorry? Of course not, it's for the sake of me wanting to see my two nieces happy. I am a strong woman who does not know weakly willing to marry him who clearly loves my own brother. Even sincerely from the beginning to be his wife, I was ready if I had to give myself the night he married me.

The look in his eyes was increasingly directed at me, I replied as if I had been waiting for a long time. I was trying to stay calm and not nervous. Whether conscious or not, but he was so rude I myself was confused as to whether he was conscious or not. My hand gripped the spray tightly, to vent the pain I felt. However, after that I looked around me spinning and I started not to remember what happened.

POV Author

"Some!!"

Risa's face paled, along with the already lost consciousness. Then what can be done by Hilman, he was very scared and also so panicked. Because her mistake was playing so rough, because she positioned Risa is a woman who is used to and has also been shrewd. But it turns out he was wrong, all very different from what he thought about Risa all this time.

Hilman took wind oil, then applied it on the neck, hands, nape, and also on his nose. Hoping that Risa will soon wake up, because Risa is not also aware of herself, Hilman finally took her phone and looked for someone who can help her at this time.

Drett.

Adam's phone lying on the table started to shake, "Did you miss me?" Adam who received Hilman's call felt strange, because it was already very night even at 10:00 p.m. But I don't know why Adam was so confused, until he spoke the origin.

Hilman felt a little relieved as Adam answered his call, otherwise it would be impossible tonight that he would escape Risa to the hospital. And what else would he say if the doctor at the hospital asked the cause of Risa unconsciousness. And at the same time, Hilman was confused on how to tell Adam about his current grievances.

Adam who was on the other side was upset, because Hilman had not yet spoken about his purpose to contact him.

"Hilman, do you just want to hear my voice?" adam's upset over there, because he wants to go home soon.

With a slightly irritated feeling Hilman ventured to say what he wanted to say, "Adam, can you come to my house?" hilman asked with a bit of hesitation.

"Is your mother sick?" guess Adam, getting in his car. Then he drove it, because he was tired all day in the hospital. And he needs to go home to rest.

"No, Risa," Hilman's mouth was hard to speak, but he was quite panicked when he saw Risa's pale face, "Risa's been gone for almost an hour, and I'm afraid," Hilman said.

"Well wait for me in your house" Adam replied as his house passed by Hilman's house.

"Adam," call Hilman from across the street.

"I'll be there soon!" Adam was eager to end the call immediately, but Hilman still wanted to speak and Adam with a little patience waited, "Quick talk!" adam growled, for it was not usual for Hilman to speak like that.

"You can't tell anyone this, including my mother. And you entered through the back door," asked Hilman with growing anxiety.

"That's weird!" adam grumbled, and he immediately ended the one-sided call. Adam continues to drive the speed of his vehicle on the road, he is now very curious why Hilman is so anxious but must be kept secret, "Is Risa pregnant?" adam murmured, "But it's impossible, they're newly married" said Adam again who kept arguing with himself.

Adam parked his car outside the gate of Hilman's house, the security guard was told about Adam's arrival. And he was asked to deliver Adam into Hilman's room, unbeknownst to Sintia's mother.

"What's wrong?" Adam saw Risa lying on the bed, with a blanket.

Hilman immediately saw Adam, quickly he got up from his seat and pulled Adam in. Not to forget Hilman locked the room door quickly, even Adam was made more confused.

Adam did not want to ask much, he walked up to the bed and wanted to open Risa's blanket. Because he has to check. However, suddenly there was a hand holding back, and it was Hilman, Adam was staring more and more confused.

"I beg you not!"

Adam unraveled the blanket and looked at Hilman confusedly, "What do you mean?" adam asked, "I have to check it out, right?"

"Yes, but you're enough to make him aware," said Hilman, "He's unconscious, because of me...." Hilman scratched his head.

Without being explained well Adam already understood, what else when he saw the nape of Risa that was slightly visible. Where there's a tiger sign that may have just pounced on her, "Mmmmfffffpp....." Adam laughed when he heard Hilman's explanation.

"Happy!" hilman growled, with eyes staring at Adam so sharply, "Quick make him sober up!" hilman's Letah.

"Just this time I found a strange patient like you, just like you had me teach his theory," Adam said with an amused chuckle.

"CK!" Hilman massaged his forehead and did not expect this to happen, just because he thought Risa was used to treating Risa like a reliable woman and was great because she was used to it.

After Adam handled Risa, now Risa began to realize. He slowly opened his eyes and looked at Hilman who was in front of him.

"I'm fine, and try it in a gentle way. And don't forget to study on me" Adam said.

"Fucking doctor!" pissed Hilman.

"Mahaha......" Adam came out laughing, because he managed to make Hilman ashamed.

"Mas," Risa's weak voice began to call out to Hilman.

"Yes, I'm sorry, yes" Hilman said guiltily.

Risa nodded, and both of them were silent. Risa saw Hilman who kept wiping her face, and Risa did not understand why the night was late but Hilman could not sleep.

"Why Mas?"

Hilman rubbed his nape, "Risa, can we finish it, I'm getting a little less fucked up."

Risa nodded, "But don't be rude, Mas" Pinta Risa.

Hilman nodded and quickly devoured Risa's lips.

"Srsstttt....." Risa whimpers when she feels something touching her with spoiled, and blends in slowly without hurting.

"It's quieter?" tanya Hilman was afraid of Risa in pain.

Risa bit her lower lip, and closed her eyes because this game made her feel bad.

Everything seemed to change instantly, with a careful and loveless feeling the two went through the night so beautifully.