Just Want to Be Appreciated
Till when?

Since Hilman came home Agatha kept trying to talk to Hanna, because Hanna's decision was so sudden that Agatha was confused.

"Hanna, this is so sudden, son. Aren't you and Devan going to talk soon, then why did you bring Hilman here today as your future husband?"

"Does Papa disagree?"

"Papa agrees, but for what reason?"

"Hanna's convinced Pa!" hanna answered a second time.

Agatha momentarily remained silent, she still stared at her daughter's face that was holding back tears.

"Married can't rush Hanna, do you want to fail a second time?" ask Agatha.

Sarah tried to calm Hanna down, occasionally her hand stroking Hanna's shoulder. Sarah's heart seemed to feel so sick, because seeing her daughter who is now slumped for love that can not make her happy.

"It's because of Mama," Sarah's chimpanzee was scarred.

"It's nobody's fault, it's just that Hanna also wants to be happy Ma."

"Fine think first," Agatha added.

"Hanna has known Mas Hilman for a long time Pa, and Hanna already knows what Mas Hilman is like" said Hanna.

"But you don't love him, Papa knows that...."

"Then who does Hanna love Pa?" ask Hanna quickly.

"All right, the decision is in your hands" said Agatha, and she just left. Although the heart seems disappointed, but all the decisions are with Hanna.

Sarah also followed Agatha, until finally there was only Hanna and Adam. The two were silent without speaking, Adam who kept staring at Hanna. And Hanna who was sitting while leaning on the sofa in silence.

"Aren't you sure?" adam broke the silence between the two.

Hanna slowly began to look at Adam, she nodded her head several times, "Let me be happy," Hanna said.

Adam nodded and wanted to see what Hanna's expression was like when she replied with certainty, "The reason?" ask Adam. Adam's eyes continued to look at Hanna, for some reason Adam felt doubtful about Hanna's current decision. Such great love for Devan would wear off so easily, it felt so impossible.

"I just want to be happy" replied Hanna for the umpteenth time. He often wants to convince people around him that he wants to be happy.

"Then what is true?" ask Hanna who wants to know about the most true thing right now.

"Don't be in a hurry" said Adam.

"Huuuff....." Hanna took a deep breath, "I'm not in a hurry Adam, I just want to bury the past and be happy with the future!"

"What's your problem with Dev?"

Hanna shut up and threw her gaze in the other direction, she recalled Devan's face. Even every Devan mistake.

"Every problem has a solution, brother," added Adam again.

"No Adam, my decision is final!" firmly, Hanna, then she stood up and walked towards the stairs. But when he was about to climb the stairs suddenly Adam's voice managed to stop Hanna's footsteps.

"If you want to be happy don't get married for an impingement, you love Brother Dev. Only Brother Dev, don't you feel sorry for Brother Hilman who has you but not for your love?!"

Hanna turned back and looked at Adam, "That's better."

"But you love Brother Dev!!"

"Yes!" hanna said, "I do love her. But until when?" hanna asked, "When is Adam?" asked Hanna who again walked up to Adam, "Until when I continue to fight, wait, suffer, humiliated. Until yesterday did he not understand about me still wanting him?! Does he not understand? When is Adam?!" hanna asked with tears continuously dripping from her beautiful eyes.

Adam bowed to Hanna's explanation, weighing what Hanna said at this time.

"You bear witness to what our love story is, has she ever tried to fight and survive for me?" ask Hanna, "No!" hanna replied firmly, "Over the years I have been in the past, I am happy in a pseudo-love that is also slowly killing me! I can't take it anymore. We may not be in the destiny to be together, no matter how much I force, still he is not mine. We are not fools!" hanna.

"But Brother Hanna, try to talk about this carefully. If you had a problem with her try to solve it first," asked Adam who wanted to mediate.

"I don't want to be stuck in the past, let me be happy. Even if I don't love Mas Hilman, at least I know he loves me. He never stopped fighting for me, so what about Devan?" Hanna smiled obliquely, "She just kept quiet in her own dreams, giving up without struggling. Retreat before the war. He doesn't love me, and when do I expect him? Just a little struggle he was unable to, was enough. I'm fed up! If he loves me, we'll see what he does when I get married!" said Hanna.

"Then what about Derren and Davina?"

"Then what about me?" hanna asked again, "Do I have to be quiet like this, hurt like I used to be silent? Mas Devan is still my children's parents, but I'm no longer his wife. You're saying I'm selfish? The problem is that currently Mas Devan does not want to return to me, should your brother begging under his feet, so that your brother is married again. After that silence when you're hurt?" hanna asked, "He doesn't want Adam back, remember that. And should I wait? Until when?" hanna asked with a slanted smile.

Adam no longer knew what to say, which was clearly not all that Hanna said was wrong. Because Devan is just silent and insensitive to the people around him, let this be a valuable lesson for Devan. And what Hanna said was true, if Devan loved her he would definitely struggle, even when Hanna would marry someone else.

Hanna was no longer there, she quickly headed for her room. It is free to argue with Adam, because there will be no right solution. For Hanna right now is out of the shadows of the past, her goal is to be happy with building a household. Fighting and fighting, talking is not just silence. And it's up to Devan to have any special relationship with Risa, because all he needs is a certainty.