Just Want to Be Appreciated

Just Want to Be Appreciated
Let go of me


Hanna was really shocked to hear the fact that she heard, Devan is not Sarah's real son.


"I beg Hanna," Devan looked at Hanna who was staring at him, "I beg you, understand this situation, either until when I don't know, I'm afraid of losing you" Devan said.


"Mas," Hanna immediately hugged Devan, she even so easily felt compassion for her husband. Hanna didn't even think about it at all, but it was all this way.


Devan hugged Hanna no less tightly, it felt that only with Hanna could he gain calm. His longing for his wife was so intense that Devan did not want to let Hanna go, "I know I hurt you because I wanted to see Mama happy, but the one who suffered was not just you, me too," devan said as he continued to tighten his embrace.


"I don't know if you're going through this, Mas, I'm sorry too" Hanna said. I don't know what the woman's heart is made of, which is clear she is so easy to forgive and feel what Devan feels.


Devan releases his embrace as well as Hanna's, both of whom look down. So did Hanna who only squeezed both hands, "But you have to choose Mas, if you think the best Diana then leave me," said Hanna.


Devan was stunned and he reflexively looked down at the downcast Hanna.


"If you choose me, leave Diana.I do not forbid polygamy Mas, and if you still want to be with two wives then I retreat please let me go, "wound Hanna.


"I don't want to let go of you, I love you Hanna," Devan said sternly, "I can even count with my finger how many times it touched Diana, it's been almost five years since we got married.....I do not have feelings for him," Devan explained confidently.


"But I can't, like this hold Mas."


"Devan," was Diana's voice, for Diana had seen from the balcony of her room that Devan's car had begun to enter the gate of the house. Diana was very happy, but long she waited for Devan not to go into her room. And he's sure that if Devan is in Hanna's room and sure enough, when he goes into Hanna's room, Devan is there. Diana's feet slowly stepped in, she approached Devan, "Devan I'm pregnant," Diana said as she provided a piece of evidence from the doctor.


Devan took the paper, and reading it clearly was true Diana was four weeks pregnant. Devan looked at Diana's stomach, and didn't know what Devan was thinking.


Diana came out of the room in annoyance, due to Devan's extremely unpleasant expression. Diana went to the kitchen, and Sarah was there.


"You haven't slept in?" ask Sarah.


"Not Ma, Diana waited for Devan.but the one in waiting did not care," annoyed Diana while sitting on the dining table chair.


Sarah took a sip of water in her hand, and she sat down at the table opposite Diana, "Lho?" ask Sarah.


"No Ma, just Diana was very fond of Diana knowing that Diana was pregnant.but Devan was ordinary," said Diana.


Sarah was shocked to hear what Diana said, "You pregnant Di?" ask Sarah again.


"Not that," Sarah shook her head and she smiled, "Of course Mama is happy," Sarah got up from her chair and hugged Diana, "Mama's grandson will add dong," said Sarah smiling. Sarah could not be sad, because whatever Diana was carrying was her granddaughter. Of any woman if it was her granddaughter Sarah would definitely not refuse, because the baby was innocent according to Sarah.


"Thank you Ma," Diana smiled, "Diana already knew....Diana told everyone" Diana said.


"Oh Mama very happy, congratulations dear," Sarah kissed the head of her daughter-in-law with happiness.


"Mama, Diana slept first.


"Yes, you go to sleep, tomorrow we're eating to celebrate the arrival of Oma's second granddaughter" Sarah held Diana's belly, as she was talking to Diana's biological fetus.


"Yes Ma" Diana smiled happily, as Sarah responded very well. And that's exactly what Diana had expected unlike Devan just now.


While Devan and Hanna were still silent, both of them seemed to be silent in his mind. No one spoke, even Hanna felt a little sad when was this not happy news.


"Hanna..." Devan began to break the silence, for Hanna was silent without a word.


"Huuuf...." Hanna quickly looked at Devan, "Can I be selfish for this time Mas?" hanna asked, "I want you to choose one of us, if you choose Diana I'll walk out of your life and take Derren."


"I won't let you take Derren, I don't want you to go either."


"You're so greedy Mas" said Hanna with a hiccup, "When what are the reasons for me and Derren here? Diana will soon be giving you a child."


Devan is silent and does not know what else to say, it is very difficult to grant Hanna's request. Going from her there is no way she is too hopeful if Hanna is the one who is always with her, but what she can do because of her feelings of love that can not be conveyed.


Hanna looked down and cried, it was so painful what Devan was doing. Hanna starts sleeping on her back, pulling the blanket up to her neck. A hiccup still comes out just like that until Devan can hear it.


Devan got up from his seat, he could not hear Hanna crying. Because the cry really sounded so painful Devan was now heading to his room and Diana, he immediately went in and saw Diana lying on the bed.


"Darling," Diana smiled as she looked at Devan, even her hands were immediately twisted spoiled at Devan's nape, "Where are you going anyway?" ask Diana again.


Devan was still silent with his flat face looking at Diana, a moment later Devan removed Diana's hand from her nape. Then he went straight to the bathroom, he needed to refresh his body that felt hot because of the fog of emotions that began to come. Even in the middle of this night the cold water continued to flutter against his body, his hands resting on the wall before him. It's all really hard to understand, because it's so hurt.


"Honey," Diana tried to open the bathroom door, but couldn't because Devan locked it.