Just Want to Be Appreciated
Defend or Release

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Risa knocks on Hanna's bedroom door, wanting to talk alone with Hanna. Although actually did not want to interfere in the affairs of the mother of two children, but Risa was eager to talk to Hanna even told what Devan had been doing for several years.

Cleks.

The door opened, a woman with a negligee whom she considered most comfortable as night fell into sight.

"Rise?"

Hanna was a little surprised to see Risa who turned out to meet him.

Risa nodded, "May I come in?" risa asked hesitantly, afraid that Hanna would not give her permission.

Hanna nodded, "Please."

Risa's feet slowly stepped in, she stared around Hanna's room. Then he turned back to look at Hanna.

"Am I the only one who misses you?" ask Risa.

Hanna was very surprised by Risa's question, instead of Hanna not missing Risa. But maybe Hanna was upset that Risa was so close to Devan, but where was she wrong? Isn't Devan just her ex-husband. Hanna quickly threw away her sense of regret, then she looked at Risa.

"Of course I miss you too" Hanna immediately hugged Risa, as well as Risa.

After the two hugged Risa started to ask the question, "Are you going to get married?" ask Risa to the point.

Hanna nodded weakly, although she actually did not want to talk about any of it. But Risa's question is not wrong either.

"Do you love your future husband?" ask Risa again.

Hanna's eyes began to look at Risa tearfully.

"Why, was my question wrong?"

Hanna shook her head, "There's nothing wrong with your question."

"Why are you crying? Is there something wrong with your heart?" ask Risa again.

"Are you and Devan married?" ask Hanna.

Risa starts to get confused by Hanna's question, "Married? Silly question!"

"Silly?"

"Devan is my brother, there's no way we're getting married!" paraphrase Risa.

Risa's answer seemed to be a sense of confusion felt by Hanna, even her eyes looked at Hanna questioningly.

"Why are you staring at me like that?" this time it was not only Hanna who was confused, but Risa was also very confused, "Do you not know, did Brother Dev not tell her who I am?" ask Risa berdubi-tubi.

Hanna shook her head weakly with increasing confusion, a sense of surprise mixed with curiosity into one.

"My name is Clarisa Anderson, I'm Devan's sister or your ex-husband. And I was then disguised as a maid, to investigate who Devan was, "Raisa started telling me about herself, even telling me everything without anyone being covered up.

"You still have time to go back to Brother Dev, before you marry another man!" added Risa.

"My decision has been unanimous Risa, I will still marry someone else. The one who always fought for me" replied Hanna.

"But I explained everything!"

"Your explanation won't change everything!" hanna replied no less firmly.

"Because you love your future husband?!"

"Because of the struggle, I as a woman also want to be fought!"

Risa nodded in understanding, she turned around and looked outwards. Where there is Devan who is standing in front of the open door, because Hanna's position is against the door he did not see Devan there.

"Sister Dev is indeed a cold and reclusive Hanna man, but after you split up he just wants you to be happy. He's not unapologetic about how rude he used to be to you, I'll testify!" Risa looked at Hanna who just looked down in her sitting, "She was in a difficult position, fighting for you she was afraid you were forced to again with her. Leaving you, she couldn't because she loved you. Forcing you to get married because of the kids she's afraid you're unhappy, tell Hanna where's wrong? And what's in your heart?"

"Your explanation won't change anything Risa, my decision is already unanimous. Anyway, why are you explaining it?"

"For you to know Brother Dev loves you!" firmly Risa.

Hanna smiled wryly at Risa's reply, "Isn't it because you feel sorry for your two nieces? Look you just want to fight for them, then what about Mas Devan?"

"Do you still love her?!" Risa looked at Devan who was also surprised by Risa's question.

"Yes" answered Hanna.

Devan slowly advanced step by step, as he was surprised by Hanna's reply.

"But not to go back!" hanna again.

Devan's legs stopped stepping, as he was again surprised by Hanna's words.

"You mean?" risa is confused.

"I just need a firm, opinionated man who fights for me and my children!" hanna replied firmly.

"But Brother Dev loves you too!!" Risa is still trying to melt Hanna's heart.

"But I just want to be appreciated by Risa, I want to be happy too. Tired of my struggle, even until last night I was silent and accepted when his hand touched me. I was conscious at the time, but I didn't refuse. I challenge the sin that I know how big it is for adultery, but he doesn't understand. He doesn't understand, doesn't talk. As a woman who has been hurt in this position seems to remind me of the past, do you remember Risa?" hanna asked, reopening old memories, "I was married, gave birth to a child, made into an impingement. After she satisfied my face on the money throw, I'm a wife not a paid woman!" hanna said pointing to herself, "Not defended, not let go. It felt so painful," Hanna said in a trembling voice, "I hurt Risa, you're the witness of it all, but I'm still willing to look at her until now. The reason is only because of love, I forgot all about my past with her. But where does the struggle go, say this is what is called love?" ask Hanna who is now starting to corner Risa.

Risa looked at Hanna, and now she started to turn to Devan, "I hope you have the right choice Brother Dev, let go or fight!" said Risa, then she walked towards the door and looked at Devan, "The decision is in your hands, you've heard everything," after saying that Risa passed away.

Hanna was still lowered, as she started to hear Risa mention Devan's name. With mixed feelings Hanna began to stand up, and twisted her body. His eyes clearly saw Devan standing at the door.

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Devan began to step in and approach Hanna, even he closed the door that was automatically locked. Her eyes were only focused on looking at Hanna, who was staring at her in shock.

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