Just Want to Be Appreciated
Raisa Agatha Sanjaya's

"If Diana is credited with giving one of her kidneys to Mama, then what about Hanna Ma?" ask Devan.

"You mean?"

"Diana is already meritorious because she has given one kidney to Mama, and Hanna has also given birth to Derren.

Sarah was silent for a moment, "Yes, Hanna is also meritorious Devan....but the initial agreement is not like this, right? Our initial agreement is that you remarry until your child is born, then why is it now changing" explained Sarah again.

"But Ma," Devan looks doubtful about what Sarah says, it's hard to get divorced from Hanna.

"Alright Devan..if you do not want, whatever, all Mama's children do not love Mama," said Sarah then left just like that, she brought her disappointment because Devan no longer cares about her.

Raisa Agatha Sanjaya is the daughter of Sarah and Agatha Sanjaya, when Raisa was two years old they had an accident. At that time Sarah was holding Raisa who was asleep in her lap, while Devan who was five years old was living at home while Sarah was pregnant with two months, and the one in Sarah's birth was Adam. In the middle of the dark night, it rained heavily. Suddenly a truck drove uncontrollably from the opposite direction, while Agatha driving her car tried not to hit the truck in front of her. But it is quite difficult to avoid it, in order to save the life of the child and his wife. Agatha quickly opened the door and encouraged Sarah to get out of the car and not get hit. And Agatha quickly jumped as much as possible from her car that continued to drive in seconds her car hit the truck. But it was unexpected, it turned out that Raisa was released from Sarah's hand, until Raisa was thrown into a deep abyss.

"Same on!!!!!" scream Sarah.

Until after that Sarah was unconscious, because of her young content she reached the luminescence. But luckily the fetus can still be saved. Since then Sarah has no idea where Raisa is, whether Raisa is alive or dead. But Sarah always hoped that one day Raisa would return to her head.

Sarah is now running towards her room, she rubbed the tears that continue to flow. Can not be denied if now he again misses his daughter Raisa, until in his room Sarah immediately embraced a photograph that he still displays well. A picture of a child sitting on the floor holding a toy and smiling at him.

"Raisa, Mama misses," Sarah said as she placed the photo on her chest.

Devan who followed Sarah stood at the door, he could see Sarah who kept crying. This is one of the reasons he did not want to argue, because Adam had gone without caring about Mama and her Papa. While Raisa until now somewhere, until Devan continues to try to make both parents happy.

"Ma," Devan approaches Sarah, crouching in front of Sarah.

"Hiks...hiks...." Sarah who sat by the side of the bed hugging Raisa's photo was crying more and more, she just wanted her three children to gather together without anything less. But unfortunately all that is difficult to achieve, the abundant property of her husband can not guarantee her happiness.

"Sorry Ma" Devan wiped Sarah's tears with his thumb, "Devan will follow Mama's wishes, as long as Mama doesn't cry" Devan said. All this time it was done by Devan, following whatever desired by Sarah as long as her mother can smile again, because Sarah continues to grieve the memory of Raisa who is out of nowhere.

Sarah looked at Devan with a hiccup, "Adam no longer considers this Mama his mother, Raisa is also not among us, just you're Mama's son who is here please Mama," pinta Sarah is hopeful.

"Devan wants to ask why Mama kept pushing Devan to continue with Diana? Is it just because Diana's kidney was on Mama's?" ask Devan.

"But Hanna also merits Ma?"

"Are you not talking to Hanna at first?" ask Sarah.

Devan shook his head, because he didn't tell me anything about it. Because at that time Devan thought only how to have Hanna. For some reason he was already interested the first time they met, Devan even looked at Hanna in awe. Though at that time Hanna used a long hijab, but still Devan was interested. What's more when Hanna smiled, Devan seemed to forget that the world still holds many women, but Hanna was too dazzling like a jewel that defeated other sparkles.

"Hiks....." Sarah returned to tears, "This is what Mama feared Devan, so from the beginning Mama said that Mama was looking for the woman," Sarah said again, "Mama doesn't want to know and there must be something you leave behind, Diana or Hanna.....if you choose Hanna then Mama killed herself?" firmly Sarah.

"What's your talk?" Devan is afraid that Sarah will do it right, and Devan cannot lose Sarah.

"Because you guys don't love Mama, hiks..."

"Ma, don't cry anymore.Love Devan time, anyway Derren still need Hanna right Ma," said Devan, said, because Derren does not want to drink formula milk so it is difficult to keep away between Derren and Hanna.

"Yes, finish everything after Derren finishes breastfeeding," said Sarah who understands with her granddaughter, however Derren should also be thought of according to Sarah.

"Yes, Mama don't cry anymore" Devan pinta.

"Thank you Dev, you're the only child Mama still thinks about, Mama" Sarah said.

"Devan was working in Ma's first place" said Devan.

"Fix your relationship with Diana, son," Sarah asked again.

Devan breathes in and out of Sarah's room, it's hard to get out of this. Devan takes the car keys to his room then he immediately heads to the hospital to see Derren. Time is getting late, but Devan still wants to go see Derren who might be able to lighten his load.

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