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"I hope you will, I am thirty-one years old. I'm not young anymore, there's no time to mess around anymore" explained Hilman again, because he wanted to have a wife soon.

Deg.

Devan who was standing in the distance heard well what Hanna and Hilman were talking about, it felt like Devan was unable and he just left. Because seeing the woman we love happy is a happiness in itself, although quite painful.

"Devan," Sarah patted Devan on the shoulder, then she saw Hanna and Hilman sitting together. Sarah can guess the feelings that are in Devan's heart, but she does not want to interfere anymore in the personal affairs of her children. Sarah wants only the best, because she no longer wants to lose her children.

Devan smiled at Sarah, "Devan go first Ma," said Devan.

"Where else are you going, your house is here" said Sarah, who began to panic.

Devan took a breath and looked at Sarah with a serious face, Devan's hands holding his upper arms, "Devan can't stay in this house anymore, but. Devan promises Devan will often meet Mama, Devan promises and Mama can hold Devan's promises," said Devan so that Sarah no longer worries what else feels sad.

"Is that true?" Sarah crouched up and looked at Devan with a teary look.

Devan cupped Sarah's face with both hands, "Devan promised, Devan will often meet Mama. Devan has a job now, besides Devan also wants to be close to Devan's children, so Devan will often come here.liat children and see Mama too," Devan said again reassuring Sarah.

"You promise?"

"Origin Where healed, if Mama is sick like this. Skinny like this, Devan will not want to look at Mama," explained Devan.

Actually it was just words, so that Sarah did not continue to grieve because she thought of herself. Because Devan will feel guilty if Sarah continues to be sick because she thinks of him, Devan loves Sarah even Devan's love for Sarah is much greater than unfortunately the pepper of her birth mother. Because Sarah is the woman he has long called Mama, although the wealth of Arsielo Anderson is much greater but according to Devan Sarah is much more valuable.

"Mama won't be sick again, if you don't stay with Mama anymore" replied Sarah.

Hanna begins to see it turns out that a few meters from her there is Sarah and Devan, she slowly approached Sarah and Devan who were hugging.

"Mama why?" hanna asked, she was afraid that Sarah was in pain.

"No papa, Mama just miss Devan," replied Sarah as she wiped her tears.

"Devan said goodbye first, tomorrow Devan is here again," Devan said as he raised his hand, ram pointed his pinky finger at Sarah. Because it is the second habit since Devan was a child.

"Promise," Sarah tied her little finger to Devan's little finger.

"No more crying, I promised, '" Devan hugged Sarah again.

"Yes," Sarah nodded and felt happy.

"Hanna I say goodbye, tomorrow I come here again. Please allow me to meet the children, and Mommy from Italy will also come to Indonesia to see her two grandchildren, and again please allow it" Devan asked expectantly.

Hanna smiled, according to Hanna there was nothing wrong with Devan's wish just now, "Please," with a heart without the slightest burden.

"I'm sorry" said Devan.

"Father!!!" exclamation Derren.

Devan smiled and he quickly approached Derren and held his 5-year-old son. Devan also kissed Derren's puffed cheeks.

"Why come home?" asked Derren because he had heard when Devan said goodbye.

Derren was silent and did not know what to answer, he just confusedly looked at Devan.

"Papa's T-shirt brought a lot of toys, Derren want what toys?" ask Devan.

"Well, Pa, said Adam Devan's father can play any toy as long as it's not a feeling" Derren replied.

Devan, Sarah and Hanna find it funny with Derren's answer. And that was Adam, because Adam was so funny.

"O, I see," said Devan, holding back a laugh, "But Papa has to be alone, Papa has to work first, tomorrow Papa promises to come again," said Devan.

"Yes Pa."

After saying goodbye to Sarah, then Derren. Devan went straight home.

Until at the hotel Devan leaned his body, he felt his head was very dizzy because thinking of Hanna and Hilman who like her was very close. Even Hilman had expressed his good intentions.

"Why Boss?" asked Farhan who saw Devan's face so moody, "Is it because Hanna was in Hilman's room?"

Devan sees Farhan sitting on the sofa facing each other, "Are you back as a spy?!"

"Not really, but I accidentally saw the boss coming down following Hanna who had first walked to the back garden. But the boss doesn't join them when they hear what they're talking about."

Devan was silent and what Farhan said was true, whether until when this would happen. Even Devan confused himself, "Is it possible that me and Hanna are not meant to be together? Then why can't I ever disappear from her shadows. Though I painstakingly kept trying to forget her, three knew it was not a short time to disappear from Hanna. But why is that feeling still there," Devan really does not understand with himself, whether until when he can survive in a love that continues to stir but can only be held.

Farhan nodded and understood Devan's feelings, "But the yellow janur has not curved the boss, meaning there is still a chance to get Hanna," Farhan said with encouragement.

"Come Farhan! I was so dizzy," Devan bowed and rubbed his face, "You don't want to get married?" ask Devan.

"Pengen the boss is obviously, this is also an effort," Farhan smiled as he imagined the face of the woman he liked.

Devan was amused by Devan's smile, "Who is that woman?" devan asked curiously.

"She's pretty, sweet, cute but a little fierce. But it's okay, I still like it" Farhan replied, closing his eyes.

"Basic crazy," Devan annoyed.

"For the love of anything."

"Who's the woman you like?" devan asked curiously, because he had just found out that Farhan had fallen in love with a woman.

"There," Farhan did not want to tell him at this time, for according to Farhan this was not the right time.

"Basic crazy!" Devan patted Farhan's shoulder.

"I'm already crazy about her boss" Farhan spread out his arms as if he had flown into the clouds to reach his love.

Devan walked towards the window, he looked at the dark night but many stars scattered in the sky, Devan smilingly looked at Hanna's face as if smiling at him.