Just Want to Be Appreciated
Ex-wife

Days pass, there are no days without Devan's arrival. Even during this one month Devan every day met his children, Derren who initially did not want to be close to Devan is now getting used to it, as well as Davina who is always in Devan's embrace.

Hanna never limits Devan and his family to meet with Derren, but Hanna also does not want to meet with Devan. When Devan comes his two children who play with Devan, while he is in the room. Or even in the kitchen without caring for Devan, but at this time without realizing Hanna turns Devan in and wants to go to the bathroom. While she is cooking in the kitchen, with Risa who is also helping herself.

After Devan came out of the bathroom he saw Hanna, but Hanna threw away his gaze. He was even seen keeping his distance from Devan.

"Hanna, I want to talk" Devan said.

"Em.." answered Hanna did not care, even she only focused on her cooking.

"Risa, Davina is already sleeping in front. And Derren's playing cars, can you please see?" ask Devan.

"O, yes sir," Risa went straight out and moved Davina into the room. Then he accompanied Derren to play.

"Mr Devan, we're not mahram. And get out of here!" said Hanna. Because she was alone with Devan in the kitchen, Hanna was very unhappy with the man who was not her mahram.

"Hanna I want to talk," said Devan, "Now," pinta Devan again.

"Nothing to talk about! You want to always meet with Derren and Davina I've allowed, and what else? There aren't. Please get out of here!" hanna said firmly.

Devan really does not know who the woman who is now in front of him, Hanna whom he knew once was not like this, "Hanna, is there not the slightest love for me left in your heart? Is there no pity in your heart for our children? Both boys need both parents, I beg you....I beg you to refer again" pleaded Devan expectantly.

Hearing Devan's words, Hanna immediately turned off the stove fire. Then he turned around and looked at Devan clearly, "You asked my love for you?!" hanna asked furiously.

"Yes, it's all gone. With nothing left?" ask Devan.

"Love for you is big, very, very big!" hanna replied firmly, "But all that love goes away along with the pain and hurt you give! I don't want to love anyone who doesn't belong to me!" hanna.

"Hanna," Devan tries to hold Hanna's arm, but Hanna slaps Devan's hand.

Hanna's tears fell and spilled to the point of framing her cheek. His eyes filled with clear liquid kept staring at Devan, "I know children need both parents, and I'm ready to sacrifice feelings for my children," hanna said with a clench of her hands down there, "But will my children not be as injured as I feel, anyway, if one day he finds out I'm holding on to the wounds you gave him because of them?!"

Deg.

"You say pity on the kids, and you want us to be together again!" Hanna smiled obliquely, "Nine months I'm pregnant with Derren Mas! Nine months. But you took it when my stitches weren't dry! If you forget let me remind you!" hanna said what was in her heart.

"Sorry Hanna," said Devan.

"After you took it from me, you made me just a baby sitter. And you never acknowledged me as your wife, you came to me almost every night. Once you're satisfied you throw it on my face the money sheet!" hanna said remembering Devan's cruel asceticism at the time, "Then I was pregnant with Davina, you asked her who her father was!" hanna said again, "Didn't she get hurt when she found out you asked her that question when she grew up?!"

Devan was silent and lowered his head, everything Hanna said was true. If only there was a way to make up for it all Devan would have done, but what. He doesn't know either.

"Nine months I was pregnant with Davina Mas, for nine months I was pregnant not in a state of good. I'm sick, I want something, I take care of my son. I work to buy milk and buy rice for me and my son! Then after now you say that to me Mas?" Hanna wiped away the trace of her tears, "I asked you Mas, do you have a heart or not?" ask Hanna. So that Devan knows the hurt and pain that he has been feeling, "You say for the sake of the child, same Mas. What I've been doing all this time is also for my kids. But for the offer to come back with you, I'm not interested at all?" hanna.

Devan is silent, he really realizes that Hanna is very hurt for what she did. But Devan will not give up on being able to return to life with Hanna, as well as her children.

"I know I was wrong. And I want to fix everything Hanna" Devan asked again, "I promise I will always be faithful, and will not repeat everything" Devan said expectantly.

"You can meet your two children, if you want! But if it's more than that I can't! And now get out of here," said Hanna pointing at the door.

"Hanna I still want to talk" said Devan.

"I'm just an ex-wife, it's not good to be in the room if it's not mahram!" hanna.

"Although we are not husband and wife anymore, but there is nothing to cover anymore. Maybe you can say that to someone else Hanna but not to me."

"I am still me, I have principles in life. And my principle is self-esteem above all else, I don't like people who can't appreciate and others!" furious Hanna.

Devan no longer knows what to say, Hanna is now a stranger to him. No more spoiled Hanna and always smiling at him. There was no longer Hanna who greeted him cheerfully, there was only hatred on Hanna's face as she looked at him.

"I beg you to forgive me."

"God alone is very forgiving, of course I who are ordinary humans have also forgiven you! But to go back, I can't!"