Just Want to Be Appreciated
Angrier

"Do you know what clothes this is?" hilman asked, "It's disgusting clothes!" hilman again.

Hilman walked towards the closet and took out all of Risa's clothes, after which he immediately walked out of the room and headed to the backyard. Hilman's hand put Risa's clothes into the garbage bin, after he poured Hilman kerosene directly dropped the fire into it.

Sintia's mother who saw from a distance did not dare to speak, she just kept quiet because she knew very well what Hilman was like when he was angry.

After the fire lit up with Hilman's magnitude instantly gone, he had to finish his work immediately. Although now his mind is not okay, but he still tries to be consistent in working.

The next night Hilman returned home, he saw that Risa was asleep. Hilman immediately kissed Risa's forehead, and looked at her wife's face with pity. Hilman was angry not because of hate, only he did not like when Risa wore clothes that invited others to look at her thirsty. Plus he still has questions on Doni, and he still needs an explanation from Doni.

Finished by changing her clothes Hilman climbed onto the bed and slept beside Risa.

In the morning Risa began to blink her eyes, her hands moved and used to hug Hilman first before waking up. However, he saw no Hilman beside him, "Did Mas Hilman not come home last night?" Risa felt last night she slept in a hug by Hilman, but this morning she did not see her husband.

Risa felt a little sad, but she also quickly woke up and performed the ritual in the morning. After finishing with the bath, Risa came out of the room lazily. Risa knows Sintia's mother must be in the kitchen, so Risa also immediately headed for the kitchen.

"Mom" Risa immediately sat on the dining table chair.

"Yes," Sintia's mother who was making tea now sat on the dining table chair with her tea, "What's the matter?"

"Bu Mas Hilman came home last night, what??"

"Lho..kok nanya to Mother," replied Ms. Sintia, "Mother last night was taking medicine, and after the Isya prayer Mother went straight to sleep and did not know anything, even Mother also woke up bad luck."

Risa nodded and felt confused whether Hilman came home or not, because she was waiting for Hilman to come home and wanted to have dinner together. But until 10:00 also Hilman did not go home.

"Let's eat, you now I notice very rarely eat," said Ms. Sintia.

"I don't know Mom, but Risa again has no appetite" Risa replied with a sigh, showing her sluggish face.

"You just call Hilman, then" Sintia's mother suggested.

Risa was silent while knocking on the dining table, then she shook her head, "Risa's afraid Mas Hilman is still angry Mom."

Sintia's mother understood Risa's feelings, she rubbed her daughter-in-law's back hoping Risa could be a little calmer, "You eat first, after eating you call Hilman. She will not be angry, believe the same Mother," Mother Sintia kept trying to convince Risa, if Hilman will not be angry anymore, "But you eat first yes," asked Mother Sintia again, "Mbok Minah where's the fish."

"Yes Ma'am," Mbok Minah put her on the dining table, according to Risa's request yesterday. This morning Mbok Minah cooked the fish shady at the behest of Ms. Sintia, actually Ibu Sintia wanted to cook herself but she was not feeling well.

The smell of the fish shady slammed into Risa's nose, she immediately felt uncomfortable. Quickly he got up and headed for the sink, "Huuueekkk..... Huuueek...." Risa kept spewing out liquid, because from yesterday she pecked at eating rice.

Sintia's mother panicked, she immediately rushed up and caught up with Risa, "You catch a cold again?" ask Sintia's mother.

"Yes Ma'am, Risa's going to the room, ma'am" Risa's walking straight to the room.

"Risa's bikini skirt is warm tea, yes" Risa's pinta and she headed straight for her room.

Risa just quietly sat staring out through the window, she sat quietly while thinking about the things that stuck in her heart. Risa who is used to being ignorant is now turning moody, her heart is really cloudy so she prefers to stay in the room.

"Risa," Sintia's mother saw that Risa was not coming out of the room until lunch time.

"Mom," Risa saw Sintia's mother.

"You eat ya."

"Risa has eaten bread, Risa is lazy to eat rice. What's more the smell of vegetables, the smell is very unpleasant," explained Risa until she felt goosebumps.

This Sintia nodded, but she began to be curious about Risa's state like this. He reminded when he was pregnant with Hilman, just like Risa. Sintia's mother begins to suspect that Risa is pregnant.

"But it's better to eat a little" asked Sintia again.

"Mom," Risa showed her face and shook her head, then Risa immediately hugged Sintia's mother. He was longing for Mom Citra as well, but Risa patiently waited until Hilman was done in her work and they would be together on vacation to the residence of her parents.

"Try you to call Hilman" said Sintia's mother again.

"If Mas Hilman is still angry how is Mom?"

"Try it first."

With a slight hesitation Risa picked up her phone lying on the bed, she stared at the screen of her phone with the name of the contact Hilman had already seen. But Risa's back to see Sintia's mother.

"Come on the phone," asked Ms. Sintia and then she came out of Risa's room, because she did not want to hear anything later the husband and wife talk.

With doubt Risa started contacting Hilman, but not once did her call get answered. Irritatedly Risa immediately threw her phone until it broke.

Crangs....

Instantly the phone split into pieces, Risa immediately sat on the floor crying. Don't know with his current feelings but he misses Hilman very much at the moment.

"Risa, how's Hilman...." Sintia's mother who returned to Risa's room was surprised to see Risa who was crying while sitting on the floor, "Risa you why?" Sintia's panicked mother immediately entered and hugged Risa, "You why Nak?" sintia's mother asked, panicking.

Risa just cried without talking, did not want to burden her Mother-in-law Risa wiped her tears and stood up, "Risa is not papa kok Bu, Risa took a nap first ya Bu," Risa immediately climbed onto the bed and closed her eyes to fall asleep immediately, she did not understand why it could be so crybaby. And maybe after waking up later he could be better.

Sintia's mother could only catch her breath, she left Risa in her room to rest.