Just Want to Be Appreciated
Longing

"Dad?!!!"

"Father's son, why are you naughty. Whereas

I promised you, you can see Mama but you can't be naughty" Adam said, scolding Derren.

"Hehehe....."Derren smiled and showed his toothless tooth.

"Where's Mama, we're going home now. Oma at home is waiting," said Adam.

"Mommy let's go wait at home!!" derren called Hanna.

Hanna who was still standing before Devan started to see Derren, "Yes," said Hanna, "I'm sorry Mas," said Hanna.

Adam now turned to look at Hanna, and he looked at a man who was staring at him with a considerable distance.

"Sister Dev," said Adam then he walked up to Devan, slowly Derren down from Adam's sling. And Adam looked at Devan and vice versa, quickly Adam immediately hugged Devan. Although the two are not siblings, but still both are raised together until they are very loving each other.

"You've become an obstetrician?" devan asked, because a few years ago Adam was still a general practitioner.

"It's Brother" Adam nodded, "Mama is sick, and it's because Mama misses you so much" Adam said.

"Mama's sick?" devan was surprised.

Adam nodded, "I am indeed the child that Mama gave birth to, but Mama loves you far more than I do. You know Brother Dev?" Adam smiled obliquely at Devan and paused for a moment, "Mama could not see me for days, but not with you. Mama always cries because she misses you," explained Adam, "If you don't want to go back home it's okay, but just meet Mama for a second," Adam asked.

"Yes, I'm going to see Mama. Later," replied Devan.

Adam nodded, and he patted Devan on the shoulder, "Derren, let's go home. Oma was waiting," Adam held Derren's arm and the two walked out with Adam holding Derren's arm.

"I also say goodbye to Mas" said Hanna saying goodbye.

"Hanna," Devan quickly held onto Hanna's arm.

Hanna looked at Devan's hand which was holding her arm.

"Sorry," Devan realized his mistake, "I didn't mean to," Devan said again, "I can still meet my son like I used to?" ask Devan.

Hanna smiled and nodded, "I'm your ex-wife Mas, but not with the kids. Because there was never a former child, then and now alike, you can come at any time," said Hanna smiling softly, "I'm sorry," said Hanna and now she's really gone.

Devan sees Hanna slowly walking away, he sees Hanna until she disappears from his sight. Then Devan began to continue his journey towards the special room in him.

Devan is now cleaning himself, he feels fresher after cleaning himself. Now Devan's hands are drying his hair with a towel, he sits on the side of the bed until suddenly Hanna's face again flashed in front of his eyes.

"Have he married again?" muttered Devan who was wondering.

Cleks.

The door opened and Farhan was there, and he saw Devan staring at him.

"Boss, do you want a meeting now?" ask Farhan.

"We're going to Mama's house" Devan replied.

The car is parked in a luxurious house, nuansakan elegant with so spoil the eyes. The house where he grew up, there was a longing there.

Slowly Devan stepped down, he was now in front of the porch of the house. And on the terrace there are quite a lot of memories, between him and also Mama Sarah.

"Devan eats Nak" Sarah chases Devan, who is running, while she is being fed by Mama Sarah.

"Mama let's go after Devan!!!" devan cried happily.

"Later if Mama catches, we Mama bite ya," said Mama Sarah with anxiety.

"Boss!" devan's shoulders were patted by Farhan, until Farhan became aware of his beautiful daydream.

"Yes," Devan nodded and he just walked in.

"Mr Dev?" an Art is shocked to see the arrival of Devan who has long been missed by Sarah.

"Where's Mama?" ask Devan without further ado.

"The big lady is in her room, sir," said the Art, "Let me tell you."

"No, I'm the only one there" Devan said.

"Good sir."

Devan began to move his legs again, he went to the room of the woman he loved so much.

Sarah is holding Davina, both of them smiling because of Davina's cuteness. Davina is four years old now, and she is growing up with all her intelligence.

"Of!!!" davina exclaimed, who saw Devan standing in front of the room door.

Devan gasped as Davina called out to him with the word Om, Devan's heart as if pierced by thousands of daggers until the wound was very deep.

"Devan," Sarah's lips quivered as she looked at Devan who was now standing before her, Sarah's hands began to lower Davina from her lap. He got out of bed and walked slowly towards Devan, feeling like Sarah was just a dream. Maybe because he missed Devan too much his favorite son, but when he stood before Devan he felt this was real. Because the shadow of Devan's face did not disappear, Sarah's hand moved cupped Devan's face. His lips wanted to talk but could not, because he was still afraid if this was just a dream like the previous days, "Devan, is this real. Tell me it's not a dream" Sarah said expectantly.

Devan nodded, quickly hugging Sarah. Devan misses Sarah very much, since childhood until now he is used to Sarah who is always beside him.

"Hiks..hiks...hiks.." Sarah's cry broke out, when she realized that this light was real so heartbreaking. Sarah has long missed these moments, when Devan came back to see her, "No longer the law Mama Dev, Mama is no longer able," said Sarah.

Since Devan's departure, Sarah has always been sick. Because he felt that everything that happened was because of him, even Sarah felt very guilty about her two grandchildren. Because it was the cause of Devan and Hanna finally divorced, but it was clear the two loved each other.

"You're not leaving anymore, are you, son?" sarah asked fearing that Devan would leave her.

"I'm sorry Ma, Devan loves Mama, too" Devan said and he hugged Devan warmly.

"Don't go again..hiks.....Mama please."

Devan hugged Sarah even more, it turns out what Adam said was right. Because Sarah is now sick even her face looks very pale.

"Devan won't be going again, but Mama has to promise to get well" Devan said.

"Promise no son don't go again" asked Sarah again who really didn't want to leave Hanna.