Just Want to Be Appreciated
Maaf

"Doctor can't I get pregnant?" Diana is now in the hospital, she is checking her womb. Because all this time the doctor said if he could not conceive, why now suddenly he was pregnant.

"We also feel this is a miracle, but the mother is pregnant.The age of the fetus is one month, it's just that it seems like the mother must be careful," said the doctor tagged Anggia Tifani, "Isn't this good news like this? This is what all married women expect, right?" ask Dr. Anggia again.

After consulting the doctor, he got into the car and went home. Throughout the journey Diana just kept quiet without talking, I don't know what Devan's response will be if she knows she is pregnant.

Elsewhere, Devan is angry about hating himself. Farhan clad in Devan's bloody hand, his boss was like a possessed person because he continued to get angry and destroy the goods around him. After slapping Hanna Devan went straight to the office, and there was Farhan there too.

"Boss, try to solve your problems well...Don't you want to live better?" asked Farhan who wanted to provide a solution, "Choose one of them, if you want Diana to leave Hanna, and vice versa" said Farhan.

Devan stared intently at Farhan, even a few seconds later he pulled Farhan's shirt collar, "Are you still healthy?!!" devan said and exhaled Farhan, until Farhan staggered and fell on the sofa. Devan sat on his oversized chair and massaged his head, he was really very dizzy with all of this, "I can't leave Diana, because of Mama," Devan said, "I can't leave Hanna either."

Farhan is silent and understands Devan's current feelings, which Sarah continues to force him to stick with Diana. But it can't be covered if Devan loves Hanna too.

"I'm just a foster kid, you know that, right?" devan asked, "I was taken from the streets, and raised to be a child raised lovingly by Mama and Papa, then what can I give them besides following their wishes" Devan said. Because Sarah never asked him for anything, and Sarah first asked him to marry Diana. Although only one request but it feels so difficult, but for the sake of returning the favor and do not want to be said not to know Devan himself obeyed the wishes of his mother Sarah.

"Look at the boss, you should tell all this to Hanna.so that she no longer misunderstands," Farhan said again.

"That might be a good idea," Devan got up from his seat and he immediately went home to see Hanna.

Not waiting for a long time, Devan who was driving at high speed only took 15 minutes to get home. His feet slowly got out of the car and into the house. It's getting late, but Devan just got back. Slowly her hands turned the doorknob, and saw there was no Hanna in the room. But he kept going in and closed the door again, until his ears heard a sound from the bathroom.

"Hueeekk..... Hueek..... Hueeekk....." Hanna could not resist the nausea she felt since this morning she was already very dizzy.

Devan stood in front of the half-open bathroom door, he just kept quiet while looking at Hanna who was vomiting.

Hanna who was already feeling better started to turn around, and looked at Devan at the door. I don't know what Hanna was thinking but she just kept quiet, because she didn't want to fight. After all, Hanna's purpose was to stay there only for her son, until the time he would leave with his son.

Hanna nodded and she came out of the bathroom, then got on top of her bed. Hanna pulled the blanket and started lying down.

Devan is still staring from the bathroom door, if his return was the thing Hanna was most looking forward to. But not right now, now Hanna doesn't even seem to care about her anymore. Devan's feet stepped closer to Hanna, he sat on the side of the bed while looking at Hanna's face which was still flushed due to her former hands.

"Is it still sick?" ask Devan.

Hanna just kept quiet and she closed her eyes and pretended to be asleep, Hanna really didn't want to argue because it wouldn't produce anything.

"Hanna, I don't know if you forgive me or not, but you should know I married Diana because I was forced to, because Mama wanted her" Devan said, no matter what Hanna heard or not. But Devan continued to talk, "Diana has donated her kidney to Mama, on condition that I have to marry Diana, I of course choose to marry Diana rather than Mama died," explained Devan again.

Hanna slowly opened her eyes and looked at Devan who was downcast as she spoke, there was a curiosity in her heart with it all, "Then why involve me?" hanna asked, shedding tears.

Devan turns his neck and sees Hanna, "Because Papa wants a grandchild or I have to divorce Diana, but I told you that Mama didn't want us to divorce until the end Mama wanted to find a woman to lend her womb to" Devan replied, pausing her words, "I refused, I refused, because we've met and I just want to remarry if she's my choice and it's you" Devan said.

"Why should I?!"

"Until the end after some debate Mama agreed but on the condition that we have to divorce after Derren was born, and Mama won the promise" explained Devan again.

"No need to scapegoat others just to look good" Hanna sat down and threw her gaze in another direction, "It doesn't make sense" Hanna said again.

"I'm just a pick-up boy, what can I do to make my adoptive parents happy?" devan asked, shedding tears.

Hanna immediately saw Devan, as she really did not know about it all. And this was really surprising to Hanna.

"Tell me what can I do Hanna?" devan asked, "It's not about the amount of treasure he's given me, not about how much education he's paid for but about how much he's given me," Devan looked down and felt very useless, maybe the person out there could see the ascetic he was gallant and authoritative. But they don't know what he really feels like, "I want to be happy, happy with my son and my wife, but what can I do?"