Just Want to Be Appreciated
I am the guilty one

"Lho, Hanna you slept in Davina's room?"

"Hanna take a shower first Ma."

Hanna came down from Davina's bed, and she went to her room. When opening the door Hanna immediately saw Devan sitting on the bed while playing mobile phone, did not care and did not want to care Hanna passed Devan without saying hello in the slightest.

"Hanna!" there was a heavy Devan sound typical of waking up.

With Hanna forced to stop her footsteps, she turned around and looked at Devan lazily.

"Can't we speak well, heart to heart?" devan asks who wants to solve the problem with Hanna.

For a moment Hana fell silent and weighed what Devan had just said.

"Tell me you don't love me anymore."

"I still love you Mas, I didn't lie about it all!" answer Hanna.

"Where is it wrong?!"

"Wrongly? This is so wrong!" hanna said confidently looking at Devan who was also staring at her.

Devan was speechless waiting for Hanna's answer again, he really wanted to know what Hanna was going to say at this moment.

"It's wrong, I've made a promise with someone else to be his wife. Even I asked," with weak legs Hanna immediately sat on the sofa, she lowered her head while repeatedly rubbing her face.

Devan gets off the bed, he walks over to Hanna, "It's not Hanna's fault, because it would be even more wrong if you and her were married."

"But I'm not just reneging on a promise to one person, I've also hurt a woman who is very happy to hear me and Mas Hilman are getting married" Hanna replied again.

Devan sits next to Hanna, he rubs Hanna's back and tries to calm her down. For a moment both of them quietly drifted in each other's minds.

"If I hadn't rushed in and could have calmed down, this wouldn't have happened" Hanna said, leaning back.

Devan looked at Hanna and listened clearly to what Hanna had just said, "Yes, but it's not entirely your fault either. I'm also guilty of just being quiet to make you misunderstand."

Hanna is surprised to hear Devan's words, it's strange if Devan admits his mistake.

"I was wrong, too, Hanna, but we're going to be even more wrong when we part ways. It's not just about our love, but there are two kids who want us to stay together" Devan really wants to reassure Hanna, if what has happened to the two of them isn't a mistake. Rather than one truth about the life that was still going on, "I will explain everything to Hilman, I've been friends with him for quite a long time. Although we're not close friends, I know who he is" Devan added.

Hanna no longer knew what to say, until she could only cry with tears growing wet on her cheeks.

"From last night you kept crying, please stop. I love you and I will make you happy, no matter what," Devan's thumb tried to keep wiping away the tears that fell on Hanna's cheek, but unfortunately those tears never dried up. Every Devan wiped it away, the tears just fell down, "Well cry as hard as it is, as hard as it is. But promise me this is your last cry."

"Hiks..hiks...hiks.." quickly Hanna hugged Devan so tightly, tears that continued to flow by itself as if to evaporate the annoyance she felt.

"You're not wrong, I'm wrong. All this for the sake of our children, I am the most guilty. And I want to make amends for all my mistakes with my kids, remember every time Davina told me she wanted to sleep with her parents?" Devan seemed to bring Hanna to mind seeing Davina wanting to sleep between her parents, "And actually it makes my heart hurt Hanna, I wasn't there when you were pregnant. I even doubted him, and as he grew up with his development I didn't see him either. Does he call me Papa? It felt like it was a burden on its own, which I never said, and this time I really wanted to make up for it. I beg Hanna, don't hate me anymore. Covering our love with hate and selfishness" Devan pinta in a quivering voice, she really wants to make her two children happy. Not only that, but he also wants to live forever with the woman he loves.

"Yes" Hanna nodded and confirmed what Devan had said.

"I'm going to meet Hilman, and his parents."

Devan nodded, as he did not know about it, "Yes I will meet them, and apologized. After all, it's not too late" added Devan, who wanted to convince Hanna.

"Solve well, Mas" hanna asked again.

"Look, baby" Devan replied, peeping at Hanna.

Deg.

Everything changed instantly, Hanna felt something strange after hearing Devan's call just now. Even Devan also kissed his forehead, slowly Hanna away after realizing from earlier she was hugging Devan.

"Why stay away?" ask Devan.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it" Hanna replied unhappily.

"We're married again" Devan explained.

"O yes forget," replied Hanna foolishly.

"Hehehe.." At once the atmosphere turned funny, because Hanna who looks strange. Even Devan chuckles amusedly at Hanna's cuteness.

"Mas ish ah. I want to take a shower first" Hanan quickly stood up but a second later he fell back because Devan pulled his arm.

The gazes the two met, Hanna who fell on Devan's body also returned Devan's gaze. A second later everything changed, as Devan reversed Hanna's position at the bottom.

"You're getting prettier, what morning if your hijab is off first," Devan quickly removed the brackets that were attached to Hanna's head.

Hanna doesn't forbid it at all, her hijab drifting somewhere. As a woman who has been married she already understands very well, what else Devan is a person who once married her and she knows very well what Devan looks like.

"Mama!!!"

Shouted Davina who was ready with her school uniform, even Hanna and Devan were not aware when the door opened and Davina entered.

Hanna and Devan started to panic, but both of them were still silent. Because I was still too surprised.

"Well, what's Mama!!!" exclaimed Davina who now pulled the Papa's shirt, because she panicked, "Papa want to giggle Mama ya!!" shouts Davina again with her silly words.

Devan shook his head, and he quickly woke up from Hanna's body. While Hanna also stood up and tidied up the negligee that had opened some buttons on the front.

Both are like people frightened because they are caught doing indecent, when it is clear they are now husband and wife.

"It wasn't Davina, it was" Devan said.

Davina ruffled her waist, and looked at Devan sharply.

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Hopefully there will be a vote, so Othor will continue