lotus
negotiating

The breeze on the shore of the lake breezes gently on anyone who is on its banks, the fresh pink color between the green expanse of leaves and lotus flowers adds to the beauty of each inch of eye view.

The calm atmosphere away from the hustle and bustle of the crowd makes the atmosphere feel so peaceful.

Occasionally, ripples rippled water by fish swimming chasing after the chase as if enjoying the day.

That was the atmosphere in the green lake filled with lotus flowers located on the outskirts of the city.

On the empty long bench a beautiful woman sat alone staring at the lake that so spoiled the eyes.

Her breathing was calm, her gaze flat, and the occasional small smile was drawn at the corner of her lips.

There was no one beside him and he looked so calm.

The hair in the stall is blown as breezy as the lake breeze adds beauty charm to anyone who sees it.

Her calmness, her flat gaze, her small smile, was charming to the pair of eyes that had been watching her from afar.

Pace .... Taps... Taps....

snapping softly the sound of shoes sounded closer, walking slowly without making a sound.

Until the end has been sitting next to her someone who is in waiting, both of her silence the same look to the middle of the lake that nourishes her naturalness.

"it's good that you, born into a family, a family that cares so much, have children and even get genuine love from the man you love, too, even though your first love hurt you"

There was no sound, only a gust of wind that greeted the two.

"what I have, my family is not as rich as your family, my child even ..and the love I have is clapping my hands, my life is also bad..... I don't know if I have a future!"

Continue with a narrow view.

her thoughts wander back in time, about friendship and love, all so complicated.

"in the past, we had a lot in common, food, hobbies, habits and.... I also didn't expect we'd love the same man."

The woman finally opened her voice while sighing deeply and deeply.

There is a difficult pain in the clear right in Ayu's heart, well today Ayu decided to meet Mitha to immediately untangle the tangled thread of the source of their problems.

"it's not natural because we have so much in common"

Mitha replied with a faint pias smile on the corner of her lips.

"we're like brothers, so funny..."

Ayu smiled wryly considering their closeness first.

"but this time I don't want to give up, I have nothing to rely on in the future, I'm completely destroyed, I don't care if it should be destroyed again."

Their eyes looked at each other as if they wanted to win something.

"if I give up, will you be happy? Even he doesn't love you even though you were alone in Ausie"

"i don't care, I can't tell the difference between love, obsession or revenge.... I don't know, what I want, I want to have her, with or without love."

"like her I've lost my old friend "

Ayu looked at Mitha with nanar, her friend who had once been lost, she really changed.

"Mitha was dead with her son."

Mitha's words felt so heart-piercing that they sounded in Ayu's ears.

"is not enough with everything you have.... Treasure, family, son.... Can't you take it off for me?"

Mitha continued with a blank, silent look, both of her were silent.

"you're not Mitha my best friend.... So why should I obey and give in to you"

"if I were Mitha like you used to give me what I asked for?"

A pair of eyes looking from afar looked agitated, as the two women were talking with similarly flat and calm expressions.

Her sense was eager for her to approach in order to know what they were talking about .

Walking back and forth on his own with his eyes fixed on two women who were not even visible were struggling.

"i want to be second, with fair treatment, and all transparent"

Ayu smiled obliquely at Mitha's statement.

"where are you sure that I will agree with your request?"

"you must know Mitha was crazy.... And a madman can do beyond reason."

"but I have no risk with my family... I mean.... The child may be"

Mitha replied casually by wagging her hair backwards.

"and I also swear I'll be a female demon if anyone dares to threaten my family."

Ayu tightened her teeth with an emphasis sentence.

"dad.... I-i know... And I was already a demon when my son died because of people who felt that they were the ones who were hurt and the victims."

The two looked at each other as if they were going to pounce on each other.

"is it wrong that I want justice for my future and my dead son?

I know from your point of view, I'm the villain....

But have you never seen from my point of view, where in this case, I was the victim...

I lost my future...

Even my reputation is bad especially with the status of ever being a patient in a mental hospital.

Then ..... Am I wrong if I don't like to see people who make me happy and I'm not happy myself.

Have you ever thought about how my parents feel....?

How ashamed of them to the brothers?

Even the thought of returning to my hometown has scared me, especially with the eyes of people who look disgusted at me, even a friend I already do not have.

Ah.... I've already....

Your life's too perfect to be able to imagine such a petty and suspenseful thing."

Mitha rubbed the clear melt in the corner of her eyes while smiling mirically.

While Ayu was speechless hearing what Mitha said, her feelings were now mixed, erratic, heartbreaking, sad, claustrophobic.

I don't know....

"i....."

"already, if you don't want to with my request I still won't back down.... It's already wet.. I take a shower, right..."

"Mitha, your future is still long, you can still be happy with the person who also loves you, one day someone will surely come who sincerely loves you"

"don't pity me, this isn't a television drama that the main cast always wins"

"if you keep going like this it's the same as digging your own wound hole, you know that's impossible but it's still going to last"

"you want to stop me?

I'm gonna quit.... If I die."

Not seen playing Mitha with her speech, even full of emphasis.

"well then... Thank you for the time.... Our negotiations are fruitless, that means I must ..... You have to continue what you started before, right?

Oh yea.... I'd like to give you a little....

Be careful for you and your family, because Mitha who is now a crazy woman who is a little cruel"

After saying Mitha stepped away, Ayu who was silent about the departure of her best friend who had really changed.

And maybe he also took part in making Mitha become what she is today.

"sorry to me"

Suddenly a burly hand pulled Ayu's arm, bringing her into the arms.

"all my fault, though,.... I'm gonna finish this whole thing"

In his kiss the head of Ayu who is still silent and silent without a sound.

"Argha.... I'm.."

"don't worry.You and my responsible child, I won't be silent if anything harms you.

Don't think of anything like that, I'll be done, because I'm the one who started everything."

In his embrace the tiny body that is still dumbstruck.

"i promise... Will make up for all my mistakes, please trust me.."