lotus
Mistakes

In the middle of the journey Arga stopped for a moment the speed of his car when passing a row of ponds filled with lotus flowers, it was his wife's favorite flower.

In his quote a stalk of pink flowers that and brought with him, hope Ayu can feel that Arga is looking for her.

Many times in his wife's phone number called but was not active.

There was pain in her heart the deepest, given the recent incident where she had injured her most beloved woman.

after a long journey, Arga had returned to the courtyard of Mitha's house.

He really looks very messy, his body is unkempt and looks pale because of lack of sleep also lack of rest.

"why lonely?...

There shouldn't be a seven-monthly Mitha pregnancy"

Arga muttered to himself.

The condition of Mitha's house was tightly closed to her door, as she was living away her inhabitants.

Arga knocked on the door and called out to the master of the house, but there was no answer.

Walking back, who knows everyone is preparing for the event behind, so do not hear Arga call time, but still nil, empty.

Immediately retrieved her phone trying to contact Mitha, but also nil, as her phone Mitha died because it was out of range.

Arga randomized his own hair.

'what else is this, God'

Grumpy Arga in heart, is he being toyed with destiny....

What a shame his fate is at this time.

Arga fell his body on the sofa on the porch of the house, his sense of all his bones crumpled, really like out of beat.

'just what happened, why there's no one in Mitha's house'

His heart asked.

"hm Arga is here?"

A neighboring mother near Mitha's house who knew Arga's arrival approached and greeted.

Arga smiled confused by the mother's question, then if not here where should it be?

"can't you go to the hospital?"

"hospital?"

Arga repeated the words of the neighbor's mother.

Increasingly confused

"loh, the Arga mas from earlier has not been told anyway, the word was already on the phone"

Arga is confused.

"what's the matter, ma'am?"

"so when Arga went mad Mitha fell, bleeding, so he was taken to the hospital"

Like getting an electric shock, it really makes Arga surprised instead of playing.

What more trials, Lord, said his heart

After asking for the address of the hospital that treated Mitha, Arga rushed over.

This incident realized that all this time he had been selfish, no matter how Mitha was pregnant with her child, and now Mitha has become his wife even though it is only betel and it should be her Arga also think of Mitha feelings that even so far have held the shame of being pregnant before marriage.

"i'm really selfish..."

Hit the steering wheel because of his stupidity that has made the problem even more.

Arga hurriedly headed to the room where Mitha was being cared for.

Seeming outside the room had been waiting for some relatives as well as Mitha's parents.

"sorry sir, buk.all this is my fault"

Both of Mitha's parents turned to her. Mitha's mother, who was covered in tears, looked at Arga flat.

"what about Mitha? What about the content?"

"the contents can still be saved"

Answer the father as he breathed deeply. There was a disappointed look on the middle-aged man's face.

"son Arga is as good as we talk outside first"

Mitha's father took Arga out to a place that was not so crowded, his steps were a little limp and the look on his face looked very sad.

"tadi Mitha fell while chasing after son Arga"

The old man stopped his words.

Arga was aghast in disbelief, it turns out he was the cause, it turns out he made a mistake again even more fatal, because it could lose a child in the womb Mitha who is also his flesh and blood.

"sorry sir, I really don't know"

Arga lowered his head, he felt really like the most ruthless person in the world.

"Mitha has already told us everything"

"tell me what sir?"

"about nak Ayu"

The old man looked at Arga with a sad and disappointed look

"i...me...."

"father does not know, to be angry, disappointed, sad or what"

The man's gaze turned towards the sky that had started to darken.

"because for the family of father nak Ayu we have considered it like family,.... I consider him like my own son"

" i'm sorry, it's all my fault..."

Arga's getting down.

"honestly.bapak really feels bad for nak Ayu, but... You're also embarrassed that no one's father is responsible."

Arga's heart felt increasingly sore to realize that he had hurt many hearts, his wife, Mitha, Mitha's family, and certainly his family and Ayu's family if they find out.

"sorry to me sir.sorry to me.... It's all my fault, I'm willing to be punished, I'm sorry...."

The old man just silently heard the apology from Arga.

"father of Arga"

A nurse surprises Arga.

"yes sus"

"the father of Mitha's husband, the doctor wants to talk to you"

"oh yes I went there"

Arga leaves her in-laws following the nurse to the doctor's office.

"i have a few things to explain in the afternoon"

The obstetrician who treated Mitha explained some possibilities.

"so we need your signature to be able to take action in the event of an emergency."

"is there no other option, Doc?"

"that's only one, because the impact was quite hard and given the bleeding that occurred has not stopped"

"but that's what it means..."

"right sir, for now we can still handle it, but if the bleeding does not stop it will endanger Mitha's mother's life"

"but isn't my son still healthy, Doc?"

"right sir, the fetus in the womb of Mitha's mother is still healthy, but if the bleeding does not also stop it can be fatal for both of them"

Arga let out a long sigh, his sense of the world was punishing him, he was really slumped, really like he was falling mired into a deep abyss.

"well, I'll sign doc."

Just now Arga's signature a nun entered in a hurry.

"patient dock bogenvil no 2 nge drop again"

Arga's heart stopped, it's Mitha's room in the care.

Emergency action was also taken....

Arga was sitting limp in the corner of the corridor, right in front of the operating room where Mitha had to perform fetal removal surgery, because his body is weak and can not hold the fetus to remain in his womb.

Arga sobbed himself lamenting the mistake that made him lose everything.

All destroyed in an instant

Really really ruined

How else could he face the world....