lotus
same as wounded

"Arga is definitely the same mom, what's the matter?"

Arga stared as if he did not hear his mother's words.

"This is a joke, right?"

Anya's mother sits limp holding a file for divorce papers from Ayu.

"Arga don't shut up, talk to you Arga...."

Anya's mother began to raise her voice to see Arga who was just silent.

"you said you loved Ayu yourself, so why did Ayu ask for a divorce from you?"

"sorry, Arga ma,...."

Arga looked down deeply, her lips locked.

"all my fault, I can't take care of Ayu...... I'm sorry ma, I'm really sorry."

The middle-aged woman's tears were unstoppable again, the end spilled along with sobs that began to sound.

"sorry Arga ma, it's all Arga's fault."

Arga rested in front of the mama nyamenggenggang tight both hands of the woman. Which suddenly became a spectacle for some resort visitors.

"mama needs an explanation?"

In between her cries Anya's mother asked for an explanation.

"law Me ma, hit Me , angrily I, mama can curse Me .... It's all my fault."

The vacation that was planned to be able to have fun with the child and his son-in-law failed, even giving him an extraordinary surprise.

Surprise that made his heart shock. For whatever reason a mother will be destroyed if she knows her child's household will end.

"sorry, ma..."

The whisper of Arga that was not so audible anymore in the ear of Anya's mother because her body began to limp.

In her bed was her weak body of her mother in her apartment room.

"rest ma, ..... Sorry to disappoint my mom"

Arga kissed the middle-aged woman gently and died alone in the room.

At his wall of the middle room of his apartment to death was a little bloody bruise on his hands. His sense is no longer an encouragement, his life is completely destroyed.

Because of the mistakes in his past all hurt.

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anya's mother who had fainted woke up when the time pointed at one in the morning, at her son was just her puppet still crying face down on the sofa.

Her heart was so sliced at the sight of it all, her son .... A man, crying all night, it must have been very heavy for him.

Because indeed all this time Arga impressed cool in his eyes, and only this time also he saw his son crying.

"you can't get divorced."

Anya's mother who had been sitting next to Arga did not make her surprised.

Arga was still silent.

"Ga!"

"i don't know ma"

Arga took a deep breath and threw out his coarse.

"if you can choose, Arga also does not want to divorce Ayu."

Arga's voice sounded raucous.

"if your heart doesn't want to, try Ga, try not to get divorced."

Anya's mother who does not know the source of the problem of the divorce tried to encourage her son.

"I try as much as I can, ma, but maybe....."

"so you're really getting divorced?"

Arga was silent, his mind was empty.

"all women will melt with love, mama knows you love Ayu and Ayu also love you, why don't you use your love to cancel the divorce."

"Arga can't force Ayu ma, it's all Arga's fault...."

From his handsome face it was clearly visible to disappointed and deep wounds.

You won't regret it because you've fought as hard as you can."

Anya's mother tries to encourage her child while rubbing Arga's arm.

So that he does not feel alone facing all his problems.

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Relax honey, it's okay "

Michell embraced the small body that was crying bitterly.

The eyes that had been crying incessantly looked swollen, his body was limp and his face was pale.

"cry if it makes you feel relieved."

Michell rubbed his best friend's head gently.

Ayu looks really ruined, she herself decided to divorce, she thinks must be strong to face this, but the truth is she was devastated and slumped herself.

"i'm always there for you. We were best friends all along."

Michell who does not know how to be joined in crying saw Ayu who did not stop sobbing.

"you must be strong honey, don't worry, all love you."

Ayu was still silent, her crying had not subsided yet, she herself did not know how to, crying as soon as she could.

"Honey, you eat first, I'll eat"

Persuade Michel did not have the heart to see Ayu's condition.

Ayu only shook her head weakly, with no spirit at all.

"Well, you have to be strong for Naya's sake, or we go get the wind out"

Ayu shook her head as well, she was not at all excited to do anything.

"if you take a break, calm down, I'll be here for you."

Ayu's crying began to subside not because she could already accept reality, but her body was getting weaker, like there was no energy.

Michel faithfully waited and stroked his best friend's hair.

"thank you Chell, I'm fine, you just take a break."

"no papa Yuk, besides I also have no friends in the apartment, I just want to stay here with you"

Ayu nodded slowly, her eyes still staring blankly.

ting.ting....

"it's like my pesenan is coming"

Michell Segwra opened the door, because she had ordered food online.

"we eat honey, I know you haven't eaten."

Ayu was just silent, Michell's words like they didn't get into her ears.

"i know you don't have appetite, but you have to eat, so you don't get sick."

with a little joke and his final compulsion Ayu wants to eat even if only a few bribes.

"Yuk, you're in the same room, yeah, messy room."

Screaming Michell who went to the bathroom and chose to go to the bathroom in Ayu's room.

"hmmm"

Ayu's short mutterings.

Suddenly, Michel's eyes were fixed on a flat object lying in the washtafle of Ayu's bathroom.

In the wrinkle of his forehead because adults must know what flat objects are.

But how could Ayu, not Ayu all this time not be with anyone but .....

Michell recalls where the night of his birthday he who was confused looking for Ayu turned out, Ayu spent the night with Arga.

Could it?

And how shocked Michell saw the two-line mark that was plastered on the thing.

"Father.."

His murmur was soft, that was the reason why Ayu was so devastated even though she herself had decided to divorce.