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The time was 6am when Ayu's phone rang.

Arga who woke up, immediately raised after looking at the screen, the name of Michel who contacted Ayu.

"hello, why Chel?"

Asked Arga raucously with a typical sound of waking up.

"waitis.exe...Arga??"

"hmmm"

"Well where, same with you?"

"hmmm, still sleeping"

Replied Arga briefly and slowly for fear of building up Ayu who was still asleep in his arms.

"oh..okay ..oke..meaning I'm a ganggu, you guys go to bed"

Michel's voice sounded happy to hear Ayu with Arga.

after putting the phone back Ayu Arga again closed her eyes, her hands increasingly hugged the small body of a woman who was beside her.

The morning sunlight that peeked out from behind the curtains of the luxury apartment window made Ayu blink his eyes slowly, holding his head that felt heavy.

His movements felt hard to block the burly hand that was perfectly circular on top of his stomach.

On seeing his handsome face Arga who is still asleep, trying to remember the events of last night, what happened until waking up in the room and one bed with Arga, even without a strand of cloth on his body , just wrapped in one blanket with Arga.

Ayu knew that what she did was not a sin because after all she and Arga were still lawful husband and wife, but it was wrong. It would make Ayu even more tormented to get away from Arga.

With a slow movement Ayu woke up from her sleep so as not to build Arga, picking up clothes scattered on the floor. It felt the bottom of her pained and a little sore.

Somehow they did it last night, even though it was not the first time Ayu slightly remembered last night Arga really made her helpless with many rounds that happened last night.

"aw.." yeah..."

Ayu's head hit a hard object when she came out of the bathroom. It turned out that Arga was standing upright in front of the door only hit boxer shorts.

Ayu immediately diverted her gaze from Arga's bare-chested body in front of her, making her heart pound.

"i want to go home"

Ayu said softly while looking down, not daring to look at the eyes of the eagle Arga.

"i'm taking you"

"no need to bother, I took a taxi"

Arga gripped Ayu's hand that was about to pass and carried her in his arms.

kissing the fragrant shoulder typical of an Ayu.

"wait a minute, I won't let you go home alone."

His whispers in Ayu's ears, making Ayu goosebumps.

"no need, I'm hunting anyway."

Arga did not let go of the embrace even more tightly.

"please Arga, you don't do this, I....."

"why, I love you, and I'm your husband, can't I hug my own wife"

"that's not the problem, but this is wrong.this should not happen, we will get divorced."

"until death I'll never break up with you"

Arga took off his embrace and looked at Ayu sharply.

"but you don't have a choice, ..... Don't want you to break up with me."

"whatever you say I'll never do"

"you mustn't be selfish Ga"

Ayu's tone slightly elevated.

"I'm not selfish, do you think if we get divorced, everything will go back to how it was? even divorce doesn't change things."

"it won't change anything, but you can't mess with my feelings, too Mitha."

ayu ignited emotions.

" who's playing who, I'm always waiting really with my word."

Arga started raising his voice.

"i don't make things difficult for Yuk, if you want to divorce me, kill me."

Arga blocked and shook Ayu's arm strongly, his sharp gaze filled with seriousness.

Ayu's eyes began to look glassy, said Arga really make his dilemma.

"kill me if you want me to stay away from you. "

Ayu lowered her gaze, in the corner of her eyes there was a clear circle that was ready to fall.

The two of them were silent, feeling pain and pain in each other's hearts.

"wait a minute, I'll drive you home."

Arga's decree was full of emphasis, making Ayu unable to refuse and wait for Arga to finish.

On the way they were just silent, the road was quite jammed making Arga cars can only walk slowly.

"i want to ask you something."

Ayu opened the conversation, glancing at Arga who was busy concentrating on the street with her cool face that was very handsome.

"what?"

Ayu turned to Arga for a moment, hesitating a bit to tell her heart.

"mmm..."

"why?"

Arga turned towards Ayu who was hesitant to speak.

"mmm..... I want to know where Mitha is."

With the heart of Ayu's heart to tell his heart.

Instantly, Arga's facial features turned strange, repeatedly taking deep breaths.

"no need to worry he's in a safe place "

"i want to meet her, I want to know the news."

Ayu swallowed her saliva that hurt even though she herself said it.

"he's fine, don't worry."

"what are you hiding from me"

"i'm not hiding Mitha, she's in a safe place"

"i beg Ga, .... I want to meet her."

"i don't want to hurt your heart"

"you've hurt me a long time"

"and I don't want to hurt you anymore."

"i beg you"

Ayu looked at Arga with a pleading gaze, shaking Arga's arm, shake,

But Arga did not answer, his face remained flat, cool.

"already arrived, rest, as long as you must be exhausted"

"Ga.I beg you"

"don't beg for things I can't fulfill."

"but Ga. I want to see her."

Arga looked at Ayu's eyes sharp and cold.

Ayu shuddered to herself looking at her gaze which was like it was willing to eat her alive.

Without telling Ayu to immediately get off the Arga car without saying goodbye.

Once in the room Ayu slammed her own bag, angry, but do not know who.

Angry at himself, who was already asleep and ended up sleeping with Arga last night, even though he was unknowingly doing that.

Angry because Arga did not tell her where Mitha was, how she was, and how her child must have been born.

'stupid, really stupid you Ayu, you repeat your past mistakes, you stupid....."

he swore in his heart to himself.

In another place Arga who had just felt happy because Ayu expressed all her heart despite being drunk, now became grim again because of Ayu's request that Arga would be difficult to fulfill.