lotus
Married impromptu

In a hurry I entered the house, the atmosphere was quiet, all were in the room of the father who was lying sick, helpless

"try persuading your father Yuk"

Pinta mom with sad face and glassy eyes

"dad why dad?"

I sat next to my father's bed

"dad's okay, just a soy sauce"

Father replied with a brick like holding tight on his breath

"our father went to the hospital, huh?"

"dad is okay, rest breaks are also smbuh"

"dad don't be reckless well, just father's condition like this still says it's okay" I urged him

Dad's face was very pale and his breathing looked heavy, his hands were always holding his chest which seemed to hurt

" Come on, please"

I put a face to my father

"that's you, this father is just a sop"

I saw that Raka and Gendhis had given up on persuading my father, my father was very stubborn.emmm similar to me️.

"you continue to persuade Yuk, if the condition of the father like this, I do not calm down to return to Paris"

I looked at Raka Sayu

" why don't you just mutate to jogja, let deket same family, do you want later can not accompany father if father wants to die"

"dad!!!"

We shouted together to hear the words of the father who was like he was about to die, I was annoyed to hear the reply of the father who originally spoke, making me cry

"that's about easy Dad, what's important is that you heal first"

Dad just took a long breath

"the father was just soy sauce an.later if it has rest also healed"

Some time ago, the mother had told me that the father's heart was having problems and the doctor suggested surgery to install a ring in the heart

And now this is what I'm afraid of, dad's heart is relapsing and I'm afraid that.....😭😭😭

"Well, we go to the Jakarta hospital that is complete so that the father is checked in detail yes, whether the father does not want to see Ayu married later...."

"Raka also promised to take care of the job mutation to Jogja if you want to go to the hospital"

Dad looked at us in turn.

He was finally ready to be taken to a hospital in Jakarta

Tonight we prepare everything we need and will fly to Jakarta.....

After taking care of all the fees and reservations father placed in lotus room no 17, the, a heart specialist who examined him suggested that he immediately operated the installation of the ring considering the condition of the father who dropped and also his age who entered the head 7

At first my father refused to operate, and like at home, in Jakarta we still had to persuade him

Doctors advise to immediately perform the operation for no more than 3 days, otherwise there will be a possibility of fatal

It made us confused because in fact my father was very stubborn

Really stubborn

I feel like I want to cry to persuade my father who does not want to be operated on, still kekeh that his condition is only because of soy sauce.....

Mother who has run out of words can only cry in the corner of the room, I, mas Raka and mbak Gendhis are still trying various ways to let father fall

"well, Raka please well.this time only well.ayah is the same doctor"

Raka was desperate

"well, Gendhis and Raka promise to take care of the mutation to Jogja soon, but I promise you to have the operation Well"

Ma'am Gendhis half-crying persuaded the stubborn father

"Well....Ayu please well..do you not want to see Naya grow up?"

I was completely out of my mind with my father's attitude remaining firm on his desires

" you are on why, wong dad is fine, just soy sauce any course, later if rest is also healed"

We can only look at each other

"don't be so dizzy you rest there, I'm going to sleep too"

It was like yelling and I got mad at my father, like scolding Naya for her recalcitrant date, the time the doctor gave me was only three days and I was stubborn

Dad looked at the three of us in turn, his eyes were soft and he looked weak

Dad looked at the sky of the room, his eyes glared at me without thinking what

"dad and mom are lonely in your own home, but you already have your own world"

"Then Yah's promise is gonna be a mutation soon, but Dad's gotta heal first"

it was like making an offer

my father smiled and made us look at each other for hope

"dad agreed to the operation well?"

I just saw Dad start smiling

dad nodded making us feel like we got something very valuable

"but I have one more condition"

"what's the condition Well, we'll definitely follow you as long as you're cured."

I said steady so much that dad was ready for surgery

"well, what do you want?.... I'd like it if I'm healed we'd go to paris, or I'd like to umroh again...."

Mas Raka looks enthusiastic to make an offer to father

"no. Dad only wants one thing from Ayu.."

"say Dad, Ayu will definitely follow Dad's request"

He smiled before saying

"dad wants you to get married before dad gets into the operating room..."

I swallowed my spit rough..Oh my God..married.....married.....

Me and Arga getting married tomorrow????

I'm confused what to answer, because that's the only thing that makes you willing to operate, oh my God.....with someone I don't love and don't love....

But.whether I can refuse, my father's health is at stake here

I could only nod with tears between joy and worry.....

Happy that you're willing to have the surgery but worried that Arga and I aren't in love....

Here at this hospital we prepare my kabul ijab procession with Arga, of course also with the approval of the hospital

It was like a dream, I am getting married today.

Room lotus no 17 in magic in such a way as to hold a kabul ijab event that only makes sense

Mas Raka and mbak Gendhis are busy wiri hero for the sake of preparing everything, contact Arga, search for penghulu, prepare the room, take care of the hospital permit and me.busy with my own mind.

at 9 am Arga and his family had come from Jogja, they still had time to bring some offerings

I started to feel nervous, looking at Arga and her parents, because this was beyond my expectations

"are you ready, Yuk?"

Ma'am Gendhis came up to me when he saw me really nervous

I only stepped back when the head came into the room

I saw that Arga was also silent, his face did not look happy at all, but remained calm and flat....

I became more and more awkward in dealing with situations like this

"i received his marriage and marriage Rahayu cahyaning tyas rahardjo binti Rahardjo with a dowry a set of prayer tools, 100 grams of gold and 100 million in cash paid."

Arga's voice was loud with the penghulu's hand but it sounded strange to me

"how witness.sah...."

"SAADUHH"

Like a dream today I've officially become Arga's wife, for my father's sake....

Being Arga's wife with a situation like this makes me confused about how, especially with Arga's attitude that remains flat

But there's still a little bit of fun in my heart because with this my dad is willing to go for surgery and probably heal more, even though this is going to be a new PR for me....about how to behave later after bearing the title of mistress Arga

It feels like my life is so complicated, or I can't enjoy it and can't be iklas to feel burdened with the events I experienced.

But not every human being has their own dreams and they also have the right to realize their own dreams even though the result of the struggle is a divine secret.

And it's not wrong if I have dreams too.....

Well ...though, my dreams don't all come true

But maybe it was my dream that I couldn't accept everything that was happening to me, and I realized that....