lotus
you're a bitch

"yes, it's okay....."

Ayu closed the call on her phone while taking a deep breath.

There is a sense of tightness, pain, sadness, confusion....

I don't know if everything is mixed into one.

His view looked at the sea outside the bedroom window which looked blue and spacious....

Silence no sound, just nit sound ...nit....

a medical device attached to Arga's audible body.

It was clear and painful in his ears.

Slowly he walked and sat down on the chair next to Arga's bed that was still faithfully lying with his eyes closed.

Observed face that looks pale but still handsome, jawline is clear, eyebrows thick, nose pointed, skin clean....

A moment Ayu smiled meaningfully looking at that face.

"you heard that....?

Did you hear what Agus said?"

Keep quiet, no answer no reaction. Still same.

"i feel like I want to be mad at you...

If only you hadn't been like this, I'd have beaten that handsome face of yours."

Ayu grumbled as if he was talking to a conscious person.

His face looks very angry.

"huh.....

Are you pretending to sleep so I don't beat you up....

You're a man...."

Ayu continued to grumble even though there was no reply.

"because of you, I can't live quietly right now...

You have to finish it all, not her good at sleeping like that.

You make trouble, I can't calm down now....

You shitty human....

If it wasn't for my son loving you, I would've giggled you..."

Indeed, that's the reality, whenever Bryatta fussy, only sleeping next to Arga can make the baby calm.

That is what makes Ayu grow furious, because his own son like more dear to his papa than himself.

After Ayu satisfied cursing and cursing Arga, she came out because of her time giving breast milk to her baby.

And again the two lines of pale lips curved upwards, as if smiling.

"excuse me buk, in front there is mas Chiko"

"oh, please take care of Bry sus"

"well mom"

After nursing baby Bry and leave her to sister Ayu immediately out to meet Chiko.

"you're very diligent Chiko, Sunday here bring a pile of files."

Seloroh Ayu slightly quipped, after seeing Chiko in the living room with a pile of files on the table.

"this is a file that you have to sign directly, I'm going to drop it here because tomorrow I want to go to the factory for the inauguration event so I'm afraid he forgot"

Chiko replied with a sweet smile on her lips, her eyes seemed sparkling when staring at her boss who only wore a home negligence-style mother mother.

since the incident at the factory the other day, Ayu decided to work from home for a while.

"okay, tomorrow let this file be sent to the office by Mr. Eko."

Chiko simply nodded without any intention of standing or saying goodbye from her superior residence.

Ayu furrowed and raised her eyebrows with Chiko's strange look on her.

"Chiko...

Hey Chiko...are you healthy?"

Ayu waved her hand in front of Chiko's face, making her realize from her silly actions.

"uh yes ma'am Ayu.ada I can help you"

krikkkkk......The atmosphere was silent, Ayu looked at Chiko questioningly, while Chiko was confused to feel ridiculous with her actions and also her speech just now.

"uh.... Then excuse me ma'am"

Because confused must bangaimana, Chiko finally paid by scratching the back of her neck even though it does not feel itchy at all.

Actually she is still at home in that house, seeing Ayu with what look there is, beautiful natural, even without makeup and just berdaster.

"yes, heart on the road."

Her final awkward atmosphere ended after Chiko left the Ayu residence.

"mama!!

Keep your distance from Chiko?

What's wrong with Chiko ma?"

Anya ma'am appeared from the inside and sitting next to Ayu helped take care of the file that was like a mountain.

"so mama accidentally saw the way Chiko looked at you, her gaze was like a man staring at a woman.

Not the subordinate staring at his superior.

You know what Mama means ?"

Ayu frowned for a moment before the end of her nod.

"Let's take care of myself"

"mama knows that, and mama also believes in you."

Anya smiled sincerely at her daughter-in-law.

Actually, she was very uncomfortable with Chiko's gaze on her daughter-in-law.

Because he understood the possessive nature of his son, if only he were aware, he would surely sink Chiko into the sea.

But unfortunately his son is currently helpless in his coma.

"again Ayu's current focus is only on Bryatta and Naya ma, they really need Ayu at this time."

"yes dear, but don't forget, here too there is mama, their oma ....

Mama will always be by your side."

When looking into her clear eyes Ayu felt sad, remembering her biological mother whom she had not met for a long time.

Not because it's not dear, but he's not ready if his family knows about all these things, except for his one and only brother.

Well... Raka, her brother must have known because there's no way she's not looking for information about her one-of-a-kind sister.

Although with great difficulty and various persuasions, the end of Raka wants to cover all the events that have happened between Ayu, Arga and Mitha.

At Ayu's request of course and on the grounds of the condition of their father who experienced health problems in his heart.

"already, don't be sad, mama knows what you think, don't think mama is someone else, mama to Jogja is also just a few days, mama to Jogja, because your papa's brother wants to marry his son."

Before his mother Anya had indeed said goodbye to Ayu kan to jogja maybe for 1 week.

And it will definitely make Ayu extra work, take care of all her, although there are those who help her, but still Ayu feels will take care of all her alone.

"yes ma, say hello to papa, mama what time to leave?"

"later afternoon, miss mama, you keep a little distance from Chiko.

Like he hopes for you.

Mama knows you'd be wise."

"iya ma, Ayu knows how to behave."

The two embrace each other, equally strengthened right.

As usual, every night, Bryatta would continue to cry without stopping and would only be silent when put to sleep on his papa's arm.

"you know what you said to me?"

After putting his son in the arms of the father, Ayu again invited Arga to talk, although there was never an answer or reaction at all.

"tadi mama said that Chiko .....

Mama said, Chiko seems to like me."

Ayu let out a long breath, no reaction.

Unlike if Arga is fine, hearing someone approaching Ayu, surely he will be possessive and do not hesitate to beat anyone.

But now....

Arga was silent and silent.

"are you not afraid that I will turn away from you....

Chiko's pretty, and she doesn't suck like you...."

Seloroh Ayu was long, with a slightly furious face.

"basic sucks.....

Just sleep on and I'll find a handsome guy out there who's certainly not as stubborn as you."

Ayu always ends up angry, when talking to Arga.

Not really angry, more precisely his angry because Arga never woke up.

"just look.... You'll regret it, stone head."

After venting his emotions Ayu immediately came out of Arga's room, not wanting to leave, but because there was indeed someone who pushed the bell, a sign that there was a guest in front there.

the hand that had been silent now clenched, although his eyes could not be opened, but could hear whatever was said to him.

His hardened jaw was worthy of his restraining anger, sweat coming out on his pale face.

Reaction to what he just heard.