lotus
Agree but destroyed

"i want to see Mitha before I go home"

Ayu tells Arga to allow her to meet Mitha before they return to Bali.

"please, I'll say goodbye to her."

"Mith.." -...."

Lirih Ayu called out the name that just sat with empty eyes, in her swipe slowly the face of her best friend whose fate was very sad.

"cepet.... I miss you, miss when we were together."

Slowly the clear rounders fell on Ayu's delicate cheeks.

"until whenever you're my best friend....."

Before leaving Ayu kissed gently the head of her best friend.

His heart was so sick, for some reason, he didn't know.

along the way there was no conversation, all just silence, Agus occasionally glanced at his two bosses from the rearview mirror, no movement.

Ayu's face looks pale, while Arga's face looks very tired, lack of sleep also because his work is piled up before they go here.

"i'm sorry.."

Arga said softly after they were above the lapal.

Ayu simply turned her head without answering and without expression.

"i've forgiven you"

After some time just silent, her end Ayu replied with a gaze that was still focused onto her blue sea.

"i'm willing to accept punishment"

"i have no right to punish you"

Lirih Ayu answered.

"with your attitude of wanting to get away from me alone, for me it has been a torture, but I will still be ready to accept whatever punishment you will do"

"i won't punish you."

"you're forgiving me?"

"wasn't I saying, I've forgiven you, as I promised yesterday, but...."

Ayu hung her sentence

"but why?"

"i beg.... Don't expect more from me"

Ayu looked at Arga nanar, her gaze was conditional on something that Arga was very afraid of.

"what does that mean?"

Ayu looked down deeply, herself feeling guilty for having been lulled with Arga this late.

"just punish me instead of you telling me to stay away from you"

Arga grabs Ayu's tiny hand in his grasp.

Clear thread is no longer able to hold Ayu.

"but..."

Arga stuck his index finger on Ayu's lips.

"i know, I'm a depraved man, I'm shameless, I'm a sin, I'm the worst man in the world, but...can't I get a second chance"

Arga's voice rattled and shook.

Ayu simply shook her head weakly without meaning.

"i can't ..... I can't be that selfish..."

"i know. I'm not sorry, said what I should do so you don't hate me."

"i've forgiven you, I don't hate you either."

Ayu's voice stammered with the sobs.

Arga looked at Ayu heartily, his gaze like he was talking about all his regrets.

"then where's Mitha's family?"

Ayu said while wiping the tears that had melted.

"i bought them a place to stay close to the hospital, so that they could easily meet Mitha."

"the hospital fee?"

"i am responsible, their daily needs I am also responsible, however I am the cause of all this, so it should be my responsibility all of them."

Obviously Arga is long.

"don't worry, I always precede their interests.

I never once neglected my duties."

Ayu just nodded her head slowly.

"i hope, after this you are willing to..... We're.... Take care of the divorce."

Like the sound of lightning striking in Arga's ear, hearing Ayu say the word divorce again.

"you said you've forgiven me, I beg you, do I need to kneel to you..."

Ayu blocked Arga's hand which was almost kneeling at her.

"i've forgiven you, don't be like that. I really forgive you, but...."

"but what Yuk"

Arga's face looks crimson, either holding back emotions, angry or sad.

"i can't"

Arga tried to hug Ayu's slender body, which kept her hands off.

"I know I'm dirty, I'm an asshole, I'm a shameless man...... But have I not had a second chance?"

Arga looked at Ayu nanar, his gaze pointing to despair.

"i can't Ga.....

Please, don't force....

Is it possible that I can be happy while there Mitha..."

Ayu stopped her words, her heart felt torn to find reality.

Does Ayu have to be selfish with her own best friend?

arghhhh....

Arga rubbed his face rough.

He seemed to have been checked by the word Ayu said.

"i really don't have the heart with Mitha Ga's condition, whether you can imagine how her parents, her family, feel...."

Ayu's cry was even more shocked, considering the condition of her new best friend she looked at.

"can you live it?, you are happy.... It's delicious ..it's right there Mitha...."

Ayu covered her face with both her hands, her shoulders shaking so violently.

"everyone must have made mistakes in the past, even fatal mistakes, then... Does such a person not get a second chance to be a good person, to be able to correct his mistakes. Does such a person have to bear his faults for life, without any chance of being a good person."

Arga said as he stared at the sea, his face still looked wet.

"maybe it can ... But it's not that the second chance doesn't have to come from the same person"

Argamulai stared at Ayu.

"is..... You're really serious about what you said, Yuk?"

Arga returned Ayu's gaze with nanar.

Ayu just nodded slowly, and the clear round back she had removed fell onto her cheeks.

Arga nodded slowly like despair.

"good.... I'll do whatever you ask"

Connect her bitter.

"i know I don't deserve you, I'm a dirty man and I'm depraved until something like this happens."

Arga clasped Ayu's hand tightly.

"i'll do it, if it makes you happy."

arga's sentence was very painful in Ayu's heart.

"but remember, I'm the man who will always love you, I'm the man who will always be there when you need me.... Is the man who will never stop missing you."

The taste of Arga's neck is like choked when saying words that to her like an indiscretion that tore her heart apart.

"i ..... Will sign our divorce papers."

Unable to hold back her broken heart, Arga soon passes into the ship, dying Ayu who is as devastated as she is. This was the day where she felt her shattered as crushed.

His world seemed to have collapsed, there was no longer any sense left in his heart, other than a heart that had melted like dust.

While Ayu can only cry violently sitting in his place.

he had repeatedly convinced his heart that it was the best choice for them, but his heart was broken and really bleeding.

Agus who saw the incident was confused himself how, because the two menangis kejer in different places.