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Know the truth

A man ran away in the waiting room of Adisutjipto airport, his face looks tangled and anxious. Sometimes even hit passengers who pass by.

Arga is in the fog looking for his wife after getting information from her man to find the whereabouts of his wife.

His breath was stingy running along the corridor, his worn shirt shabby and messy. His eyes pilar looking around him looking for a figure that is not even found her.

"sorry sir, my mother left half an hour ago"

Two people dressed in black gave him information.

Arga did not answer his face looking very disappointed.

"mother also said goodbye to the family if going with you"

Another gave him information.

Arga can't say anything anymore. Her tongue was like stiff, for the second time she lost her female figure.

"thank you, your work is done."

Arga sat in the waiting chair, randomizing his own hair. Until the end of his wake when the ringing of the phone in his pocket rang.

"hello "

"hello son Arga, where are you?"

The voice of the old man half realized himself, that he had a promise to take responsibility for his actions.

"yes, sir, I'll be right back, just out for a little wind."

Arga closes her phone and goes with her limp body, on the other hand she loses her love, wanting her taste to go catch up to Pert, but on the other hand, she loses her love, there was no way he would go and let Mitha bear all the burden of their mistake.

His face looked pale and his eye line blackened, sleepless all night at all.

On the drive his car back towards Madiun not excited at all, occasionally at his steering wheel while shouting overflow his regret and disappointment.

Arga realizes that he has hurt two women at once.

"how are witnesses legitimate?"

"right.."

Shouted all who were present to be witnesses in his real marriage is not at all in want of Arga.

There was no happy look on his second face neither Arga nor Mitha.

When all the neighbors and relatives congratulate him, his second face is just flat, even the two of them look completely not talking to each other, more busy with their respective thoughts.

After a small small event held by the Mitha family, Arga helped clean up a house that was quite messy.

Even though her heart ached, disappointed and confused, she still behaved normally.

"drink it. You must be tired"

Mitha thrust a warm cup of tea at Arga, remaining without a smile and a flat face.

It is clear that they do not feel the happiness of marriage today.

"thank you, rest let me help your family"

Mitha's heart ached, even Arga said without looking at her, it was clear that her heart was not in this place, her heart was together with other women.

Arga helped to clean up the rest of the day, some of the distant families had also gone home.

Live relatives and nearby neighbors who helped clean up.

"what are you going to do next?"

Mitha's question suddenly brought Arga's daydream.

"whatever?"

"you go back to Jogja, your work must have been waiting for you"

Arga sighed deeply, igniting a cigarette.

Because Arga knew Ayu was leaving with her and if she came home to Jogja would all ask about her wife and surely her too would all be wrong....

"until I'm sorry to Ayu, I've hurt her, you can go back to her after this child is born"

Both balls of Matha look glassy, because it was a difficult choice for her, on the other hand Mitha did not want her family to bear the disgrace of her pregnancy if Arga did not marry her, on the other hand, but on the other hand Ayu is her best friend, and she also can not fault Ayu because Ayu did not know about her relationship with Arga before her.

"why apologize, you are not wrong at all, I was wrong to have divided your hearts"

"dividing?..... Do you love me"

Arga was speechless, hearing Mitha's question

"it's okay, I understand, I'm the one who's expecting too much...."

Mitha rubbed the clear feather in the corner of her eyes, her heart was very sick.

Mitha was silent, sculpting as if she did not hear the word Arga.

Arrived Arga's eyes were fixed on a piece of paper that was slightly raised from under the table, only visible top and written the name Rahayu cahyaning tyas rahardjo.

It's got Ayu probably dropped when Ayu passed outbkemaren.

At his pull a piece of paper from under the table, read it carefully.

His eyes bulged, and his face flushed...

"what's wrong?"

Mitha asked seeing Arga's face change.

"so ..... Ayuu....."

Arga randomized his own hair.

It was a letter of reference from the doctor for Ayu to perform the surgery abroad.

"what's wrong with Ayu?"

Mitha asked anxiously, at her grab a piece of paper from Arga's hand.

"Well, what's the pain?"

arga's mouth was just gaping unable to explain anything, in grabbing his car keys and moving.

"Arga, please don't go..."

Shouted Mitha, restraining Arga

"i'll just be a minute, come back soon..."

"The seven-monthly event is just around the corner..."

Arga did not hear Mitha's screams, his mind was already muddled. At the pace of his car with a little fast towards Jogja, right to the place where the doctor who gave a referral letter biat Ayu.

His mind was really uncontrollable right, all this time he did not know at all that the accident that Ayu experienced was fatal, and it turned out that was the reason Ayu invited her to vacation abroad, not for the honey moon, not for the happy, but to fight because of his illness....

And now that Ayu set out alone, she fought alone without anyone with her, without anyone giving her spirit, instead she left with a heart wound.

The heart injury he had done,

It's so stupid of me

Arga's heart curses itself.

"is that the same thing, Doc?"

"yes sir, because yesterday I remembered Ayu's mother did not get too stressed, it will make things worse"

Arga shook his own bell, hearing the doctor's explanation

"lately Ayu often fainted, is that also the effect of her pain doc?"

"yes sir,... Therefore I advise my mother to immediately operate, before it gets worse so as to minimize the risk of bad"

"what's the worst risk, Doc?"

"the worst risk is that Ayu will lose some of her memory"

"lost memory?"

"true, but not all memories, maybe some, could be the most hated or the most liked memory, will be lost from his memory"

That's how bad Ayu is, and why she didn't tell Arga about it.

Oh my God, what kind of husband am I.

Arga's heart told him the truth.

"dok, I asked for his hospital address"

"sorry Mr. Arga, ma'am Ayu did not choose a hospital recommendation from me, he already has his own destination hospital."

Arga does not believe even Ayu redasia is the existence of Arga.

With Arga's move out of the hospital, not being informed about his wife's whereabouts made him even more sad and worried, to ask the family is also impossible.

Drt. drtt....

Arga saw her mobile phone vibrating incoming call from Mitha

"yes I'll be right back"

"That..."

Not had time to get an answer Arga had turned off his cellphone and immediately forwarded his car back toward Mitha's house.