lotus
hurt each other

arga's steps look so rushed, after getting news that Ayu has realized, he even willingly died his important meeting, replaced with Agus because he wanted to meet with Ayu immediately.

"Chell... Ayu is conscious"

Arga's face looks so bright.

"Ga!!"

Michel looked at Arga with a worried look.

"why Chell? You said Ayu was conscious"

Michel nodded slowly. His eyes looked very anxious.

"why are you worried about Chell?

Don't worry me!"

Arga looked at Michel in full search

"Father is conscious and....Ayu ..have remembered everything"

Degs... Arga's heart thumped irregularly.His jaw hardened shadowing past events.

That's his meaning Ayu remembered the incident....

That's the meaning of his Ayu will.....

His heart was so unreasonable, between happy and anxious

"whatever happens, I still support you Ga. Everyone must have made mistakes in the past, regardless of the mistakes you made, I know you love Ayu so much, I know how much you love Ayu."

Michel patted Arga on the shoulder, giving her a spirited support.

Slowly Arga opened the door, entered into the room, in his face Ayu who was still pale and sleeping.

On his gentle swab of Ayu's head and on his wife's soft kissed forehead.

"whatever happens I still love you Yuk, I'll take whatever punishment you give me, for all my mistakes, but it's not gonna change the magnitude of my love for you, I love you, never get away from me again, I'm ruined without you, punish me but don't get away from me."

Arga kissed the soft back of Ayu's hand.

Clear thread came out of Ayu's eye, it turns out that Ayu is not sleeping, she heard all Arga's words.

Slowly Ayu opened her eyes that had been soaked by tears.

Pulling her hand from Arga's grasp, but Arga clasped her tighter.

"take it off."

Lirih Ayu said among his sobs.

Arga did not answer, his face was buried right in Ayu's hand, his body shook because of sobs.

The two dissolve in sobs, between sad, disappointed, sick, longing and love.

Michel, who was looking from behind the door, was sobbing, seeing two real people loving each other but hurting each other.

"sorry I'm Yuk.sorry I am...."

Arga kissed the back of Ayu's hand which was still in her grip tightly, her hands were shaking, her voice was raucous due to sobs.

Ayu silenced her own mouth, holding back tears, if she had to be honest she also loved and missed Arga but what about Mitha....

"go ye Ga!"

Ayu said stammered, her stuffing is becoming more and more.

Arga remained tightly grasping his hand, only able to shake.

"go"

Ayu said softly among the sobbing, sounding raucous.

"my law Yuk, I won't run away from your punishment, my law, but don't walk away from me."

Arga's voice is getting louder.

"i beg ..... You go Ga!"

In Ayu's mind there is no way she let Mitha grow up her own child without her father, Ayu does not know the incident that Mitha and Arga experienced after she left.

Michel who saw the sight of the brew was immediately entered, his face was already wet with tears.

Michel hugged Ayu tightly, Ayu's body trembling with tears.

Michel patted Arga on the shoulder, trying to calm down

Arga did not reply, his body still shaking violently. And without saying anything Arga went away, his steps were very shaken and staggered, his thoughts were chaotic, his face was already soaked in tears.

Agus who saw the condition of his boss immediately held so as not to fall and bring his boss home.

After being treated for three days, Ayu was declared cured and allowed to go home, his physique was healed but his face was never again smiling, only sorrow was visible from his face.

Arga can only monitor Ayu's situation remotely, Michel never stopped informing Arga about Ayu's condition, at least it makes Arga a little calm.

"Well why you've been to the office, you rest first, you'll just recover honey"

Michel was surprised to see Ayu who was already in the office that morning.

"father Chell, I'm well. "

Michel rubbed Ayu's shoulders gently, he knew for sure his best friend was very lonely at home and his mind would be more and more unbecoming if only silent.

"okay, but if you feel bad or what, you rest well"

Ayu nodded and showed her forced smile.

Busy at the office enough to make Ayu can forget about Arga's problems.

From a distance Arga monitored everything Ayu did, following wherever Ayu went.

Arga knows Ayu busy himself working late into the night to be able to switch his mind, he knows Ayu still loves her, because Arga never stopped finding out about Ayu, he knows Ayu, from her informants all this time Ayu has never been in a relationship with any man.

not infrequently he passed his important meeting and turned to Agus just to see Ayu from a distance.

Arga felt very guilty, because now Ayu never smiled again, the one on her face was only sadness, it was clearly visible.

Drt....

Ayu who is too busy with her work is not aware if her phone rings.

His mind in focus right on the lap top screen in front of him for a moment able to forget a little miss his sense of Arga.

Miss the forbidden.word in his heart.

"yeah.you haven't come home yet?"

"yet chell, it's a responsibility"

"don't be too tired, remember health buk..."

The real temptation of Michel knows why Ayu often overtime.

"yes.iya..this is a very big stage... You go home first"

"i'm going to a boutique in Legian, said Desi there were some broken clothes "

"huh...which is really Chell!..kok can?... I'm coming ..just a minute..."

Ayu immediately tidied up the file that was scattered on her desk.

"i can't Des, this is why?"

Ayu was amazed to see some clothes that were damaged, because the material that ayu chose was all premium.

"don't know buk, we also just found out earlier, the customer was not angry just asking to make the same clothes"

Ayu is really confused, some clothes can be damaged when it is right in the check when making it.

"no papa, just make a new one des"

Michel noticed Ayu's slightly irritated face.

Drt...drt....

"your phone sounds."

Ayu who is too focused until unconscious of her phone sounds many times.

"sister?..he called 10 times!"

"lift must be important"

"hallo sus's...Wha!... Naya is sick.iya sus, please call the usual doctor, I'll go home soon"

Ayu hung up her phone anxiously

"you go home, let me handle the trouble here, pity Naya."

"thank you Chell."

Ayu rushed home, because it turned out that the nurse had contacted her since noon but she was too busy and focused to not pay attention to the call on her cellphone