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Disappeared

Arga faced Mitha's parents and relatives with anxious faces, many times turning to the outside, looking at the weather conditions outside that were raining heavily, he said, accompanied by lightning that snatches the light.

His heart did not calm down to think of Ayu who ran somewhere, and what if she fainted again.

But to catch up was also impossible, because Mitha's parents had already come even with her far-off sodara.

It is impossible to escape from his responsibilities.

His face really looks anxious, even questions from Mitha father to be repeated many times because Arga failed to focus and confused to answer.

His heart was really not calm thinking about the person who so loved him out of nowhere, and how his circumstances.

Mitha just looked down sad, looking at Arga who looked anxious and did not focus at all on himself or his family.

His eyes are slightly glassy, but still look firm to cover all of his family.

That night Mitha's family talked about marriage and everything that must be done immediately, considering Mitha's stomach is getting bigger, all seven-monthly events over her pregnancy.

But Arga kept blank, he could only nod and say he was resigned, because his thoughts were elsewhere.

When asked about the letter of arrest for marriage, Arga was increasingly confused, how, while in KTP and KK he was the legal husband of Rahayu cahyaning tyas.

Finally Mitha spoke up and said that Arga was in a hurry here so did not have time to take care of the letter, and as well as they married betel first important sodara and neighbors know that Mitha pregnant there is responsible and not be a family disgrace, all seven monthly events Mitha pregnancy.

Because it is customary in the village of seven-monthly events are done before pregnancy enters seven months of age.

Arga could not think at all, his mind was fixed on the figure of his wife who was out of nowhere now. Her HP is also inactive. Mitha who knew of Arga's turmoil could only remain silent.

"after my son is born, you can go back on him"

Mitha said softly opened the conversation when all had fallen asleep live the two of them because it was very late.

Arga just turned his head, his face flat.

"i just need a confession, so my parents don't get embarrassed"

"sorry to me"

Arga said very softly.

"what's wrong.I'm a fool, too hopeful on you that clearly your heart still belongs to her"

"i'm really sorry... I thought, I could replace it with you at the time, because I feel so comfortable with you"

Mitha let out a long sigh, realizing that her self had been a substitute role that if she failed to move on would stay.

And his fatal mistake he gave his whole heart to the man.

"may I ask a question ?"

Mitha asked with glassy eyes

"if you are not in a match with Ayu for the second time, if Ayu is not present again in your life, can you love me?"

Arga looked at Mitha inside while sighing deeply

"no need to answer...

It turns out I'm the one who's in the place"

Mitha rubbed a clear grain at the corner of her eye.

"i'm sorry I ruined your life, your friendship and your future."

Arga clasped Mitha's hand.

"that's it. There's no use for it now"

"i will answer all my mistakes, to you also to Ayu."

"no need.I just need your confession, because it's impossible to live with someone you don't love"

Her tears are really spilled.

"i will keep all responsible, do not think too hard, pity the child in your room, sleep"

Without answering Mitha immediately passed from the presence of Arga, tomorrow she will get married, in general the woman who will marry must be very happy because she will be with her loved ones, she said, but not with her.

Many times Arga let out a long sigh, pacing back and forth in a very spacious living room, in the lyrics his watch in his hand pointed at 2 am, he said, but he was still not sleepy and not calm.

After making sure Mitha and her family are asleep, Arga goes out of the house, intending to find his wife who is somewhere and how her circumstances are.

Arga drove his car a little slowly, looking for a female figure who never met him.

Ask the traders who are still open if they see Ayu.

To the station, to the terminal, to the ojek base, but no one knows.

Want to contact the house people is also impossible, they will be worried and confused if they know the truth, and certainly will also question about Ayu who died her.

His mind and heart were completely muddled, his face looked extremely shabby.

The time was 4am when Arga returned to Mitha's house.

His face was truly desperate.

His thoughts are chaotic, it feels like returning to Jogja to make sure Ayu is okay .

But there's no way he'd just die on his promise.

He couldn't have let Mitha bear all of her own. He is not a cowardly man who dares to act irresponsibly.

In his cell phone, in search of some names that might be in contact with him

"hello Edo.where are you?"

With doubt Arga contacted the driver and Ayu family trust

"is Ayu home please check into my apartment"

"isn't the lady with you?"

"me...please take a look?"

"i just got out of the apartment to pick up Miss Ayu's file, she's not there, what's going on"

Answer from across the phone

"at dad's?"

"what's really going on? What happened to miss, don't tell me you made her sad?"

"please do, make sure Ayu's presence at dad's house or not?"

"now that I'm at Rahardjo's, there's no non Ayu here."

Arga is increasingly anxious to hear Ayu is not in the two houses.

"don't tell me non Ayu is missing!"

"don't you know, if Ayu comes home please tell me, another one... Please don't tell me about this first"

Arga hung up the phone without waiting for an answer from across.

His mind glared somewhere, between anxious, afraid, confused, restless, unsettled.

Her body was laid on the chair when the sound of the dawn call reverberated loudly.