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love each other but...

"how's my son doing, Doc?"

"the daughter of her fever is quite high, I prescribe medication for fever reducer, if in three days her fever does not go down, as well as her mother take to the hospital for follow-up examination."

Ayu feels guilty, because her self that busy themselves at work in order to forget Arga actually made her little daughter fall ill.

On her swab soft blonde daughter.

"sorry dear mama, mama is too busy to forget about you"

The pale-looking little face did not react, its eyes closed.

"papa.papa Arga..."

Suddenly the tiny lips called out to Arga.

"sad this is mama son, Naya woke up baby"

The little boy's eyes were still closed but his mouth kept calling out to Arga.

"papa.... Papa Arga's... Papa's...."

Ayu rubbed a clear circle at the corner of her eye, confused as to where.

He can't ruin the happiness of another child, but his own son is in need of Arga.

"honey, open your eyes, son, it's mama"

Ayu voice raucous, could not bear to see the condition of his daughter.

"pa Arga..".

Naya's voice grew louder, making Ayu even more unable to hold back her crying.

Ayu immediately sent a message to Arga while wiping away the tears.

Not long after the bell rang.

"how's Naya doing."

Arga was at the door.

Ayu did not answer just let Arga in.

"pa Arga...."

There was a faint soft voice with both eyes still closed

"honey..this is papa, Naya, do you love?"

Arga clasped the little boy's hand and kissed his face full of affection, his face was very hot.

"pa Arga..."

"this is papa son....Naya, open your eyes, son, papa's here.."

Ayu who saw it could not help but cry, immediately out of the room, her heart was trenchant, seeing the closeness of her two.

Arga's arrival can be felt by the little girl, she is no longer delirious, and her body temperature is slightly decreased.

Arga faithfully waited for the boy, and changed his compress.

"father!"

Slowly Naya opened her beautiful eyes, there was a smile on her pale lips when she saw the figure of Arga near her.

In the span of his two hands expect a warm embrace of a father.

"sad you're sober"

Arga hugged the little girl.

"father, Naya kangen"

"papa is kangen."

Arga gently caressed her pale little face, she was indeed not her biological daughter, but they felt very close, her second inner bond was very tight.

"papa don't go away again"

"no, baby, papa's not going anywhere, papa's here with Naya"

Ayu who heard the small conversation felt sad.

"sad, you're sober"

"mama, tell papa not to go again, Naya misses papa"

For a moment they looked at each other, not knowing what to answer.

"papa promise not where the shang, papa will take care of Naya."

"promise"

Naya stalling her one ring finger .

"promise"

Arga is holding her ring finger with Naya's little finger.

"papa lives here with Naya"

Arga and Ayu stared at each other meaninglessly.

"why not?"

that pale face looked disappointed.

Ayu let out a long sigh, not knowing how to respond to her daughter's request

"now Naya's busty, papa's here."

The little girl nodded slowly.

"thank you for Naya's attention"

Ayu said slowly. Walking out of the room after making sure Naya was asleep, Arga followed Ayu slowly.

"it's my job."

Ayu sighed deeply, had to leave Arga here temporarily or tell her to go home, but it was already 2 in the morning.

Arga sneered his temple slowly, his face was tired, sometimes still heard delirium Naya called Arga.

"i made you eat"

Ayu took the initiative to make food, seeing the face of Arga who was tired because Arga had come since the magrib earlier, definitely had not eaten dinner.

The view of Arga can not be separated from Ayu who is busy in the kitchen. His sense of wanting to approach and embrace the small body of his wife who so missed him.

Ayu who noticed Arga observing her suddenly became nervous.

"uhh..."

Because the knife did not focus on his finger until it bled.

"why Yuk."

Arga immediately approached to hear Ayu who was screaming small hit by a knife.

In his sambar jemari Ayu and in his suction of blood that comes out until his blood is clogged.

Ayu just fell silent looking at Arga who cared so much about her.

The two of them are silent, looking at each other, clearly from the second eye there is a sense of love that emanates, but blocked by old problems.

"thank you"

Ayu said slowly pulling her hand, but Arga was too strong to hold her hand. Ayu lowered her head to hold back the sense of being either sick or happy in her heart.

Slowly Arga rubbed gently Ayu's head, further making the pain in Ayu's heart.

"Argha..."

Ayu's voice rattled out, holding the rumble in her chest.

"i'm ready, man,.... To...we ..divorced..."

With stammered Ayu said the word divorce, tears had already fallen on her clean cheeks.

"i'll never break up with you"

"don't be selfish Ga"

Ayu started sobbing.

Arva pulls Ayu's small body into her arms, tightly.

"whatever happens, I'll never break up with you"

Arga further tightened his embrace.

"you can't be like this Ga"

"my law.whatever it is.I accept it.but I will never scatter you"

Ayu's tears grew louder and louder to hear Arga's words.

Arga's tight embrace was warm and comfortable for Ayu, but Ayu realized, it was wrong, she could not be selfish, happy on top of other women's wounds.

"Argha"

Ayu's voice was getting louder.

Without her guessing Arga grabbed her lips and kissed her gently, her hands wiping away the tears that soaked her clean cheeks.

"i love you Ayu."

Back snatching Ayu's sexy lips, kissing her soft, fondling, sucking and***** her.

Holding Ayu's nape further deepened her kiss, while Ayu was lulled by Arga's warm and tender kiss.

"i beg you.we can't be like this"

Bisik Ayu with puffy eyes

"why.... Don't you love me"

Arga looked at Ayu expectantly.

Ayu turned her face away, because honestly she was also in love with Arga, but it was wrong.

Ayu pushed Arga's body slightly backwards.

"i'm ready for food first."

Ayu tries to distract from Arga's question.

Arga let out a long sigh, knowing Ayu's true feelings but she herself could not force Ayu.

That night Ayu let Arga stay at her house because Naya is still looking for her papa.

Even though his feelings are not good.