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Deteriorates

The car that Arga and Ayu ride on is not so fast but sure.

Ayu just kept quiet, trying to calm his own mind, keeping that Arga would be pointed out not like his expectations.

The two of them just keep quiet, Ayu with her thoughts, busy thinking about the heart and various worst possibilities while Arga half focus on the road, half his mind is also confused.

I don't know if it looks like out of town, Arga did not say where to go, but from his direction like heading out of town, many times Ayu let out a long sigh trying to act as calm as possible.

For a moment Arga stopped at the city border pom while the contents of BBM Arga came out and was busy calling, whether who on the phone saw his facial features stiffened and his face flat, tended to be sad

"you're hungry, we'll eat first"

"i'm not hungry"

Ayu replied in a soft tone, the time showed at 10 pm, although Ayu had not eaten from noon, but she refused to fill her stomach, because the contents of her head were already filled with thousands of question marks, it also does not taste good, either.

"you haven't had dinner yet, you'll be sick"

Arga looked at Ayu inside

"do you care about Ga?"

"not only care, you're the one who fills my heart Yuk, I don't want you to be sick"

"gapapa.we'd better be right away...."

Ayu's gaze was empty, her mind was out of nowhere, filled with uncertainty waiting for what would happen later.

Arga returned to drive his car on a night that was almost deserted.

Many times he saw his wife sitting next to him.

"whatever happens, I want you to know Yuk, my heart is still yours"

Ayu just turned her head to look at Arga who was focused on the road.

Ayu is confused as to what to answer while Arga's attitude alone is full of secrets, making Ayu confused.

"i.i.i..."

Ayu did not continue her words just leaning her head that felt really tired and felt dizzy, because it was in trouble and Ayu had to do surgery immediately.

It felt like her head was throbbing hard and hurt but it was all overpowered with Ayu's curiosity about what secret Arga had hidden in her, until she acted that way, like that, always say love and Ayu is the one woman in his heart but in reality he rejects Ayu's desire to go abroad.

It feels like the journey feels so far away that even Ayu's mind can not focus at all like she once knew this area but because her chaotic thoughts arrived so black.

"is it still long"

"in about 1 hour, are you tired? We can rest if you're tired"

"do not be better soon"

"you're pale Yuk, we better stop eating first, I don't want you to get sick"

"i'm already sick"

Ayu said softly making Arga sigh longly

"we eat first"

Arga pulled over his car in a rest area that was not so crowded.

Ayu ordered hot coffee because honestly his head hurt and his eyes were very tired, but his mind could not be invited to compromise to rest for a moment.

"are you cold?"

Arga gave his jacket to Ayu, either because of the cold night air or because of Ayu's weakened endurance.

"i'm fine"

Ayu tried to cover up her pain even though her face was completely pale.

"we're just looking for lodging, your face is pale, I don't want you to be sick"

Without waiting for an answer from his wife Arga immediately passed looking for the nearest inn.

"i'm not tired, as good as not wasting time"

"i'm not going to go with your condition like this"

Ayu looked at Arga gamang, actually his body and head felt very sick but he did not want Arga to know his true condition.

"i told you I'm okay"

Ayu looked at Arga sharp and empty, felt her gaze faded and faded until finally dark.

Arga swiftly caught the body of his staggered wife unconscious.

Last night Arga did not sleep he kept his wife unconscious, his face looked very worried and sad, he said, in her ciumi the back of Ayu's hand many times and in her swab Ayu's head gently.

Time has pointed at 6 am, but Ayu is not aware as well.

"Wake up, baby, don't worry me"

arga's eyes look soft because of exhaustion, on his head rest on the bed with his body sitting on the floor, while his hands one holding his wife's hand and another one is on Ayu's head, wiping the swab expectantly his wife soon realized.

"we're going to Yuk's hospital, if you're not conscious in 1 hour"

Arga said to himself, between tired and worried.

Not until 1 hour Arga has fallen asleep with a sitting position, not his not worried, but indeed his body condition has really been exhausted.

When the sunlight that peeked from between the windows hit the two eyelids Ayu, Ayu slightly blinked, in his sense his body was very weak as powerless

"my God, Arga's sleeping on the floor"

Ayu said when she woke up to find her husband who was asleep on the floor with his hand holding his hand.

tock..tok....

"who?"

The sound of the door being knocked from outside.

"room service"

"oh, yeah, a minute"

Ayu opened the door, outside was waiting for a young man with two breakfast trays.

please come in to clean the room.

"mas can help me lift my husband to the bed"

Ayu asked OB for help when she saw his OB face was a little surprised to see Arga sleeping on the floor

"oh, yeah buk, I help"

they managed to move Arga's body onto the bed without making her wake up.

Before leaving Ayu gave a little tip on the OB

"can I ask you again?"

"can be ma'am"

"i am not a person here so do not memorize the area here, I ask you to buy this drug to the pharmacy I wait well"

The man nodded before leaving after receiving a note from Ayu.

"hello doc, ...."

Ayu called the doctor who used to check, Ayu told her how she felt yesterday, her head like it was going to break until fainting.

Ayu only nodded while listening to the speaker across the phone

"preferably do not delay again ma'am, let the possibility of success more"

"yes doc, I'm taking care of all the trouble here before I leave,"

"must his mother rest total good physical and mind, because it is very influential, if the mind is too forced will further worsen the condition of Ayu's mother"

"i understand doc"

"my advice is to leave soon, and do not stress, do not be too tired, because it will be fatal"

"well, thank you doc"

The conversation was interrupted after Ayu closed her phone, and her head again throbbed loudly.

It was like carrying a very heavy load, like it was about to break.

Ayu sat on the terrace of the hotel room while holding her head...

Oh, my God, strengthen me until the time I can do the surgery.