LOVE BLOWS FROM REUNION
Episode 27: THE WEIGHT OF LEAVING JOGJA

    That feeling is too heavy to reveal. Too hard to say. Too complicated to tell. Rini who had to leave Yudi, to return to Jakarta, go home to see family, take care of her husband and household, really felt anxious. There was a sense of burdening within him. There was a bond that held his heart from leaving. Of course all that because in the house Yudi there is a beautiful woman in white, straight hair shoulder to shoulder, narrow eyes. Who else if not Yuna, a spatial artist, exterior design expert from Japan. Single woman, not married. And today, even the days that followed, Yuna the beautiful woman stayed in Yudi's house, with Yudi, both every day. Which woman loves a man, willing to let go of his lover with another woman. So did Rini. He was not willing if Yudi would always be side by side with Yuna. Even once terbesit in the mind of Rini, wanted to divorce Hamdan her husband, in order to be able to marry Yudi. But Rini is not crazy, she does not want the household that has been built for thirty years is destroyed because there is a third person.

    "Rini, let's go. It's noon, it's too late" said Yudi reminded Rini who was going to the airport.

    "Grn ...." Rini took a long breath.

    "Why?" ask Yudi.

    "I don't want to go home" replied Rini.

    "Lhhh .... What the hell are you, Rin? He said he had to go home soon, now he didn't want to go home .... Which one is right?" ask Yudi who is confused.

    "I keep him here, wait for you, Yud." replied Rini.

    "Huh?! Rini, you have a husband, you have a family .... Not good like that, Rin .... What people say." explained Yudi.

    "That means Yudi forbade me to stay here?!" hatch Rini.

    "It's not so, Rin .... Who forbids it? I like it, Rin .... But you have to remember, Rin, you have a family. Don't betray his love Mas Hamdan, Rin ...." Yudi was further confused by Rini's attitude.

    "For the Japanese woman!" Rini alleged.

    "Geez, Rini .... You're like that, anyway? Tega huh?" said Yudi.

    Yudi finally resigned. Just be quiet, like his attitude since a long time ago was quiet. He did not want to argue with Rini. As in the days of High School, every time asked by Rini, Yudi always obeyed, neither protesting nor denying. You quiet kid, don't like a fuss. But this time, Rini has gone too far. If Rini is not married, another problem. But today, right now, Rini has a family, Rini is married. Yudi is impossible and does not want to take people's wives. Yudi did not want to destroy the families of others. For thirty years he had harbored an unfulfilled love, but Yudi did not want to let his lust take possession of feelings. Although Rini was so close, like a flower that was easy to pick, but for Yudi, he did not want to take what was not his right. He does not want to exploit the weakness of women. Yudi had no intention of seizing Rini who had once stayed in his heart. Rini belongs to someone else, not to her, even though Yudi still loves her. Such is the good of a man named Yudi. A man who can grow love philia without indulging in love eros. That is why, so many friends even though quiet.

    "Why did we have a reunion yesterday? Why am I also joining the reunion? Because of my reunion I got into trouble. Ach.., reunion ..., reunion. I hate reunions." so it raged on Yudi's mind.

    Yudi leaves Rini alone in her room. Yudi exasperated, emotional. If you take care of Rini constantly who is always angry, always sulking, always jealous, of course interfere with the work to be done by Yudi.

    "Let's go, Rini gets angry first. After all, if you realize it will also be good by yourself." so muttered Yudi while leaving Rini.

    "Judi!" Rini calls Yudi, after knowing Yudi left her.

    "Otherwise?" ask Yudi who has not paid much attention to Rini.

    Rini stood up from the bed, then lifted her suitcase. Then allow the clothes worn to be neat. Take a comb, then comb her hair in front of the mirror.

    "At home" said Rini, who was already smiling at Yudi.

    "Say she didn't want to go home .." ledek Yudi.

    "Oh .... Sebel. Make me angry again!" sahut Rini's.

    "Yes, come .... What time is the plane?" ask Yudi who is ready to deliver.

    "Hour ten. Check in before nine, yes. Still can?" said Rini.

    "Hopefully the road will not be jammed. Cepetan. It's monday, many. That's why immediately. I also want to stop by the office for a while, absent and permission first." replied Yudi.

    "Huh, to the office? What office? A QUA?" Rini was able to sneak up, of course she smiled widely.

    "Am I really unemployed? Although I look like a bum, gini-gini officer, Rin" said Yudi while dragging Rini's suitcase.

    "Good morning, Yuna ..." Yudi greeted Yuna who was already facing the laptop in the back gasebo.

    "Hi, good morning. Where are you going?" reply Yuna who saw Yudi with Rini.

    "Rini will come home? Ooh .... I will miss you." said Yuna who immediately stood up and hugged Rini. Adieu.

    "See you soon, Yuna" Rini told Yuna.

    Rini and Yudi get in the car. Run the car slowly, out across the village road, towards Jalan Parang Tritis Bantul. After a short stop at Yudi's office, the car made its way back to YIA Airport.

    Yes, Monday morning habits, the streets are jammed everywhere. Motor and car fill the highway. All citizens are active. Starting from parents who take their children to school, students who drive their own vehicles, factory workers to offices, etc, still added ontel bikes that the vegetable traders who passed in and out of the market. Crowded. But certainly not as crowded as Jakarta which is always jammed completely.

    I drove slowly and carefully. Crossing the southern lane, the enemy is heavy-duty trucks. Must be alert and patient. Don't rush, overtake there overtake here, srobot right srobot left, it's dangerous, could cause an accident. People need to be patient.

    As always, Rini is the queen, who must be spoiled on her king. As soon as the car walked, he just looked at Yudi who was driving. Not wanting to let go of his gaze. Of course, the woman admired her favorite man. Moreover, watching Yudi who can communicate by enjoying to foreigners, can make interesting designs, artistic works of art, all make Rini amazed. That guy is so smart.

    But on the other hand, Rini can only resign, when she realizes that she cannot have Yudi completely. Yudi is his friend. Yudi is a quiet boy who once shook his heart during High School. Yudi is a smart kid who always helps PR and its tasks. Not expecting if Yudi is now a great man, a man of strong character, a loving man with no strings attached, a man full of sensational. Rini feels guilty, feels wrong, feels disappointed when she has to choose a rich husband.

    "Ah, no. I still love my husband. I can't let down Mas Hamdan. I can't destroy my family. True what Yudi said, I must go home, must not be drawn into a vortex of love that is impossible to reach. I'm Hamdan's, not Yudi's." so rampaged the thought that resuscitated Rini.

    "Kok daydreaming?" ask Yudi who is driving.

    "Eh, no. ..." said Rini who was ashamed to be rebuked by Yudi.

    "Look, really" said Yudi.

    "I'm sorry, Jud" said Rini.

    "Why indeed?" ask Yudi.

    "I'm forcing you too much." replied Rini.

    "Well, that's okay ..." said Yudi.

    "Jew, can I be honest? It feels too heavy to leave. It feels too hard to leave you. But what Yudi said, I have a family, I have a husband .., that's right, Jud. But I'm so scared of losing you. I'm afraid if ...." Rini stopped, not continuing her words. Then shed tears.

    "Rini .., how many times should I say, love it should not have. Enough affection, it's more beautiful. No jealousy, no lies. That'sthat's all. Then we will love and love each other. Comfortable, peaceful and peaceful. Love is beautiful, Rin. Not to quarrel, not to deceive each other, not to win each other, not to knock each other down, and not to rule over each other. Throw away ego. Build love with the foundation of compassion, then the wall of trust will be strong, and of course the roof of happiness will last." Yudi lecture on Rini.

    "Thank you, Yud .... I admit, I was really eager to have you, without realizing that it would hurt you" said Rini who was still shedding tears, then buried her wet cheek on Yudi's shoulder.

    Yudi's car has entered the airport parking building. Yudi got out of the car, opened the trunk and picked up Rini's suitcase. Rini also went down. Then they both walked towards the gate. There is something strange this time, that Rini no longer kissed Yudi. Maybe he realized, if Yudi is not his.

    "It's over, Rin. I can only drive you here. Please enter to check in" Yudi said at the departure gate.

    "Yes, Jud .... Thank you for loving me. Even though it was really hard for me to leave Jogja" Rini told Yudi.

    "Rin ...."

    Yudi held onto both of Rini's shoulders, then kissed Rini's forehead. Soft and friendly.

    Rini closed her eyes. Once again, he felt the affection of a truly sincere Yudi.

    "Good way, Rini. Be careful, yes." said Yudi while taking off his hand.

    "Yes, Jud. I miss you always." said Rini who immediately pushed her suitcase towards the checkpoint, then stepped into the check-in place.

    Rini waved, which was greeted by a wave of Yudi's hand.