
After the death of his two eccentric female friends, Yudi became bothered. The reason is, the two eccentric women are very dirty. In the room full of cigarette butts splattered everywhere. The pillow and the mattress smell all the cigarettes. Until the bathroom is not careless. It's really dirty and disgusting. Wow, what an outrageous thing these women are. Very different from Yudi. If only men always maintain neatness and cleanliness, but the two eccentric women really do not know the word neat and clean. The name art is synonymous with beauty. Where there are beautiful slovenly people.
Coincidentally the room used to sleep by the two nyrntrik women was the room used by Yuna. Of course, Yudi felt disappointed and worried, if Yuna would come back to Jogja, would definitely stay in that room again. Whereas when Yuna occupied for one month, the room was very neat and smelled fragrant. Although in art, Yuna is more established and has a large income. But Yuna was very neat and clean. Do not wear clothes that assort like two women Yudi friends at college. Frankly Yuna never made up. Never wear lipstick or dress up with accessories. Yuna is very simple. No fuck. But it just looks more beautiful.
Watching the messy room, Yudi immediately dragged sheets and pillow wrapping cloths, for laundry. Yudi also dried the mattress and pillow, and sprayed with fragrance. Of course, so that the bed becomes clean and fragrant. Likewise the room, Yudi cleaned up completely. Then also spray fragrance in the room. Yudi did not want the room to be dirty or smell bad. At least if Yuna comes back later, then the room is ready to be occupied by the person who will realize her dream.
Setting up and tidying up the room, Yudi again remembered Yuna. Twice Yudi laid her body on the bed. The first when Yuna fell asleep because of her work performance. Yudi held up from the pendopo to the mattress. Then justify the body of the beautiful girl and cover with a blanket. The second, when Yuna is harvesting, ask to be carried from the front pendopo to enter the room and lay it on the bed. Then the beautiful woman who was just wearing a knit sweater pulled Yudi's head and kissed him. Yudi who at that time witnessed the sincerity of Yuna's body, of course his feelings drifted everywhere. But Yudi was firm, to keep the woman's chastity.
Yudi becomes a kangen with a forty-year-old girl who is still beautiful like the twenty-year-old girl. Yudi becomes Miss. He misses his cue, misses his hard work, misses his good work. And of course Yudi longs for the love that Yuna once offered.
Yudi remembered the last night with Yuna. Yuna who sings Kokoro no tomo, Yudi who plays guitar, they sing with feeling. It was as if Yuna did not want to part, wanting to live together with Yudi. Yudi asked Yuna for love. Apparently two single adult humans are open heart and each other wants to fill.
Yudi recalled that when the two surrounded Borobudur, Yuna asked the relief of love for herself that was in Yudi's heart. At that time Yudi did not answer frankly, only affirming the love given by King Jataka and Queen Kinari, namely the sincerity of love based on compassion, not mere lust. Of course Yuna can receive love based on that affection from Yudi, even though Yudi has not given it completely. Understandably at that time Yudi still imagined the face of Rini.
Yudi remembered very well when he asked Yuna's willingness to give space in her heart as a place to carve reliefs of love, Yuna did not answer directly, but Yuna said, saying, while in Japan he did not want to get married, but in Jogja the sense changed, he intended to build a household, but of course with Yudi. On the last night before Yuna returns to Japan, Yuna gives up her entire life for Yudi. Yuna wanted Yudi to make herself happy. And that last night, Yuna slept with Yudi, Although Yudi only accompanied the girl who wanted to be pampered that night. Later that night, Yuna fell asleep in Yudi's arms, and Yudi fell asleep hugging Yuna.
But after that, it had been three more weeks, Yuna had not sent any news at all. Of course, if you remember those sweet memories, Yudi became kangen. Yudi is Missing.
"Yuna, how are you doing in Japan? Do you still remember me? You know, I miss you so much here, Yuna ...." Yudi muttered to himself, hugging the bolster that Yuna used to wear.
I want Yudi to call Yuna. But many times he took HP, not also dare to call. Fear of interfering with Yuna's work. It's possible that Yudi could send a message through WA. But also fear of disturbing. Yudi has great respect for the serious and undisturbed workings of Japanese people.
"Kriei .... Kriiiing ..." Suddenly Yudi's phone rang.
Yudi hurriedly picked up HP and observed the incoming phone.
"Acf .... Apparently Rini. What else is this old woman?" muttered Yudi when he saw the name calling out.
Of course Yudi was disappointed, when Yuna expected, who called instead Rini. However, he does not want to hurt Rini, especially Rini is still in a state of pain. Then he picked up his phone.
"Hello, Rini .... How's it going? Already healthy?" yudi said as he picked up the phone.
"Yes, Judy .... Thank you for motivating me. Thank God I've been good, and this is home. Thank you for keeping me on foot all day .... Hehe ..." replied Rini from Jakarta.
"Thank God ..." replied Yudi.
"Yudi ..., you're okay, right?" ask Rini.
"Yes, Rini .., I'm fine. What's wrong?" ask Yudi back.
"Aah .., just ask. You see, Yud .. last night I had a dream, Yudi nawatan .... Hehe .... It's good that my heart is watching you in the press." said Rini, who was actually just pretending to start the story.
"Huh ...?! You're all there, Rin .... Same with you, huh?" sahut Yudi who is less happy.
"Ih, no, that's .... I already have a husband." Rini replied.
"Well, who's the same? Marriage alone? It should be the same you, Rin ..." Yudi replied next.
"There, deh .... Anyway I'm happy." said Rini again.
"Not funny ..." Return Yudi accordingly.
"Eh, Yud ..., if Yuna's doing, how?" ask Rini again, who wants to lure Yudi.
"Not going back to Jogja again?" ask Rini.
"Not yet, Rini .... If his proposal is approved, he will go to Jogja again to work on his project. But if the proposal is not approved it does not return to Jogja." replied Yudi.
"Oi .... That huh? I pray that his proposal is approved, so that Yuna can come again to Jogja." said Rini, when in fact he hopes Yuna will not return to Jogja. Yudi did not live with Yuna.
"Thank you, Rini." said Yudi.
"Eh, Yudi .., last night I had a dream, you married Yuna, you know .." said Rini, again provoking Yudi's feelings. But it was just pretending.
"Aah .., Rini mostly sleeps times. Even if I get married, I want to be with Rini ..., you know!" sahut Yudi forced Rini to think again.
"No, yes .... Don't do that, Yud .... Worry to hear Mas Hamdan. But I'm happy, kok .... I am happy to see Yudi married Yuna ..." said Rini.
"It was just a dream .... Not really. Try it for real, Yudi ..., I'm jealous to see you .... I see, right." said Yudi who mocked Rini..
"No, Yudi. Is correct. Yudi .., frankly I feel sorry for you, I feel guilty. If Yudi wanted to, I would have Yudi marry Yuna. Bener, Yud." said Rini to Yudi to convince.
"What's not the other way around? Rini was jealous that I was close to Yuna .... Hehe ..." said Yudi.
"Yes, Yudi .... You really like frickin', anyway ..." said Rini who immediately sewot. But that is true. Let alone getting married, just approached already jealous.
"But it's true, right ...?" ask Yudi.
"Yes, the hell .... Hehe .... But, Jud, this I really am, out of the depths of my heart, if Yudi wants to marry Yuna, I will finance all your marriage needs. That's nadarku. My promise. Sure, Yudi." said Rini affirming his words.
"Rini ..., what are you ...?" Yudi was confused. Rini's words are a trap or really.
"Yudi .., believe in this desire of your heart, Jud. I meandly mean. I want to make amends to you" Rini said again.
"Rini, you know, I'm old .... It is not worth getting married. Especially with Yuna the girl from Japan, who is not necessarily willing, Rini .... Please, Rini, don't fuck around. I'm ashamed, Rin." please Yudi.
"Tomorrow if Yuna goes back to Jogja, let me be with Mas Hamdan who proposed. Don't worry, Yudi. Leave everything to us, Yuna will take it directly to the penghulu." said Rini again.
"Oh, Rini ...." Yudi was confused.
"Relax, Yudi .., you don't have to worry. All who bear us." said Rini reassuringly.
"It's up to you, Rin .... I can't think anymore." Said Yudi pasrah.
"Well, I see, Yudi .... I honestly want you to live happily. It's not just my family you're happy with. But we also want to help you to be happy." explained Rini.
"Rini ..., if I miss you later, is it still allowed?" ask the merciful Yudi.
"Yudi .., do you say yourself that love does not have to have, love does not have to be one. I will miss you too, Yudi ..." said Rini expectantly to Yudi. And that longing came back from Rini's heart. Longing to be stroked, longing to wait when sick, and longing to be massaged so that his body becomes good.
For Yudi, of course, Rini's words are very strange. Just this time Yudi saw the strange words of Rini, the woman who put her heart. Unlike the old days who always wanted to master Yudi, who was always jealous of every woman who approached Yudi. But this time, Rini will actually wave Yuna to be able to marry Yudi. How strange?! If that is true, of course Yudi will be happy to be disguised Yuna. But if this is just Rini's hallucination, it will be more messy Yudi's life.
Yudi. Like before, when dealing with Rini, Yudi always relented, did not want to argue, let alone fight. The lover who always forced. The heart that torments. Let time be a witness.