LOVE BLOWS FROM REUNION
Episode 79: EMOTIONS, LOSS OF SELF

    It's been two days since Yuna left. Without telling Yudi, without saying goodbye. Yuna's guard was also silent. But the problem is because Yuna witnessed Yudi's own room filled with Rini's paintings. Yuna doesn't like that. Although Yudi regretted, apologized, Yuna did not care anymore. And finally, Yuna left.

    After Yuna left her home, since Yuna returned to Japan, Yudi's feelings have become very sensitive. It feels like nothing to be angry. There was a little problem directly snapping. Some are a little confused immediately angry. Of course this happened because his disappointment had left Yuna. His regret was meaningless, because Yudi felt he had made a big mistake against Yuna.But the emotion, the more it became.And of course, his anger was also often vent to anyone. Especially the wrong workers.

    Apes to Rini. That afternoon he called Yudi. Of course the goal is good. But what happened was just the opposite.

    "Hello Yudi ..., how are you?" ask Rini when she calls Yudi.

    "Sorry, Rini ..., don't bother me anymore ..." Yudi replied to Rini's phone.

    Of course, Yudi's head immediately senut-senut, his emotions rose, considering the problems that were being faced between him and Yuna, it was all because of Rini. The problem though is the painting. Yes, Rini's painting is the cause of Yuna's departure. So, as soon as Rini called, Yudi's emotions immediately peaked. But considering his love for Rini, Yudi tried to reduce the anger that would be vented to Rini.

    "Sorry, Yudi .., I don't mean to bother Yudi, but this is something I want to tell you." said Rini.

    "Rini .., I'm sorry, right now I don't want to hear Rini's voice first" Yudi replied. Of course because the one who called was Rini.

    "Sorry, Yudi ..., what's wrong with you ...? Maybe I can help?" ask Rini.

    Yudi did not want to make a fuss with Rini. Although whatever happens, despite all this because of Rini, but Yudi wants to give up, for the love that was once embedded in his heart.

    "Rini .... Again I apologize, my condition is dropping .... Rini phone at a less than appropriate time. Maybe next time I'll call Rini for help, but not now. So, Rini please be advised, my phone turns off first. Thank you Rini for being nice to me." said so, Yudi immediately turned off his HP.

    "Hopefully Rini understands my feelings." murmured Yudi alone.

    Yes, of course Rini was confused. What happened to Yudi? Why did his attitude change by one hundred and eighty degrees? Just this time Rini heard Yudi's unfriendly words to her. Though usually, when called, the answers are always friendly to heat up, the words spoken are always sweet. Full of pleasant hopes, full of soothing dreams. But this time, a new phone was picked up, a new greeting was spoken, Yudi had immediately refused to be contacted. Of course with less pleasant sentences. Disappoint.

    But Rini did not have to retaliate with anger. No need to follow emotions. He remembered a few weeks ago, when early in the morning Rini called Yudi and then got angry. Yudi did not get angry, he remained meek, even though he turned off his phone. And that, it turns out that the wrong one is Rini. Yudi just became an uncontrollable emotional and jealous effect. Now changing Yudi who does not want to respond to Rini's phone, there must be a problem. Yudi must be having some serious problems. Or even, Yudi was depressed.

    Well, let Yudi wake himself up first. Let Yudi's emotions subside first. After all, if Yudi had gone down, no more emotions, he would have called and apologized to him. Rini understands that. Ever since High School became his close friend, Yudi was a very good person.

    On the contrary, Yudi, who is at the top of Taman Awang-awang hill, is watching the development. Of course, if there is a handyman whose work is not in accordance with what he expects, Yudi easily scolded the handyman. Of course some craftsmen were irritated and annoyed by the way Yudi rebuked and blamed himself. Finally, there was a dispute between Yudi and the artisans.

    "Sir, this is how to smoothen the cement not like that .... It's less subtle!" yudi's reprimand to the handyman.

    Luckily the handyman was silent. Not to condemn Yudi.

    "Mr ...! Which area here should not be landfilled too high, wasting material." Yudi rebuked five workers who were doing land clearing.

    "Lhoh, this should be level with that benchmark, Mas ..." said one of the workers.

    "Who said who?!" sahut Yudi's.

    "Mbak Yuna ..." replied one of the workers again.

    "You're working for Yuna what's for me?!" yudi's voice grew louder questioning the worker.

    "Lho, but yesterday Ma'am Yuna asked for his downing should flatten the bamboo peg, Mas ..." replied the worker.

    "Now you must obey me! Stop hilling! material wasting!" Yudi yelled at the workers to stop.

    The five workers no one dared to argue anymore. They stopped, obeying Yudi's orders. But they were also upset, because a few days ago Yuna had arranged and felt good, now she was told to stop. Then there will be uneven places, and of course it is not good later. But they are only workers, who have no right to protest. He must obey and obey the one who commands him.

    Yudi left the poor workers who had stopped. Then Yudi came to two workers who were hugging the plan of a stepped road, or pedestrian stairs, from the parking lot to the top of the hill. Yudi also felt less pleased with the plan. He rebuked the two people who were still hugging him.

    "Sir, Mas .... What's that Sampeyan doing?" ask Yudi.

    "No need to make stairs .... Later the tourists let walk through one road only. To save costs." said Yudi.

    "But in the drawing of the plan there is, Mas." said one of the workers.

    "I ask the plan to make this staircase is canceled." Yudi ordered.

    "But, Mas ..., later if scolded by Mbak Yuna how? Because it was yesterday Ms. Yuna told me to." asked the worker again.

    "The budget doesn't exist. The money is over! You will not get paid!" sahut Yudi.

    "Yes, Mas ..." The worker resigned.

    Likewise with some other workers who were reprimanded Yudi and told to stop working. The reason is the same, which is for budget savings. Money is running low. The project will not be completed.

    Yudi's sudden stance of stopping some work, as well as being angry at the people on the project, caused the construction workers to become unsettled, confused, and disoriented, and it is certainly uncomfortable at work. The target of the moaning place is Bagas. The reason, Bagas is the belief of Mbak Yuna. In addition, Bagas was very close and kind to Mas Yudi. So these workers requested that Bagas could submit his complaint to Mbak Yuna.

    "Mas Bagas, frankly all of us, these workers are uncomfortable if they are always scolded by Mas Yudi. Though we are working on jobs according to the orders of Mbak Yuna, according to the picture given by Mbak Yuna. But all were told to stop by Mas Yudi. Please Mas Bagas can ask this to Ma'am Yuna, which is correct ..." so complained one of the workers who met Bagas.

    "Wadm .... Lha I have to see Mbak Yuna where? Ma'am Yuna was returning to Japan ..." replied Bagas.

    "Yes .., Bagas said to Mas Yudi, tell Mbak Yuna to contact." said the deputy worker.

    "Lha if that's what I'll tell Mas Yudi. I'll tell you this problem." replied Bagas.

    "Heh, Gas, is it true that the funds have been thinned? Kok many times Mas Yudi always said there was no money ..." asked the other representative.

    "I don't know .., but Mas Yudi once said money ran out, he couldn't afford to add to the budget. Mas Yudi tombok. He was also worried that nothing would be made by the number" Bagas replied.

    "Waduh ...?! Blaik .... Though the construction is still a lot of unfinished." said some people who came to Bagas.

    "This means Ms. Yuna went home to Japan to take money again huh, Gas ...?!" ask the others.

    "looks like. Ma'am Yuna said, something important must be taken care of, so ..." said Bagas.

    "If you take the money, it means that later the project is still continuing .... Yeah, right?!" the other sahut.

    "Yes, hopefully. Let the tourist object be better. I see, right?!" another word again.

    "Yes, lah .... If it's still a responsibility. Doesn't look cool yet. At least finish what was done. Finishing, which is important." said another.

    "Well, yeah .., that's right. So later it can be opened to tourists, there is money from tickets, if collected can develop other buildings. It's like that, right?!" said rather genius worker.

    "Listen, your brain is brilliant, Dul!" others commented.

    "Well, what matters is that, Gas .... Tell Mas Yudi, the certainty of the continuation of its development how, what will be stopped is continued. Continue, if necessary, to reduce workers. We have many who are ready to stop, than every day scolded by Mas Yudi continuously. Including that solution yes .... We're looking for income from visitor tickets, who knows the money can be used to increase building funds." explained another.

    "okay .... Later in the afternoon, I immediately met Mas Yudi." replied Bagas who was ready to submit the complaints of the workers.

    Yes, of course the workers began to fret with stories that are confusing. Especially many who complain because every day scolded by Yudi. For workers who are small in heart, they choose to stop working rather than always diomelin Yudi. This resulted in many residents who began not sympathetic to Yudi, because they were often scolded. Though Yudi, is betting on the name to realize the construction of Taman Awang-awang.

    But did Yudi realize the impact of his attitude? His uncontrolled emotions could result in the destruction of his project. Luckily these workers are all Nirwana Village people, who already consider Yudi as a good person in the village, already consider Yudi as the progress generator of the village, it has helped the people of the village a lot. The workers are still understanding. Moreover, the reason is the funds are getting thin. The money is a little. Pity also if Yudi had to keep fighting. And finally, many workers resigned, stopped working anymore.

    Yes, excessive emotions can harm yourself.