LOVE BLOWS FROM REUNION
Episode 34: THE PAIN IS HERE

    Rini is still lying in the hospital bed. By ourselves. Because her husband had to run the office. Silvy and her husband also work. But it's okay. Rini was ordinary herself. Especially in the hospital, there are nurses who are watching and ready to help at all times. So, he's not worried.

    The results of the examination stated that Rini's tension was rather high. It has reached one hundred and fifty. His heart is a little less regular. The result of the diagnosis is declared a rather weak heartbeat, by doctors said to experience cardiomyopathy, a condition that occurs when the heart muscle weakens so that it cannot pump blood throughout the body properly. This usually happens due to constant fatigue. Of course Rini realized, because he went back and forth Jakarta - Jogja many times. Although his heart was happy, but his physique could not be forced to have fun. Many people are not aware, because the symptoms are not visible.

    For Rini, it shouldn't be just physical achievement. But there is another thing that causes chest tightness, which is the mind. An uncomfortable thought when seeing the presence of Japanese women in Yudi's house. So Rini's mind began to be enveloped by negative notches. Rini's mind began to be shrouded in jealousy. Rini's mind began to be gnawed at in suspicion. Well, how unsuspecting, how not jealous, because Rini witnessed for herself the beautiful Japanese girl was wearing clothes that were inappropriate to show off to men. Waduh, this is outrageous, it will definitely tempt Yudi. Rini was afraid that Yudi would be tempted.

    Remembering Yuna who was staying at Yudi's house, even according to her plan to stay a month with Yudi, Rini was really worried. Rini was really jealous. And of course, Rini is scared, afraid of losing Yudi, if Yudi is tempted by the beautiful Japanese girl. Compared to anything, Rini clearly lost the competition. From her beauty, Rini admitted, Yuna is prettier and younger. From his cleverness, Rini lost far. He's not in college. But Yuna, an exterior design architect has tremendous expertise. From wealth, even though her director's husband has a company, his house is like a palace, but according to the story, Yuna will finance her project Yudi, will help everything, meaning Yuna is not a poor person, the money must be a lot, the money must be a lot, and very generous because they want to donate to others. Especially if it is said Yuna is single, not married, has no husband .., end the hope of love Rini. He is married, already married. It is impossible to propose or marry Yudi. She could not leave her husband. It is impossible to leave his family.

    Rini resigned. Especially when he remembers the words that have been spoken by Yudi, love does not have to have, love does not have to be together. Rini already has, Yudi should not interfere with the privacy of Mas Hamdan. Those words were still ringing in Rini's ears.

    If so, will Rini run away from reality? Will Rini leave her husband and family? If Rini leaves her husband, Yudi will take it for granted? Rini is no longer a virgin, Rini is no longer a girl. Age is old, her beauty has changed wrinkles. Even his head was full of gray hair. It is not worth playing love.

    Rini's hand took the HP that was in her tenteng bag. Turn on HP, open the screen. Understandably, since boarding a plane home from Jogja, he has not had time to open HP, except when contacting Mas Jo who picked up. Slowly Rini opened WA. Lots of green circles WA notification. There are from the High School Alumni Group, there are from Anik, many of his friends, and there is clearly a WA from Yudi. Likewise on calls, there are many incoming calls.

    Rini looked at Yudi's profile. At his notification there were twenty-five messages. Rini is afraid to open her WA message. Or even, not afraid, but trying to try not to want to open WA from Yudi. Somehow, between pity gives empty hope to Yudi, or allows Yudi to go away from Rini. Or Rini wants to give Yudi a chance to be close to the Japanese girl. Rini is obviously jealous.

    "God .... Yudi. I'm concerned. Odin .... I know you, Yud .., but I don't want to disappoint you for the second time. I can't possibly betray Mas Hamdan." sighed the bewildered Rini.

    Finally, Rini's fingers pressed WA Yudi's profile, then pressed the trash box. Chat from Yudi is gone. Likewise, when opening a call, Rini deletes all call notifications coming from Yudi.

    Tega is right you are Rini .... Why the messages of Yudi are not reciprocated, why not be removed all Yudi contacts, will be lost. Let Yudi not be able to contact you, Rin. Rini's thunderous thoughts, between dear and wanting to stay away.

    Just chat on WA Yudi deleted, suddenly appeared again. There's a sentence that reads, "I'm so worried about you, Rin?" a message from Yudi.

    Rini was confused. Open or not? Answered or not? Rini looked at the HP screen for a long time. Not making a decision right away, yes or no.

    "I hate you, Yudi." Finally, that word came out of Rini's tongue.

    Hate is easy to come out of Rini's mouth, but does Rini really hate Yudi? What about his promises at Indrayanti Beach? Ah, you liar woman. He said he hated it, but his heart harbored a deep longing. Later if it has been left by Yudi, if Yudi has another girl, if Yudi makes out with other women? He cried, he said broken up, abandoned, betrayed. Women are not honest with their feelings.

    Finally, Rini also mendelet chat from Yudi.

    "I'm sick, Yudi .... It's because of you. My heart doctor said it was weakened, this must also be because there was another woman sleeping in your house, Yud .... Now I have to go to the hospital, this is also because you make me feel upset, Yudi .... How outrageous of you, has hurt my heart, Yud .... You know, Jud .., the pain is right here, in my heart, Jud ...." Rini sighed, then took a deep breath, regretting her pain.

    “Tuliliiing .... Tuliliiing tuloliliiiiing ..” HP Rini rings, there's a call.

    Rini watches the call. Annealing. Who calls Anik, his best friend first time High School. Rini raised the call.

    "Hello, Anik .... What's up, Nik?" rini said at HP.

    "Good, Nik. Just a little less healthy. It's me at the hospital." replied Rini.

    "Hlah, what pain?" ask Anik.

    "Lonely achievement. My left arm was heavy, my shoulder stiff, my hands tingling, and shaking frequently, as well as cold sweat. I fainted again yesterday. The doctor said he should rest first." replied Rini.

    "But not why, right? Is his heart okay?" ask Anik again.

    "Well, how do you say that, Nik? Don't kidnap, dong." said Rini.

    "Not nakutin, Rin .... Usually this age we should start to be aware of heart health. Must often check up." said Anik.

    "Yes, Nik .., thanks for the advice. Pray for me healthy spit, yes." said Rini.

    "Yes, Rin .... Uh, Rin, here I want to ask, WA Yudi number is not active, right? In the group also never came, what's the number change yes, Rin?" ask Anik to Rini.

    Rini's heart immediately pounded. He thought, there are people calling the name Yudi only, has added to the disease. Basic Anik brash friend. Why also mention the name Yudi. The other one, cake.

    "Wow, I don't know, Nik ..., maybe his HP is gone." replied Rini who pretended.

    "Well, Rini is close temen .., your clothes are still you live in Yudi's house .... Hehehe ..." joked Anik who mocked Rini.

    "Ih, Anik .... No, Nik. Ach, you fuck this." Rini was surprised, Anik's words were right again.

    "There's no other number, Rin? The problem is very important, I have to contact Yudi. Or maybe Rini knows a number to call?" anik whinek.

    "Try, yeah .... This is a number, but don't tell me that the one who gave this number from me, yes ..." said Rini who next gave the HP number Yudi to Anik.

    "Yes .., yes .... The secrets will not be leaked." said Anik.

    "What do you want to do, ..., Yudi?" ask Rini.

    "Here, mothers, our girls, want to visit Yudi's house. Want to see Yudi's house which is like the Majapahit royal palace. You come along, Rin." Anik replied.

    Whopping .... Rini was silent. Put HP on the blanket that covers his body. Unable to answer Anik's words. His heart grew stinging. His heart rate is getting worse. He was disappointed to have given the HP number Yudi to Anik. It turns out Anik has added to the hurt of the wounded heart. Rini is really sad. Rini's really sick. The pain is here .., in this heart.