LOVE BLOWS FROM REUNION
Episode 50: LOVE AND REGRET

    After returning from Jakarta, Yudi actually became restless. Because, many times Silvy called himself, who he said his mother, Rini, asked himself to ask about the situation of Yudi. The call from Silvy had been made since Yudi entered the station. Reasons assortment. He said he sent a message so that his HP would not be lost again. Story assortment. Starting from just a reminder to be careful, please pray that his mother will recover quickly so that he can come to Jogja, to convey a message so that Yudi does not get bored with his family, especially his mother, namely Rini.

    Yudi was actually disturbed. I can't sleep well in the car. Though the intention of Yudi, once in the carriage, sat down, immediately slept. When I woke up, I arrived at Jogja. But with many times called, so can not sleep. Even his head got dizzy.

    In the office, Yudi yawned many times. Signs of being very sleepy. Confused to expel drowsiness, Yudi directly patio behind the office, took two chairs, then used to break down. Yudi was also asleep.

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    Meanwhile, in the hospital's VVIP room, Rini was already starting fresh. After a day of waiting for Yudi and massaged his legs and body, as if the disease attached to his body immediately disappeared. Change healthy. Rini was able to sit comfortably, eat alone without being fed, to the bathroom by herself without anyone to drive. Though yesterday, when there was Yudi, Rini continued to fall. Eat to feed Yudi. His feet kept getting pulled. Even to the bathroom just ask to be guided by Yudi.

    Yudi is very affectionate. He is loving to anyone. Especially to Rini, the person who once made her fall in love. To the neighbors, the mothers of food vendors in the tourist attractions, even the children in the village, all well served. It was as if Yudi had never said no to those who asked him for help. So, naturally if when Rini is sick, Yudi gives full attention to Rini's recovery. That is why Yudi is not allowed to enter work, go to Jakarta to visit Rini.

    Now Rini who already looks fresh, sitting on her bed, began to take HP. Rini opened the gallery, wanting to see the photos of her memories. One by one the photos in the gallery he observed. Rini began to look at the photos during the reunion. A great deal. Funny pictures of his friends. One by one he saw. Rini smiled, sometimes even laughing herself. Kenudian shift again. Every time I saw a picture of Yudi, Rini paused for a moment. Observe carefully the photo of Yudi while with his friends at the reunion event.

    "Ih, there's no bullshit at all. Ugly ..." so muttered Rini.

    Then Rini shifted the photos again. There is a photo with his friends in front of the gate of Yudi's house. Cool, like being in the gate of Majapahit kingdom. Rini herself took the photo while taking a selfie with Handoyo, Alex and Yudi. There are some photos. Nice-nice. Rini was happy to see it. Especially when I see Yudi's face. He brought up the photo, the dizoom on Yudi's face. Yudi was already different from the one in the reunion room. More cheerful and looks handsome. Rini smiled back.

    "Iih .., you are indeed a handsome man." so muttered Rini while touching the face of Yudi on the HP screen.

    Rini still continues to shift her photo gallery. There is a photo of him with his mother Yudi. Standoffs. His calling. The woman who was almost seventy years old looked happy. His lips were open, his teeth were intact. Her beauty sharpness is still visible behind skin strokes that begin to wrinkle. Rini watched carefully. There is a similarity between him and Simbok. The same woman who was beautiful when she was young. Rini is happy to see her picture with Simbok.

    "It's just right that his son is also handsome." muttered Rini praising Yudi's fondness.

    Rini returned to shift. There's a picture of him alone. Wearing plaid clothes and oversized jean pants. Rini laughed, remembering to wear her clothes Yudi. Also remember when asked Anik, his friend, who said, "Don't wear the clothes inside, you also wear the Yudi ...." Really a very pleasant memory. Back then Rini really wanted to have Yudi completely. He even wanted to marry Yudi again. Ah, crazy ....

    Spontaneous Rini remembered, blezer and skirt and underwear are still stored in Yudi's closet. Even he was annoyed when his clothes were placed on Yudi's bed. At least if Yudi wants to sleep, surely the clothes are taken first. Ih, slob ...!

    "Jude .., Judi .... What are you doing just daring to stroke my clothes? Try you elus-elus the one who has the outfit .... Hehe ...." Rini laughed to herself, imagining the various.

    Rini continued to look at the photos. There are beautiful photos that are in style at the top of the hill with the background of Jogja City which is far away at the foot of the mountain. Yes, those are the photos taken by Yudi while in Sky View.

    Then Rini stopped for a long time while observing the photo, when she sat with Yudi on a bamboo chair, on the edge of Indrayanti Beach. Rini leaned her head on Yudi's shoulder. Yudi's hands were coiled around his waist, hugging his body. Very friendly. Rini remembered the promises they had said while at Indrayanti Beach. Well, they'll love each other, even if they don't. Will keep his love, until the end close the time.

    Rini is silent. His gaze was no longer towards the HP screen. His mind was far away from leaving him. He remembered about Yudi. A man who is loyal to his love.

    "Yudi, I feel sorry for you. I want to curse myself for not being loyal to you. Yudi, if you ask me for permission to get married, today I agree. You have suffered for too long because of me. You should be happy too. Yudi, can your heart forget me? Can this me you crave be replaced with another woman? I willingly, Yudi ..., though too heavily deceive my feelings. But at least, it has reduced my mistakes. Ah ..., Yudi ..." muttered Rini who was sad again.

    Rini looked at the photo of the two of them again. Well, it really does look friendly. If only it had happened before thirty years ago, perhaps the story would have been different. Rini and Yudi, lovebirds who love each other.

    Rini tried to forget the photo. Then he saw a photo of Silvy. Yuna's picture is plastered. The beautiful forty-year-old Japanese girl, again loomed in Rini's eyes. How hurt Rini felt as she watched the girl in indecent clothes approach Yudi. At that moment Rini's heart became hot. Rini jealous. Worried that Yudi will be tempted by the beauty of the Japanese girl. He also remembered very well, when he had a snack, then angry at Yudi, and immediately in the morning asked to be sent home. Even when he came home still with annoyance and anger at Yudi. Not even talking, not even saying goodbye. And finally, he fell unconscious when he arrived at the airport, and had to be carried by many people, then taken to the hospital by Mas Jo .... And still sick until now. Yes, it was because of his excessive jealousy.

    But when he heard the story of his son, received a post of photos from Silvy, how Yuna at Yudi's house, how Yudi's attitude towards Yuna .... Rini felt guilty.

    "Why am I jealous of a girl who has never been Yudi's girlfriend. Rini ..., Rini you are often prejudiced. Less what good Yudi is. That man never hurt you, but it is you who hurt him .... Eh, you're still accusing the non-non. Basic, you're Rini ..." Rini's banter to herself.

    Then Rini shifted the photo of Silvy's next shipment. There is Yudi who is embraced by Silvy. Very friendly. Yudi smiled sweetly. Silvy looks so spoiled.

    "Let's see your son, Rini .... He hugged Yudi. Are you jealous too? Cook I should be jealous of my own son ...!" Rini broke her jealousy.

    Yudi is good to everyone. Never had any strings attached, never expecting anything in return. Of course when Silvy asked to take a selfie together, of course Yudi who already considers her own child, she will be willing to hug her child with affection.

    Rini saw Silvy's photo. This one is a picture of her painting with Yudi. Rini zoomed in on the photo, swiping up and down, left right, to see in detail. Rini's face looks beautiful in the painting. Her smile is so charming. Even his eyes looked at everyone who saw him. But as I watched Yudi, the painting looked ugly. Yudi looks sad. There is no happy look at all.

    "Yudi ..., why do you look sad? Yudi ..., why aren't you happy? Is this all because of me? Yudi ..., please ..., don't be sad, dear .... Come on, make yourself happy .... Frankly, I'm sorry I hurt your heart, Yudi. Come on, get up, don't give up, there are still many things you can achieve." murmured Rini.

    Rini felt pity for Yudi's sorrow. Rini could not bear to see Yudi's face painting that looked glum. Of course Rini felt, it was her who had made Yudi unhappy. Rini's hand is still stroking Yudi's face on the HP screen. More compassion for the man who loved him.

    "Judi, if there's a woman who can make you happy, I'd be willing to marry that woman. Even I will finance your wedding, as long as your life can be happy." said Rini who wants to make people happy who love her.

    Whether it's Rini's words for a moment when seeing a photo of Yudi's sadness in his painting, or whether Rini really really wants Yudi married to be happy. But clearly, Rini has begun to be able to accept the presence of Yudi in the midst of her family. Yudi was kind to her husband, kind to her daughter-in-law, especially to her daughter. That was really happy for Rini. It has become a powerful medicine.

    There was a sound of the door being knocked. A nurse and a doctor came in. Will check the health development of Rini.

    "Happy Afternoon Mother Rini ..." said the doctor who examined Rini immediately.

    "How, Doc?" ask Rini.

    "Good all .... The development is incredible. Rini's mother is healthy. His heart rate is good, his tension is good too. Rini's mother can already go home. But please take care of his mind, ma'am .... Don't think of anything. It will recur again" said the doctor who examined it.

    "Yes, Doctor .... Thank you." said Rini who was happy to be home.

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    "Jeez Yudi ...!! Wanted people to and fro, it turns out you even sleep mlungker here .... We are, you bloated brat!" snapped an old woman with a fat body not because of its size. Yudi's office friend.

    Yudi shocked. Falling from the chair where he slept.

    "Geez, Mommy .... Ngagetin people are dreaming of dating." said Yudi meledek.

    "Huh ..., what?! You dating?! Same with gudel .... Hehehe ....!" ledek the fat woman while leaving Yudi.