Love Coiled Stains
Effete

I cried with a sniffle. It really hurts a lot in my little heart. The pain is gone in the heart. Not bleeding the wounds that Arga cut. But the wound was deep and deep in the heart.

At that time also wanted her sense that I was cancelling our engagement. However, seeing how happy my family was especially my two parents who were busy preparing for the event for the night made me think back.

I don't want that mistake to come from me. I want Arga to cancel this engagement. I don't want to disappoint both my parents and Arga's parents.

Ting.....

My phone sounded a notification sign of incoming messages. I quickly grabbed my phone. I saw it from Riko.

[Yes, tonight you will be engaged to Arga. Her taste is so heavy for me to accept all this Yes. Can't you undo everything?] A message from Riko begged me.

I know Riko so well and loves me so much. But I can't do what he wants. You know for yourself how I am not right now.

Ting....

Notification of the message from Riko back into my phone.

[Yes, please think carefully about Rea. I don't want you to be unhappy with her. I will love you with all my heart. Whatever your circumstances I can receive] a message from Riko again.

"I'm sorry Riko. I can't possibly do that. I know you are so good and love me. However, my current situation is impossible....." I did not continue my words. I covered my face and cried. Honestly this heart is very upset, worried, anxious, all mixed into one.

"Santi loves you Riko. I don't want to make my relationship and Santi back stretched" I said again myself.

Ting....

[Yes, get a message from me. Are you busy so you can't reply to my messages? Even though you have read it. Why not reply to him?]

Ting....

Re-entering message from Riko.

[I'm sorry Rea if I've been bothering you] Her message again.

I don't know, I don't know what to reply to messages from Riko. Right now my mind is very cloudy, tangled. I can't think at all about what I should say to Riko.

After all, all this time I felt like I had clearly told Riko my reason why I couldn't accept her.

"Rea" My mother rebuked me to open the door to my room.

"Lo son, why? You cried? Why?" I asked her gently and went into my room and sat down beside me.

"There's nothing buk. I'm just sad about leaving mom and dad after marriage" I answered a lie.

"Well, why sad, baby? Everyone will admit the same thing as you. Sooner or later you will go through a new life with your partner. After all, you can still visit the village with your husband later. The door of my mother's house will always be open to you dear" answered my mother to calm my heart. Mother hugged me very gently and warmly.

Honestly, the burden that I feel today is gone when I was in my mother's arms.