
I walked out of the mosque. I can't imagine how my parents would react when they found out I had stopped working. I was fired dishonorably.
My mom and dad will be disappointed in me. And they will be sad. Thought me.
"God, strengthen the hearts of my parents when I explain what really happened to me" said another prayer. I immediately stepped into the parking lot where my motorbike stood there waiting for my arrival.
Several times I took a deep breath to prepare myself to say what was happening to me at this moment to my two parents who had been waiting for my return earlier.
I turned on my motorbike and immediately I gasped to go home.
***
"Assalamualaikum" said I salute into my small contract house.
"Waalaikumsalam son, are you home?" Ask mom to welcome me home.
"Yes buk" I answered briefly threw myself on a chair in the living room.
"Look so bad you kid. What was? Any more problems?" Ask my mother. Yes, a mother must understand what her child feels.
"Yes buk. There's a problem at the office"
"Why son, try to tell mom" said my mom.
"Oh, I'm sorry I did. I've got us in trouble. By my present circumstances, indirectly, I have given mother and father sin" I said in tears.
"Darling, don't think about it anymore. I told you, this isn't all your wish. All of this is the destiny that our God has set. Don't blame yourself like this" my mother said.
"Oh, there's something else I want to get through. I. I've been fired from my job now buk"
"Why son? Why were you fired?"
"I also don't know what my fault is. But I was clearly accused of making false reports for my client. The price in the document is far from the price agreed upon by us. To make the company lose buk" I said back crying in my mother's arms.
"Astagirullahalhazim son...who the hell would do that to you son?"
"I don't know buk either. I don't understand what I'm wrong with them to the point of doing this to me"
"Patience to you, baby. Don't be discouraged, son. Be assured that the favor of Allah will be more beautiful later if you are patient in facing all these trials" My mother's advice gently rubbed my head.
"God does not sleep, son, let Allah repay you for what they have done. You have to be patient, baby. Be sure you can get through this. For Allah cannot give trials beyond the limits of his servant's ability" added my mother again.
"Yes buk, I beg his prayer from mother, may I be able to face this all patiently" answered me.
"Yes, now you're cleaning, son. Rest yourself. Magrib will soon be too. Later we pray together congregation yes son" said the mother.
I nodded and went straight to the room to get a towel.
"Oh my God, so much trials that befall you son. I can't bear to see you turn into this gloomy and quiet. You are like a person who has lost his way. Mother was sad to see her one-on-one daughter mother slumped like this" My mother's inner self.
"God, help my son through all these trials patiently and sincerely. Guide him, O God, hug him because his heart is now very fragile" my mother's prayer.
***
"I'm sorry yeah well, I've let dad down with all the trouble that's happened to me. I can't boast of father and mother anymore" I said, kissing the back of my father's hand as we finished praying magrib in congregation.
"Son, don't blame yourself like this. You are not wrong, son. Everything that has happened is destiny and has been in line by God for our lives. You must be able to accept it sincerely" My father's advice gently rubbed my head with affection.
"Yes son. What your father said was right"
My mother and father always gave me advice and encouragement so that I would not blame myself like this. But still I can't accept everything that's happening to me right now. Well, forcibly the precious treasure has been snatched away just like that.
Anyone who goes through something like me, will definitely behave like this. Daydreaming, pensive well like people losing direction. This self feels dirty and contemptible because it cannot keep that purity.
Therefore, I have repeatedly apologized to my parents, especially God, the creator of the heavens and the earth and all its contents. My self was so scared, for my actions this made both my parents feel the heat of the hellfire.
I am just a helpless weak man. I know I have sinned. Whatever the reason I feel myself to have sinned. I have despised myself. But I am very afraid and unable to accept punishment from the creator later in the day of reckoning.
"Yes already, overcome this sadness, son. Allah is all-knowing, Allah can certainly judge you are not wrong son" said my father.
"Already, already....We better have dinner together yes" Invite the mother to change the topic of discussion so as not to be too late in sadness.
***
"Am I wrong to do something like this to Rea? I've got Rea fired from his job. And I was the one who had trapped Rea with Arga" Santi looked agitated. He was pacing back and forth in front of his bedroom bed.
"Ah, just say it. After all, if Rea's job problems will marry Arga. A famous businessman in the city. Obviously, his future will be assured. So what do I think of his economic problems. Surely Arga will meet all the needs of Rea and his family later" said Santi again.
Ting....
Santi's cell phone notification reads.
Santi raised his eyes as if he could not believe who gave him the message tonight.
"Riko" said he in shock.
[San, where are you?]
[I'm in my rented house. Why?]
[You can come here. Accompany me here. I share the location]
Ting.....
The location where Riko's existence has been received by Santi.
"Don't Riko do something weird again. This can't be in the barin. I should be next to Riko right now. I don't want Riko to be seduced by yah can be said butterflies night there. Discotheque is obviously a lot of his entertainers. I just want me to accompany her. What else when he's down at the moment. Surely he needs me" said Santi immediately rushed to get ready to go to Riko's place.
***
"Oh my goodness, Riko, you are why it's like this" said Santi to see Riko sitting limp at one of the guest tables. You can see that Riko was drunk that night.
"Eh Santi, you've come"
"Why the hell are you doing this. You are a doctor lo. The time you damage your own body is like this" Santi said.
"Santi, you said to your best friend. I love him so much. I can accept him no matter what the circumstances. Butwhy? Why can't he see the sincerity of my love? Why did she instead receive an engagement from a man she just met" Really my engagement and Arga made Riko lose control.
"Oh my goodness, Riko, so bad you know Rea is engaged that you are damaging your own body like this" said Santi.
"I'm the one who asked you back. Why can't you see the sincerity of my love. Why can't you accept me as your woman. Why must Rea" her Inner again.
"Re....Rea's....What else do I have to do so I can win your heart? I have done and sacrificed everything for you. But why can't you take my love. You only look at me with one eye" Riko's roar was heartbreaking. His heart was completely broken at this moment.
"San, I can't sleep thinking about your best friend. I'm really heartbroken at being made by her"
Back Riko poured a bottle of intoxicating drink into his glass.
"Riko, Riko, don't drink anymore. You can get drunk very hard. Udah dong ko" Prevent Santi trying to seize the bottle in Riko's hands.
"Let go of Santi, let me be like this. I just want to briefly forget my troubles that have broken my heart" Riko held the bottle firmly so that Santi could not snatch the bottle that contained tranquilizing water for her at that time from her hands.
Back Riko poured the drink into her glass. Santi looked astonished by the change in Riko's nature that was far from usual at this time.
"Oh my goodness, Riko, why so here are you" Santi said while observing Riko's behavior in front of her.
They were in the disc until the time showed at 24.00 wib.
"Riko, it's late at night. Let's go home" Take Santi.
"San soon, I still want to be here"
"It's Riko's night. You better rest at home" Invite Santi to try to lead Riko to stand up.
With an unstable body, Riko tried to stand up. Although his defense is shaky. His name is also drunk.
Santi led Riko to the road.
A taxi stopped in front of them. The taxi Santi had ordered while they were still in the disc.
Well even though Riko brought his own car, but it is impossible not Riko driving drunk like this. They could endanger themselves again. Santi also cannot drive. Understandably the village people, there is no car so where can drive. Maybe after having a new car you can drive yourself maybe yes mak.
Not to forget Santi asked security guard at the place to leave Riko's car. And tomorrow morning when Riko has recovered as usual it was Riko back to pick up his car.
"Come ko, enter" said Santi demanding Riko to get into the taxi car.
Riko got into the taxi.
"Oh, how's this? I can't take Riko home in this state. Maybe her parents think I made Riko like this. No, no, I don't want that to happen" Santi said.
"But where should I take her? There's no way I'm taking her to my contract. I could be the one who was raided by the citizens again" he added again.
"Do I bring Riko.to the hotel. Let him rest there. Well, I better take Riko to the hotel because it's safer there" said Santi.
Riko looked exhausted until she fell asleep without realizing Riko's head was leaning on Santi's shoulder.
Santi was shocked, he looked at the glasses handsome face with love.
"When you fall asleep like this you are still handsome. If only you loved me as much as you loved Rea, none of this would have happened to all of us" Santi said.
Santi ventured to warmly kiss the top of Riko's head which was on his shoulder.
***
"It's buk" said the taxi driver.
"Oh already arrived, sir please help my friend yes to enter his room" said Santi asked the sufit taxi to help him to lead Riko to his feet.
"Good buk" said the driver immediately helped Santi.
"Sir, I want to book a room one yes for my friend" said Santi to one of the hotel employees.
"Good open a minute"
"This is the key. The room number is 102, yes buk on the second floor" said the employee again.
"Thank you, ma'am"
"Let's help me get him to the room" Santi told the driver again.
They also take Riko to the hotel room that has been ordered by Santi.
"Let him lie in bed sir" Santi said.
"Thank you sir. Here are tips for you" said again while handing a piece of blue money to the driver earlier.
"Thank you buk, then, excuse me first" said the driver passed from Santi and Riko who were unconscious from drinking too much intoxicating drink earlier.