
"Arga, where are you going? Not having breakfast first?" Tanya Rina engages Arga in a hurry.
"Sir, I want to take Sandra to the airport" he replied.
"Sandra again, sandra again" said Rudi who suddenly nongol from behind Arga.
"Papa doesn't like that you're still in touch with him. You shouldn't care too much about it. You should care more about your wife" said Rudi again.
"You should spend more time with Rea" she added.
"Pa, I didn't say I didn't love Rea pa. I married her because I had to take responsibility for what happened to her. Not that I love her" Arga said.
Degs....
This heart again felt sore when Arga said it again to his papa. I overheard their conversation from upstairs. I stood there hiding behind the pillar that supported the floor.
"Pa, I just love Sandra pa. Pa, don't force my heart to love another girl besides Sandra. Pa, Sandra and Rea, it's in like heaven and earth. Different classes pa, different castes" said Arga.
"Look at the appearance of Sandra classy, modif and up-to-date. Her name is also a clear designer she keeps her appearance. Fits me as a CEO. If I introduce her to my client, I'm not ashamed" Arga said praising her lover's sandra.
"Try papa see Rea, that village girl her appearance doesn't suit me as a CEO. Simple and hard to explain. I'm sure papa can judge that, right?" His words again humbled me.
Degs...
Sliced more and more this heart was hearing the insults after insults that Arga threw at me. Surely you will feel double the pain when our loved ones insult us like that, right?
"Astagfirullah Arga, why can you talk like that? You shouldn't judge a person by his outward appearance alone, you don't know what his heart looks like?" Rina.
"I know Sandra, I know her well. His heart is sincere and kind loving to me. I don't know Rea very well. I just met her and got married just like corn. Who knows if he has a particular intention to marry me" Arga said.
Degs....
It is with this heart that it hurts so many times when Arga accuses me of it. I was very disappointed in Arga. He may think badly of me.
I have absolutely no plans to marry her. He's the one who got me stuck in his life right now. He made me have to marry him. But why did he accuse me that I was the one who caused all this to happen?
I didn't feel some clear water running down my cheek. Just this time I felt how humiliating this self is, how low my pride is right now, my heart is really hurting my loved ones are now accusing me of framing her in this marriage.
I ran to the room so that I would not listen further to the hurtful words that came out of Arga's mouth
" Yes, you know Sandra and you know her very well. But did you realize during your relationship with Sandra, did you not realize that you had changed completely turned into a person we never knew" Rudi said, looking angry.
"We never teach you to be the one who opposes what we say. We have always loved loving you, educating you, so that you may become a devoted parent, devoted to religion, not like this. You see your situation now you dare to fight mama and papa you forget that mama and papa are your parents"
"You've really changed, son. We don't recognize you at this moment. You also know we don't approve of your relationship with Sandra not because she has made you like this. But also because he has different beliefs with us son" said Rina crying sad to see the quarrel between the two men.
"Ma, don't cry like that ma. I don't want my mom to cry because of my behavior. I did all this so that my mom and dad could understand that love could not be forced.. Please understand my feelings ma, pa" said Arga prostrate at the feet of his mother and papa.
Rudi and Rani could not say anything more. He was at a loss for words with the attitude of his only child.
"Ma, if I force to love Rea as you wish, I fear my inner self will be tormented ma. And I would also be afraid that I would torture Rea as well. I don't want you to have to love a woman like Rea by pretending. I didn't want to hurt her and I didn't want to hurt my heart by giving her false hope. I hope you can understand" said Arga immediately left the two middle-aged people.
"Oh Allah, it is a disgrace to this self to hear what Arga has said to me. Why could he accuse me of that. Is this my fault, God? I just felt like he was starting to be nice to me. Now he's back to what he used to be. This heart is really hurt" I said crying in the room.
***
"I'm sorry ma, pa, I can't make your dreams come true to leave Sandra. I can't let Sandra go. I love him so much. Even if you do not approve of our relationship, let us be like this. Stay in a relationship even without the blessing of you" Arga said while driving his car.
The car was traveling at a speed that was splitting the highway.
"How else should I tell you that I can't force my heart to love someone I just knew? I have repeatedly told you to understand my situation" he said again talking to himself.
***
"Darling, why is your face pouting so?" Sandra asked when she saw her lover in her apartment.
"Obviously, there's a little bit of a fight with mom and dad" Arga said, entering and sitting on the sofa inside Sandra's apartment.
"Your take-off time is still a long time, right?"
"An hour, baby"
"Well, I'd like to take my time with you for a while" Arga said, looking disappointed.
"Can't baby, we have to leave now. I'll miss the plane later" Virda said.
"Yes, come on"
They get down from Sandra's apartment to the parking lot to go to the airport.
***
"Honey you don't pout like that dong" said Sandra trying to entertain.
"Yes" answered Arga still with his ketus.
"I want to go, baby, I can not calm down if you still behave like this to me" said Sandra acting sullen.
"I'm not upset with you, baby. I'm just disappointed that my mom and dad don't want to understand how I feel"
"But still, at a time like this I can't accompany you to take away your misdeeds" Sandra once again pouted like a child.
"If you're like this, I don't have to go anymore"
"Don't dong darling, this is your dream"
"But you are like this. I'm not calm leaving you like this"
"Yes, yes" Arga stopped her car on the side of the road.
"Kow to stop?" Sandra asked confusedly.
"You'll go long San, may I ask as a farewell to us?" Arga asked looking seriously at Sandra.
Sandra understood what her lover meant.
Sandra waited for him with a thump in the chest. Slowly but surely their faces were getting closer, closer and closer until their second breath could be felt on their cheeks.
Close, close until their b*beer touches. Well b*her warm lips Arga stuck to her b*beer Sandra's soft and sweet.
They mutually comment*m, mutually *******. Until the ci*man they do gets deeper, deeper and deeper. Sandra wrapped her hands around Arga's neck. So even with Arga pressing the nape of Sandra so that the ci*man they do is getting deeper and warmer..
Lid*h the two of them met each other. Tracing each oral cavity to exchange saliva. They did that warm scene. Until their bib*r link is released.
"Thank you, you gave me a warm farewell. And thank you also you have made my mood improve" said Arga again running his car.
Sandra leaned on her lover's shoulder.
"Yes, baby, you're welcome. You have to promise not to fall in love there your wife or any girl" Sandra said.
"Yes dear. You just calm down. My heart and eyes are for you alone" said Arga, gently peeping the top of Sandra's head leaning against her shoulder.
***
"What are you doing?" Tanya Arga saw me sleeping on the sofa.
"You're sleeping, why?"
"Why on the couch. Just sleep in bed"
"No, I'll just sleep here" I said.
Ever since hearing Arga's words this afternoon that were so heartbreaking, I've decided not to be too baper with her. Because if I baper back, it will automatically make this heart again hurt because I felt after I was made to fly high soaring with the blink of an eye, he threw me back to earth The reason it was so painful
"It's okay you're here just sleeping" he said again.
I didn't respond to Arga's words. I lay down my body and try to sleep.
"Basic stubbornness" said Arga.
"So she also went back to sleep on the couch. Yesterday he slept on a mattress but why now even want to sleep on a strange sofa" Inner Arga.
"Allah forgive myself if I do not hear my husband's words. I'm doing this only I don't want this heart to come back to hope and it will hurt again. From that I beg you, knock this heart out for him. Do not make this heart too hopeful for a servant who may not be able to return this feeling" My prayer closed my eyes.
***
I woke up from my sleep. I have the lyrics to the clock on the wall of Arga's room. At two o'clock in the morning. My inner.
"Why sleep groaning like that?" I rubbed my eyes which still felt heavy.
I came near the lying Arga.
I saw like Arga was cold.I touched Arga's forehead to make sure his body temperature. How shocked I was after feeling his temperature. Her body Arga hot means the price is fever at the moment.
"Astagfirullah you have Ga fever? Your pantesan sleep groans like this. Her hot name is high again" My inner.
I went to get some warm water to compress Arga's forehead to get her body temperature down.
"Arga, Arga wake up first, this try to take this medicine first so that your heat can go down" said I build Arga.
Arga tried to open his eyes. She opened her mouth to take the medicine I gave her.
"Now rest. Hopefully your fever can be reduced tomorrow again yes" said I compress his forehead Arga continuously.
Until I fell asleep next to Arga's bed. I sat on the floor and my head leaned against Arga's mattress with her folded up as her pillow.
***
Arga woke up from his sleep.
Shocked, the prayer was so shocked when I was next to her.
He sees around it. There's a compress and a ketchup towel on his forehead.
He just remembered that last night he had a fever and I was the one who took care of him until he felt better.
That guy shakes my head.
I woke up when I felt someone touch this head.
"Arga, are you awake?" I said trying to feel back Arga's forehead whether she still has a fever or not.
"Alhamdulillah has subsided your heat" I said. I got up from my seat to clean up all the equipment to compress Arga last night.
"Rea" Call Arga make my step stop.
I looked at her.
"Yes, what's wrong?" Ask me.
"Thank you" he said again.
"Thank you for what?" Ask me not to understand.
"Because you took care of me last night. I really, really thank you" he said again.
"Yes alike. It has also become my duty to take care of you if you are sick like last night" I said.
"I make you porridge so you can feel better after that you take the medicine so that you recover quickly" said I again passed out of his room Arga.
I smiled to myself imagining Arga smiling sweetly at me and thanking me. I really didn't think he could act like that to me.
"Astagfirullah, what the hell is this" I realized.
"Ngapain also I still baperan same him. He did it just because he felt indebted to me. And I shouldn't baperan like this to him. Come dong Rea realized, realized later you yourself are sick as has happened before. Don't expect too much from Arga. He never loved you. Remember he only married you because he was forced not because of love. His heart belongs only to Sandra whose love he has been defending all this time. So don't expect too much from him" My mind churned.
"Be careful, the box please condition this situation Remember not to be too baper. I do this only out of pity there's no way I'm gonna let it hurt alone like that" My mind again hurried down the stairs to the kitchen.