Love Coiled Stains
Depressions

Santi stared at the body lying helplessly before him. The girl took off the shoes and socks that Riko wore so that she felt comfortable while sleeping.

"Riko, why would you lose control like this? I didn't imagine this happening to you" Santi said, feeling guilty

Santi sat next to that helpless body. The girl gently stroked the man's hair.

Not feeling some clear water running down his cheeks. Well Santi is crying. Look at all the chaos that happened because of his actions that have lost control.

Her envy towards me made her forget that we had been friends for a long time. With a blink of an eye the girl broke off her friendship just like that without giving me a clear explanation.

However Santi, he is still an ordinary man and surely he feels guilty and regrets his actions.

"Hmm..hm..." Riko groaning.

"Riko, are you awake?" Santi.

"Rea, Rea" Riko is delirious.

Santi distanced himself to Riko. Well the girl was a few inches away in front of Riko. But when Santi heard that Riko was delirious and mentioned my name. He again distanced himself from the presence of the man in front of him who was lying tired.

"Even at a time like this, you can still say his name. Is that how much love you have for Rea, how big does that feel to make you like this? Then what about me? Why can't you accept my love?" Inner Santi. Again the girl cried.

Santi decides to leave Riko who is asleep in the hotel room.

The girl ran out of the hotel with a sore heart.

Santi cried hysterically when he reached the park not far from the hotel.

"Riko, you have the heart, you can treat me like this. I love you. But why can't you see my sincerity?" Santi said hysterically.

Some people who were there also had seen Santi's strange behavior. How not, these nights screaming in the park. Isn't it like crazy being her?

"Rea, I want to go to the market first buy some necessities for your wedding that will be held in a few days. Are you okay living alone at home?"

"It's okay, I'm okay" I replied.

"Where is buk?"

"Your father is back at Udin's house"

"Yes, mom goes first yeah, you're fine at home"

"Yes buk"

"Oh yeah, baby try to look in the mirror yourself. Your condition is very tangled, son" said mother to see me very tangled. Like depressed people. Well I won being depressed with my problems coming in turn.

It makes me unable to think clearly. Even thinking of dressing up like before I couldn't.

I was busy thinking about my problems. Whether or not I am happy to live in a household with Arga, my job problems, my family's honor problems that have been tarnished because of me. Not to mention my sins that have done such a terrible thing.

I don't know that's what makes me so depressed. If I hadn't thought about mom and dad, I might have ended my grim life.

Tok....

There was a knock on the door from outside.

I who had been daydreaming sitting in the living room chair was shocked by the sound of knocking on the door.

"Who's going to visit so early? Aren't you going to be a target? No need to knock on the door either. After all, the door is not in the key" I said while standing up to open the door.

I opened my eyes, so surprised I found out who was behind the door of my rented house.