Love Coiled Stains

Love Coiled Stains
He missed the moon


Arga stomped on my leg which hurt from a sprain.


Even though I had rejected it but Arga still forced me to massage my sick foot.


"It's Ga night, you just sleep" I said again to drive away Arga subtly.


"I'm still pinching your feet soon"


"It's okay I can scold him myself. You better take a break in your room"


"You are, in please not her thank you even a lot of protests like this"


"I just don't want to bother you" I said feeling unnerved if Arga was offended.


"Yes, if that's what I want to rest first because you've been constantly driving me away. But if tomorrow morning your feet are still sore and swollen we'll go to the doctor for a check-up"


I intrude on agreeing there is no point if I refuse because it will make the price even longer in my room.


"Good smart boy" he said stroking my head.


"Good night Rea, good rest and good dreams. Don't forget to present me in your dream as your dream" He said, winking his eyes and then closing the door to my room.


Degs...


Back this heart beats so fast seeing Arga's sweet treatment of me.


It's good that anyone who .looks at his behavior will definitely feel baper and will be more clamps to him that's how I feel right now.


"Oh my goodness Arga. You don't stop making me baper like this. The longer I am with you the harder it is to forget you and the deeper this love will be if you continue to behave that way towards me" My inner self.


***


"Honey" said Sandra into the room Arga.


"Sandra, it's home" said Arga, looking shocked to see his second wife had arrived before him.


"Don't love I'm home for you. He said you miss me so I quickly went home and finished all my duties there so I could be with you here" Sandra said, pouring into her husband's arms.


Not happy, Arga even looks confused.


"Darling why you look so confused. Don't you like me coming home?"


"Not so, baby. I love it even though I'm so glad you're home. But I'm just confused and still shocked you can go home so soon surprised me" Arga said.


"Smile dong if you're happy to see me home" Pinta Sandra.


Arga seemed to smile forcefully.


He was confused by his feelings at this time, he should be happy to see the presence of Sandra the woman he loved had returned home, but now he felt empty even though Sandra was now at his side.


***


"Ga, why is he still moody like that?" Ask their son to meet at a cafe.


Arga breathed his heavy breath.


"I'm also confused by how I feel right now. I don't know what to feel"


"Why try to tell me the same story! Who knows if I can help you"


"Sandra's gone home Put"


"It's good that Sandra's home. That's not what you've been waiting for. You're waiting for the return of the woman you love most, Sandra right?" Putra.


"That's why I'm confused about my current feelings. I should be happy to see Sandra coming home. But somehow this heart still feels empty like something is missing in this heart there is empty space that has not been filled. I also do not understand what it really is" explained Arga to the Son with feelings that he did not know what it was.


The son seemed silent to think about the feelings of his cousin and his best friend. It is also confused what to say because honestly He did not understand Arga's feelings. Arga alone does not understand his feelings like what else he is.


"I'm so confused Ga, I don't know what to say if you can feel that way, it means that your love and your love for Sandra is starting to fade."


"Faded? Mean you?"


"Yes faded. You begin to lose your love and affection for Sandra. Usually if we meet the people we love we will feel happy, happy. but you actually feel empty and your heart even like there is an empty that has not been filled it means that love has begun to disappear" explained the Son.


"No way, there's no way I'm starting to not love or love Sandra. My feelings are still the same as they used to be. This heart still chooses Sandra"


"that was you who said it was like there was something empty in your heart that had not been filled, like feeling a void. Now you say it is different from what you said before" said the Son.


"That's Put, I'm confused too. I don't know, I don't know what I feel like" Arga said.


"Now I want to ask you. When you were with Sandra you still felt nothing like something was empty, right?" Ask Son.


Arga nodded confirming what the Son had said earlier.


"And now I'd like to ask you if you're with Rea. Do you feel the same or different?" Ask the Son again.


"If I'm with Rea, I feel calm, peaceful, comfortable, safe and it seems like my days are cheerful if together with him there is no silence there is no emptiness"


"That's a sign you're starting to love Rea your love for Sandra is already divided"


"I love Rea? No way. I'm sure I still love Sandra. I felt like this because I had been left behind by Sandra and Rea who had been accompanying me at home. So it's only natural that I feel this way, right?" Arga.


"Arga, Arga arguablyin even do not believe what I say. that's the fact that you can already be loved Rea your first wife who you accidentally married"


Arga seemed to think with what was said by the Son.


***


"Ma, pa" said Sandra greeting her two in-laws.


"Home home?" Asked Rina with her flat tone.


"Yes has just arrived. Mom and dad, how are you?" Ask Sandra about it.


"Well remember our situation? I thought I had forgotten" replied Rina sounding unfriendly.


Sandra looked silent, it seemed like the woman was starting to feel offended by what Rina had just said.


"This is ma, pa I bring souvenirs for you" said Sandra gave gifts to her in-laws.


"In fact we don't need this parcel. And Mama sure also Arga does not need gifts or souvenirs you bring.he only needs your attention that should always be there 24 hours with him instead of busy pursuing your career. The Arga is still able to support you. You don't have to work hard like that" Rina said again.


"Sorry ma before, I couldn't possibly leave my job just because of my marriage and Arga. I just started my career in this fashion field so it's not easy for me to just let go of my career. This was my dream for a long time. I've dreamed of becoming a famous designer for a long time. And before I got married to Arga, we had an agreement that Arga would not stop me from pursuing my career in this field" Sandra explained.


"During this time Arka did not get angry or not reprimand me with me who was always busy working like this"


"So you want Arga to rebuke you first you want to listen to your mother's advice?"


"You are, said to be even mgeyel and do not want to hear the advice of parents" said Rina sounded annoyed.


Rudi who had just been silent watched the debate between the mother and daughter-in-law.


The middle-aged man could not say anything more. He did agree with what his wife said about Sandra who was always busy with her work without thinking about her household with Arga.


But he also remembered that Arga asked him not to interfere in his household affairs.


That's why Rudi just kept silent not to give advice or anything to Sandra. gradually Arga must have realized that he needed advice from both parents for the household he is building today.


***


"Non" Bik Ina knocked on my bedroom door.


"So, just don't get in the keys" I said.


Bik Ina came into my room. He brought me a bowl of vegetable soup.


"Jeez, bothered. I can take my own food" I said feeling bad.


"Nothing non, Lagian looks like a leg and still hurts"


"Where is the situation not feeling better?" Bik Ina.


"Alhamdulillah is already a bit quiet bik. I'm starting to walk"


"Alhamdulillah I am also happy to hear it non, that's what Mr. Arga wants to massage non's legs so that his legs do not become swollen and no longer feel pain" said bik Ina.


"It turns out Mr. Arga attention is also yes non" said Bik Ina a little ponder.


I smiled hearing her.


I admit Arga was very attentive to me. Either his attention is because he pityes me or.....I don't know, I don't know either.


What is clear with his attitude like that to me makes me more and more baper to him.


"Where's the food going to put it?" Tanya bik Ina broke my daydream.


"Put it over the nightstand. When I'm hungry, I'll eat it"


"But this is non vegetable soup. Later if it's cold it will not taste better not eat it now aja yes" suggested bik Ina.


"Yes bik manti me eat" answered me again.


"I'll excuse you, then, non"


"Bik" Call me.


"Yes non? What was? Do you want me to help you again?"


"I just want to ask, is Sandra home yet?"


"Non sandra has returned. He's in his room with Tan Arga"


Degs....


My heart ached to hear Sandra was coming home. Moreover, she was with Arga in her room. really unpleasant shadows always come to my mind when listening to Ina's bik say that they are both in the room.


Pilu, yah is very sad in this heart. That jealousy is starting to haunt me right now.


I've been trying to get rid of the jealousy in my heart. But the more I try the more I can't. This heart even feels more painful and bitter.


"Non, why daydream? Is there anything I need to help you with?"


"No need to thank you" I said.


"Then excuse me for non" said Bik Ina out of my room.


"Today's message Arga didn't ask me about my situation or bother me with his bad attitude. That's because Sadra's gone home. He obviously wants to be alone with the woman he loves. And I am the one missing the moon. This longing will never be achieved"


"Allah is aware of this heart so as not to overestimate the man who never thought I existed. she was acting so sweetly that it was only because as an escape because her lover was not by her side back then"


"Do not make this heart too hopeful, O God. Because I don't want this heart to hurt again" My prayer in my heart.


***


All the guests present applauded as Riko pinned the engagement ring with Santi.


The engagement was held at Santi's house in his hometown.


A happy face looks on Santi's face because of this he has long dreamed of. He was with the man he loved and he had been waiting all this time. Soon his dream will be achieved.


Not to forget all the invited guests also congratulated the two of them.


Unlike Santi, a sad look on Riko's face.


The bespectacled man made this engagement because he was forced at the request of his mother, who constantly urged him to marry Santi immediately.


"Ko, from earlier I noticed you you are just moody there is a smile engraved on your face" said Santi.


"If you feel this is a compulsion it's better that we don't continue this relationship" said Santi, who pretended to be thoughtful.


"It doesn't need to be so San. We just continue this engagement until the day of our wedding. Because my mother really wants you as her daughter-in-law. And I don't want to make my mother feel disappointed or sad if I refuse this engagement and refuse to marry you" Riko explained.


"But what is this relationship for if you cannot accept me wholeheartedly. It will make you tormented and I don't want to see you like that" he said.


"Therefore, my dear, I ask you to teach me to love you and to accept you with all my heart so that our relationship will remain eternal at any time. And surely it will make my mother feel happy" said Arga hope.


"If that's what you want, I'll try to make you love me and accept me with all your heart and I don't want to let your mother down" Santi said.


"Mom's happy to see you can unite like this hopefully your wedding day will run smoothly later" said Maya looks happy.


"Thank you aunt for your prayers" said Santi.


"No need to call aunty dong, soon you and Riko will be married so call me Mother just as Riko has called it that way too" explained Maya.


"Yes buk" replied Santi smiling happily.


***


"Badness of Santi. From yesterday I was waiting but there was also no he gave money to me. Like he should be taught this child" said Dimas annoyed because Santi until now there is no transfer of money like what he wants.


"Where now does he not know where. It's hard to see him now. Just watch out for you Santi when I've met you later You won't let me off just like that. Since you've dared to play me like this I'll guarantee you'll regret making me wait too long like this" Dimas clasped his hand in anger with Santi's lying attitude towards him and had kept him waiting for these few days.