Love Coiled Stains
Debates

"Thinking about what? Like she was so happy" asked Arga suddenly in my camp.

The smile I was emanating was gone. I felt wrong because I was caught smiling like that.

I shook my head saying there was nothing I was thinking.

"Hm... Why are you in this room?"

"This is my room"

"You still angry?"

"I'm not angry. This is the truth" I said again. Arga came near me. He sat next to me staring at me with his heart full.

"Rea, please forget everything that passed. You're back in this house. So let's start our new life" Pinta Arga again.

"Let's see how happy mom and dad are when they see you. Please don't stay in this house anymore. There is no way you can make papa and papa sad" said Arga sounding like persuading me.

I smiled hearing Arga's words just now.

"It's okay. Mama and papa must understand" I said again.

"You just stay here.. Come back with me" said Arga again seduce.

I put a smile back on my face.

"Arga, you've promised me that I'm here just to go to Santi's wedding. After that, I will return to Bengkalis" I said again.

"Why are you being so stubborn now? Immediately do not want to consider my request" said Arga a little disappointed.

I just want to answer my phone ring. I picked up my phone on top of my bedroom nightstand.

I haven't read the message sent yet and I haven't seen who it is from, Arga has taken my phone.

"Arga, what the hell? Here give me back my phone" I said trying to snatch my phone.

"Shortly" said Arga to see who sent me the message.

"This is my phone.. From whom?" Ask me.

"From Pasha" said Arga. He also pressed a number on his cell phone.

"Arga, who do you want to call?" Ask me wonder.

"In a moment, I want to save your new number" he said.

"OK already" said after hearing a connected tone from my phone.

"This is your phone" he said, giving me my phone back.

"Like her you're very close to Pasha"

"Yes, I'm happy to talk to her. When I talked to him, all my problems seemed to disappear" I said again.

"Until when will your problems go away?" Ask Arga.

"Don't know" I answered. Well it's true what Arga said isn't as long as my problems are gone. Because that sadness will re-emerge in this heart.

Geck... Geck...

I heard the sound of my bedroom door being knocked.

"Sorry non Rea and Mr. Arga. Father and mother wait for non and master below to have dinner together" bik Ina told us.

"Okay bik soon we will go down" replied Arga

"All right, but don't take it long. Mom and dad are waiting" he said again to leave us.

"Let's go downstairs. Papa and mama are waiting for us downstairs" I said.

Arga nodded.

"Hm.... Rea"

"Yes"

"Hm... Not so. There is nothing" said Arga undo his intention to reveal his feelings.

"Why?" Ask me again.

"There's nothing. Not so" answered again.

"Yes if there's nothing, let's go downstairs. Poor mama and papa are waiting" Take me again.

"Come on" Invite me again to pull Arga's hand to come down with me.

***

At the dinner table you can see that Arga daydreams by eating rice on his plate. Seeing that, Rina was astonished.

"Arga" Tegur.

However, Arga was still busy with his thoughts.

"Arga" Tegur her again.

"Arga" said with a high enough tone.

"Ha" Arga was shocked.

"What are you thinking? From earlier mama noticed you daydream" asked Rina.

"You're thinking what the hell Ga is" asked Rudi.

"That, tuh... Rea is already beside you" Rudi said again.

Arga just smiled hearing the words from his papa.

"Rea" Call Rina.

"Yes ma"

"Arga has told you everything that happened to you. Mama did not expect that your own best friend would trap you like that" said Rina with concern.

"It's okay ma, it's my destiny. I have to be sincere and sincere with everything that happens to me" I said again.

"Rea, you know.. Women like you, one in a thousand in this world" said Rina.

"Yes, papa is also grateful that God has sent you as our daughter-in-law" said Rudi.

"I also want to apologize to my mom and dad. If I've been wrong with you all this time. Which has made you difficult" I said.

"Because you left, that's what makes Arga so hard. Work in the office all beheaded. Tears continued to melt on her cheeks. Sad, moody, daydreaming was all he could do. Where you're going, he'll be looking for her.. Because all this time he was trying to find your whereabouts" said Rudi.

"Rea, you know. As long as you go, Arga prays diligently. What else in a third of the night. Most diligently he did it. Mama often sees her in the mosque in this house when mama wakes up at night to take a drink. He was there praying all night" said Rina smiling seductively at Arga.

***

Like my routine every night when I'm in that house. I sat on the second floor balcony chair in the house.

I was happy to sit there enjoying the atmosphere of the night and contemplating my fate.

Arga came near me. He sat next to me.

"Why are you alone here?" Ask Arga.

"It's like I don't know my habits in this house. I love sitting here" I replied.

We kept quiet for a long time. Soluble in each other's minds.

"Rea" Arga said after a long silence.

"Yes"

"I want to take you home to your hometown. Do you want to?" Ask Arga to me.

I frowned at me.

"Why?" Ask me.

"Don't know, all of a sudden I miss the atmosphere of your hometown"

"But we're not going back to my hometown too at Santi's wedding in a few days"

Arga scratched his itchy head. He was wrong in front of me.

Shut up again, quiet again.

"Arga" I said.

"Yes"

I took a deep breath and I exhaled strongly.

"I want to live alone"

Degs....

Arga. He looked at me very seriously when he heard what I said. He wished that I didn't ask to live alone anymore. However, his hopes were in vain.

"Rea, didn't you promise not to leave me" Arga said in a sad tone.

"I'm sorry, Arga. I can't keep my promise. I had to do this for my future, our future" I said.

Arga was silent in his mind. He was very sad and devastated when I wanted to go in his life.

"Rea, I'm not very good at seducing. But I am confident in my decision. I know how I feel and what I need. I really need you in my life. I want you to come back to me. And this is not a mistake anymore. This affection and love is only for you" explained Arga.

"But I feel like this is all unclear. I'm not sure about you yet. How can we be together if my feelings and heart still doubt you" I said.

"Okay, please tell me how I can convince you? What should I do to make you believe with all my feelings that my love is sincere and holy" he said.

"It is Ga. Let's not talk about this anymore"

"Son, no... I don't want to. As a husband, I have to make sure you're by my side. And you can't argue with that"

"Argha.... "

"Son, my decision is final and final. You have to stay with me starting today" Arga said.

"Huh?" I'm shocked.

"I can't do that dong Ga" I said objecting.

"Who said you can't? Now try to tell me and ask ustad-ustad who forbid for a wife to be on her husband's side"

I took a deep breath and I exhaled strongly. For me to fight with Arga was useless. He would definitely want to win by himself and would not listen to what I said.

"How long has Sandra been going to Jakarta?" Ask me to find another topic.

"Don't know. It's up to him how long he's been there. If his cooperation succeeds, he will leave for Paris. Don't talk about him anymore. And if he wants to stay there, it doesn't matter to me" Arga said.

"Arga, don't you love and love Sandra so much? It can't be that easy for you to let go of him" I said.

"I'm sure he'll definitely be looking for you back" added me again.

Arga took a deep breath and exhaled strongly.

"Somehow, I don't know if he'll be looking for me later. All I know right now is that I love you. In my heart is you" he said again.

"I want you back with you. These few months I've been tormented to endure longing for you Rea" said his heart full of heartache.

"I am so Arga. This tormented heart misses you" My inner being. Of course I was very tortured too. Because until now I still love my husband. It's not easy to forget the one who has given me color in my life.

"You must feel the same way, right?" Ask Arga to me.

I didn't answer. I choose to be silent with a thousand languages.

"Don't you feel the same way?" Repeat Arga again.

I took a deep breath and I exhaled strongly. I also answered Arga's question.

Arga stood before me. He looked agitated. I also don't know why he behaved like that after hearing my answer.

"Rea, why do you have to behave like this? Why should you hide your feelings from me? But you know we can't be far away. You and I need each other" said Arga.

"Therefore we must remain together. I promise you I won't let you down again. I'll try to make you happy. I won't hurt you anymore" Arga said pleading.

I just kept quiet. I was honestly confused as to what to answer.

"Arga, it's not that easy" I said.

"Please Rea's. We begin our new life. Throw away our bitter memories. We open a new page" Pinta Arga again.

"So, I'm confused as to how. Everything that is happening to me right now is just fake. I'm confident in my friendship with Santi. But I didn't expect Santi to stab me in the back. I'm sure of you where you'll let me go once you're happy with Sandra. But what happened, you kept hurting me. And the worst thing is that you made me fall in love with you" I said.

"Honestly, I hate Sandra, I hate you, I hate my life. But what I hate the most is why I can't throw this love at you" added me again.

"And when you say you love me and don't know from when that feeling came. I'm sure of your words where you love me. I'm sure you'll be as long as you're with me as you say. I'm devastated, I'm giving it all away. But when you got her, you loudly told Sandra that I was an error. My faith in you instantly faded. The wall of trust I built was shattered instantly" I said with a sense of sadness in my heart recalling the painful event. I can't feel some clear water running down my cheeks

"Now I want to ask you. How can I be sure I'm back with everything you said, right?" Add me.

Arga silent. The man seemed to think about what I said. He seemed to regret what had happened all along.

"I'm sorry Rea" he said filled with regret.

"This whole thing is my fault. I really wanted maa.f. Please give me a chance. I want to fix everything" said Arga pleaded again.

"For what? For Sandra to return to you. To accompany you in this loneliness. After Sandra comes back, and you'll tell her that this is an error? That so?" Ask me.