
Arga sat daydreaming at her desk. He sat down and played the pen in his hand. His mind is really confused at this time. He was still thinking about my words the other day when we talked about our problem on the beach that afternoon.
I don't have any problems with all that. Don't you worry" I said again.
"You don't think too much about this. Later can make you become stressed and will interfere with your work" said I again.
"It's a good step to just finish this relationship. If we keep going like this, it'll make you feel more burdened, more guilty. Let's just finish where it's for your good and mine too. And I'm sure after that you won't feel as guilty anymore as you are now" I suggested.
"Rea" Arga said.
"I understand that you may still be angry with me. Because my presence makes you and Sandra like this. If you still need time to punish me, it doesn't matter to me. I'll be willing to wait until the time comes. And I'll go" I said.
Those words kept ringing in Arga's ears.
"Woii" Tegur Putra breaks Arga's daydream.
"Eh Put"
"You've been daydreaming lately. Want to go overboard, huh?" Ask the Son to sit in front of Arga.
"I'm also confused as to why I'm like this"
"What the hell did you think? Sandra, Rea?" Guess her.
"The most complicated man has a wife of two yes"
"Already, don't make fun of me" Raut Arga's face looked unfriendly.
"OK, okay. I'm sorry if I'm wrong. But what's your problem?"
"I'm just confused how to tell my mom and dad that me and Sandra are moving house"
"Moved? You and Sandra are moving?" Surprised son.
Arga nodded in confirming.
"Well, not really. If you move Rea how?"
"He will stay in that house. Mama and papa love him so it's okay he's still there"
"It's not the problem. You don't think about his feelings. Right now he must need you especially he's away from both of his parents and you left him just like that"
"I don't just leave it, I will always visit to see the circumstances and also my parents later"
"Oh, it's hard for me to say right now. How to explain it"
"Have you not thought too much about it. I'm doing this for Sandra's good so she and mom don't have another fight"
"Snap?"
"Yes, mama rebuked him because Sandra was too busy working. So mom asked her to stop or reduce her busyness"
"Good dong your mama's advice"
Again Arga took a heavy breath.
"It's true what Mom said. But I can't refuse Sandra to pursue her ideals. And when she wants to move house, I can't stand in her way either.
"Oh Ga, ga, your love does make you blind huh. I don't know what else to say to you" said the Son felt out of words for his friend and cousin.
***
Sandra came to her office very happily. Swaying walked towards her room with a very happy heart this morning.
"Sandra, looks so happy this morning" Tegur Evi who is her current assistant.
"Yes dung Vi, today I am so happy, I am so happy" Sandra said with a happy smile. Sandra sat at her desk.
"What the hell is that? You're not usually like this. What's the?" Evi said rubbing her own stomach as if to describe that she was pregnant.
Sandra laughed seeing her assistant demonstrating such a worthy of her pregnant person.
"No, not that. I am not ready to get pregnant at the moment. I just want to focus on my career. If I get pregnant later, I'm afraid I'll interfere with my career. Do you know what a pregnant person is like? Nausea, vomiting, often feeling soy sauce, not feeling well and others" explained Sandra.
"Oh Vi, just shadow her I can't afford. What else to live it. No, no, I'm not really ready" Sandra obviously can't imagine being pregnant right now.
"You're a freak San, everywhere people want a pregnancy if they're married. You put it off" said Evi felt a little strange with her boss.
"That's the people of Vi. If I were no. I want to focus on my career first. The career I've been dreaming of all this time" Sandra said.
"Keep, if you're not pregnant, what made you happy this morning?"
"I'm going to move out of my in-laws' house" he said.
"Me and Arga are going to move out of that hell-like house"
"Hell, hell how the hell do you mean"
"Oh, you certainly will not feel at home if you live in that house. The house is nice, big. But it's like hell"
"I don't know what I'm talking about"
Sandra breathed her heavy breath.
"That's lo Vi, my mother-in-law always meddles in my affairs"
Evi frowned.
"What about meddling?"
"I was told to stop working anyway Vi just because I had to be the wife of all time at home like her. Obviously I don't want to. I've spent a lot of time trying to achieve my goals like this. And now, once the opportunity is in sight, I have to let it go and let it go. Oh.... Really can't" said Sandra laughing insinuatingly.
"But Arga has not bothered about my work at all. He supported my career. But even the old man who sewot and many komplen" said Sandra.
"Why is it like that? Is it because you're too busy to ignore Arga's son?"
"Yes, that's the problem. I have been too busy lately because of my business. You know, I just debuted to be a designer, obviously dong I will hold fashion shows in various major cities in the country so that I am a new person who appears this can be known by famous people. Like other famous artists and designers" he explained again.
"And who knows I can later collaborate with some famous designers later. And obviously it would be a great start not for my career" he added.
"But there's also a point in what your in-laws say. What else you guys just got married. You should enjoy your honeymoon period you are even busy with preparing your fashion show" said Evi in support of the opinion of Sandra's in-laws.
"I have to how? I didn't say this was the beginning of my career. I don't want to waste this good opportunity"
"I will keep trying until I achieve my success. And later when all I have got, then I will rethink the advice from you guys yes" said Sandra continued her work.
"You are, I told you instead ngeyel and do not want to listen. Later when Arga has turned away from you, then you realize"
"Oi, don't you pray for me like that. I'm sure Arga won't be attracted to any girl. He just loves me and love dies with me" Sandra said.
"The heart of someone who knows San. You are too busy and there is no time to be with them. He could be tired and turn away from you"
"No way, Arga and I have been dating for a long time. We also have frequent LDRan. And all this time me and Arga were fine there was no problem whatsoever even though we were far apart"
"As far as you are San. Obviously I have advised you. Because I don't want you to regret it later"
"You take it easy, I won't regret anything because Arga won't be able to do that" Sandra said.
"Aami... Hopefully what you say is true"
Sandra seemed to think about what Evi had said earlier.
To be honest her self was also afraid that Arga was like that because of my presence. Moreover, he found out that Arga had invited me out at that time.
That's because he invited Arga to move so as not to get too close to me and also avoid nagging for the sake of nagging from the in-laws.
***
"Pa, there's something I want to talk about with papa" Arga said when he saw his papa was busy watering plants in his garden in the backyard of the house.
"What's wrong?" Asked the middle-aged man to continue his work.
Rudi stopped his activities. He looks shocked to hear the plan of his son.
"Moved? Why?" Ask Rudi.
"I just want to be independent. I want to feel at home" Arga lied.
"Why? Is Sandra uncomfortable living in this house?" Guess Rudi.
"That's not it, pa, I just want to be independent"
Rudi smiled mockingly. Honestly, he knew that his second son-in-law was uncomfortable because he was always reprimanded by his wife.
"It was Arga. You don't have to lie and cover your wife's wishes"
Arga was silent.
"If you move, what about Rea?"
"Rea, He will stay here with you" Arga said.
Rudi again smiled mockingly.
"Arga, arga, when can you open your eyes" said Rudi.
"Keep what about your mama. Does he agree you and Sandra will move?"
"I haven't talked about this with my mom. Later I'll try to persuade her and she'll definitely agree"
Rudi just exhaled his heavy breath. That was all the middle-aged man could do. Want to ban it is not possible because this has become a life choice for his child.
"If it's your decision, what else will you say. Prohibiting is not possible"
***
"You like to daydream at nights like this" said Arga surprised me who was sitting daydreaming on the balcony upstairs.
"Astagfirullah You just surprised me" said I rubbed my chest.
Arga came near me. He sat beside me.
"Why do you like sitting here daydreaming? Want a sambet?" Her words.
I looked back at the annoyed look I showed Arga. But the one in the face doesn't even care.
"But where there are demons who want to enter your body. Seeing you stare at her like that is already a blur. Because it's so scary" Arga said jokingly.
However, her jokes did not make me laugh at all. Right now I'm not in the mood to joke.
I looked at Arga in annoyance.
"It's not funny, but I miss your look like that" Arga said.
"I haven't seen you in a long time. How's it going with your legs?" Her words.
"As you can see, I've been able to walk out of the room, the meaning has improved" I replied as if.
Well that's Arga, despite living on one roof with me, there she didn't care about me when Sandra was on her side.
Evidently already knew my leg was hurting, he did not visit me at all in the room.
"Why are you here? There in. Sandra's looking for you. And he would have misunderstood us seeing us like this" I said.
"Sandra's coming home late tonight. He is busy preparing for his events in this city" Arga said.
I nodded in understanding.
"Arga, is it true that you and Sandra are moving house?" Ask me.
Arga nodded in confirming.
"Keep, if you and Arga move, what about me?" Ask me carefully.
"Canu stay here" Arga said.
"But... "
"All right, you're here. My mom and dad love you. Well can you also keep them for me"
I can only take my heavy breath.
This heart felt different hearing Arga and Sandra would move. This feeling is silent to explain. Surely you will feel the same way when our husband leaves us and lets us stay with his parents.
What good is it we stay in that magnificent house if our husband is not there. We are not there to accompany our husbands. This is even our husband leaving us alone.
Even though our in-laws are kind and love us, they will still feel there is less.
"When did you guys move out?"
"Next week"
***
"The tree mama does not agree if you move" said Rina continued to walk away from Arga who asked permission from her.
"Ma, I beg your permission to move. I promise I'll always see my mom and dad. I'll call you guys" Arga continued to follow her mama from behind.
"No Arga. Once said no mama would still not" Tega Rina.
"Ma, please ma"
"What happened to this house? What is lacking in this house? The rooms are many, the facilities are complete her large house" explained Rina again.
"We just want to try to live independently in our own home"
Lina stopped her steps.
"Lying, you must be lying to me. Mama knows you want to move because Sandra asked for it, right?" Guess Arga.
Arga was silent.
"Don't lie to your mom. Mom knew that and I guessed it. Wh why? Does he not like it if mama advises him not to be too busy working?" Rina asked staring in her son's eyeballs.
Arga was silent again.
"Why does your wife want to separate your mom and you? Just so he's. Though all this time we have never separated" explained Rina looked disappointed.
"Do you love your wife more than your mother who gave birth to you and raised you?"
"Ma, don't talk like that ma. I love my mom, I love Sandra too. I can't choose between the two of you" he said again.
"But why do you want to stay with your mom?"
"Ma, I'll always visit"
"Lying, if you're busy with your wife, you'll forget your mom"
"Ma, how could I possibly forget my mom. Mama don't talk like that same me ma" said Arga continued to seduce.
"Son, mama doesn't agree, anyway mama doesn't want you to leave this house. If you keep going means you do not love your mother" said Rina up the stairs leaving Arga so that this discussion does not continue.
"Ma, ma" cried Arga.
Arga breathed his heavy breath.
"It is also difficult to seduce my mother" he said.
"I had to how else to persuade my mom to let me move" he said again scratching his head that did not itch. By now he was out of words to seduce his mother.