
"Thank God Arga and Rea look happy" Santi told Riko. Riko is silent with a thousand languages. He could not comment on anything because his heart was hurting right now seeing me and Arga like that.
"Riko, Ko" Call Santi again. Riko was aware of her reverie.
"Ha, What?" Ask Riko in shock.
"You why? Don't you like to see Rea and Arga happy like that?" Santi asked a little annoyed.
"Huh?" Said Riko again.
"You why the hell Ko? From earlier ha ho ha ho" Santi was getting annoyed.
"You still love Rea? Don't you want her to be happy with her husband?" Said Santi with a slightly raised tone.
"No, not like that. I'm happy to see her happy too. It's just.... " Riko did not continue her words.
"What is it? It's just that your heart still can't forget him? There's still his name in your heart?" Santi said again getting upset.
"Ko, you promised me yes, you will open your heart to me. You'll learn to love me and forget about Rea. Say what you say and promise. Not just omdo (omongan doang)" Santi was increasingly angry and disappointed with Riko.
"Yes San, I'm sorry. I am learning to love you now. You don't keep complaining like this dong San. Right now I am struggling. Try to understand and understand my condition All this takes time" explained Riko in a soft tone.
Santi just kept silent not answering a word from Riko. Like he was upset with Riko.
"Please, be patient to make me learn by loving you" said the bespectacled man again.
Santi took a deep breath and in his strong.
"What Riko said. All this takes time for her. I have to be patient with all this. Most importantly now, Riko is already mine. I can't be selfish and force him like this. Riko will run away from me and I will lose her for as long" Santi said.
"Yes already Ko, I'm sorry yes with my attitude just now. I just don't want you still stuck with your past. Where Rea is currently happy with her small family, you are now still constantly bemoaning her who is not necessarily thinking of you" said Santi began to instigate.
"It's exactly what Santi said. Rea is happy with her husband. As for me, I was just slumped in my grief" Inner Riko.
***
"Mom, well me and Arga say yes first. You're all right here" I said sadly leaving my parents behind. Well, this heart was certainly sad when it left my two parents in the village. Moreover, they are not too young. But what is my power. As a wife of course I have to follow my husband wherever he takes me away.
"Yes, be careful on the road. Don't forget to let us know when we get home" said my father.
"Yes yeah" I answered kissing the back of my mom and dad's hands
Arga followed what I did.
"Son Arga, sign Rea yes. Take care of him" Pinta my father again.
"Yes well, surely I will take care of my father's son with all my heart" he said steadily.
Degs....
This heart blossomed again hearing Arga say that to my father and mother. Well, it makes me even more convinced that Arga has a heart for me. I can feel it for me now it's starting to feel.
"Thank you son" answered my mother.
"Yes, mom and I are calm. I must always take care of the mother's child who has now become my wife" Arga said again.
The look of happiness was on the faces of my parents. How not, the man who used to hate me so much, slowly began to open his heart to love me.
This is probably why he got married because of the taaruf where we only got to know each other when we were married. Even though our marriage happened because of an accident that was not on purpose. Yet still. This is a fate of the creator for my life and Arga's.
Like my wedding reception. I pray to God every third of the night. Where when Arga is my soul mate, be patient with me and sincerely be this self whatever Arga does to me. If not, let your heart release it. That was my prayer at the time.
And until now, over three months of my marriage and Arga's, my marriage still survives. Means God is still extending my soul mate with Arga.
Arga and I got in Arga's car. I waved my hand as a goodbye to my parents at that time.
On the way there was not enough clear water on my cheeks. Well, I'm crying. It was sad to leave both my parents in the village. After meeting, I don't want to feel separated. I want to feel like I brought my parents to live with me in Pekanbaru city so I can take care of those who are old.
However, I also realized that I only lived in my in-laws' house. There's no way I'm taking both of my parents there. Her taste brought my family to live in that magnificent and luxurious house. What my two in-laws said later. Even though they are good with me, I shouldn't act like it.
They may think that I am using their kindness later. So it would be nice for them to stay in the village. Maybe if fate says that Arga invited me to move into our own house, chances are I can bring my parents to live with me. We live in our own home. That is if Arga allows it.
Arga saw me sad, He swept away my tears that soaked his cheeks with one hand. One more hand was used to drive.
"Don't be sad Rea, later if there is free time, we will definitely come back here again. Or it could be that once in a while your parents invite us to the house" Arga said trying to comfort me.
I nodded and tried to smile looking at Arga. Arga clasped my fingers to strengthen my sad heart.
***
"Assalamuamaikum" I said when I arrived at my two-in-law's house.
"Waalaikumsalam" Rina welcomed our return with a happy look.
"You guys have arrived? Just a few days you go home the village mama already miss you very much. This house feels lonely if there are no you" said Rina.
"No Rea kali ma, I don't live in this house anymore. But, tonight I can stay here" said Arga again asking permission to his mother.
"You're this" Rina pinched the twinkle of her child's cheeks.
I only blushed in shame when my in-laws teased me like that.
***
"Ma, Arga sleeps here? Papa saw that there was a car outside" asked Rudi to his wife when he just came home from outside. He immediately met his wife who was busy with her cell phone in the room.
"Yes pa, he asked permission to sleep here. It's good he slept here. Because here there are also rights and obligations" said Rina.
"Party yes pa mama wonder the same Arga. Try from the first he heard what mom said no need to move house. Surely he did not bother like this for a moment to go there, a minute here" explained Rina again.
"Arga hehe more hear the talk of Sandra, and see the results now she is often in living alone at home. The ends are here too, right? Luckily, Rea was always in the house twenty-four hours. When Arga came home, someone welcomed him home with a smile" he added.
"Here you are, don't let mama singung-singgungkan Arga and Sandra like that. Later when Arga heard her he became offended, maybe he sulked and did not want to go back to our house again. Surely you are also a sad ma" said Rudi.
"His end mama is upset with Arga who does not want to hear advice from us pa. I have two wives, but it's like having one. If so, it's better to have one wife instead of one."
"It's ma, it's all Arga's choice. We can only wish our children all the best so that they are happy. Don't interfere too much. Arga is an adult he can definitely solve the problems in his small family. Later he was angry with us because he was too meddling with his family. He himself forbids us not to mix. So don't we interfere ma" explained Rudi again.
***
"Rea" Tegur Arga knocked on my bedroom door.
I rushed to find my scabbard.
"Yes go in" I said, finished wearing my sarong hijab.
"Arga, what's wrong?" Ask me after Arga comes inside. My room.
"I just want to talk to you" Arga said sitting next to me.
"Chat? What's the conversation going to be?" Ask me to look seriously.
Long Arga was silent. Maybe he thought about what he wanted to talk to me about. And maybe at that time he was confused where to start talking to me.
I can't wait for what Arga wants to talk to me about.
"Arga, what are you talking about? I'm waiting for you" I said.
"Eh yes" said Arga consciously.
"Hmmm...." Again Arga thought what to say to me.
"Ga, so don't you want to talk about it?" Ask me carefully.
"Have you ever taken the ring off your finger?" Ask Arga to me trying to find her topic. It just so happened that he saw my finger still embedded in our wedding ring.
I looked at the ring on my finger.
"This ring, you put it on my ring finger so you have the right to take it off my ring finger" I told Arga.
"As long as you haven't removed it from my finger then this ring will always be embedded in this finger" added me again by looking at my finger.
Arga smiled happily at my behavior. I don't know if I saw him smile like that, making this heart beat unbecoming. Well the subtle vibrations are now re-emerging in my heart.
Like in the Korean drama film there are blooming flowers that fly around the face of Arga or even the sparkling stars that surround the face of Arga make this heart fall in love.
"Rea" Call her gently.
"Yes, what's wrong?" Ask me again.
"How are you feeling now?" Tanya Arga started her intent and purpose.
"What do I feel?" Ask me not to understand.
"Well, before you married me, did you have a life partner? I mean that girlfriend?" Ask Arga to me.
"No, I had no boyfriend before I married you"
"Have you ever liked a man?"
"Yes, I used to like men. But it used to be no longer" My story, I did like Riko who was always there for me. However, that feeling I tried to throw away because I knew Santi also liked Riko until now. Although Riko always expressed her feelings to me, I never accepted her because I did not want my friendship and Santi to fall apart just because of men. So I would rather let Riko be with Santi. Shadow of the five years you were friends where Riko was always there when I was happy and difficult. In any situation he was always on standby to help me. How could I not be interested in such a man.
"Why?" Ask Arga.
"Because I already have you" I replied spontaneously.
"What do you mean?" He looked surprised to hear my answer.
"Eh, I forgot it. I'm sleepy and want to sleep at night too right" said I try to avoid the question after the question that will be asked by Arga to me.
"Jawab Rea what did you mean by your answer just now?" Ask her again.
"Wait, what do you mean you ask me like this why?" I asked back.
Arga looked at me with a look that was difficult for me to understand at that time.
"Because I want to have you. I don't want to lose you. I keep going back and forth in this house because I always miss you" replied Arga.