
Sandra tidied up all her belongings that were in their house. He wanted to get out of the house leaving Arga. To be honest, his heart was also hurting at this moment.
He wanted to marry Arga because Arga would let me go after three months of our marriage. But the truth is all that is just nonsense Until now I am still the legal wife of Arga.
"I've cleaned up all my stuff. I think right now I need to get out of this house. I can't stand being here" Sandra said.
"It's easy for you to talk like that" Arga said in a cold manner. Trying to hold back her current emotions saw Sandra want to leave on her own.
"Originally you know Sandra. Actually, I never wanted to live in this house. I can ignore your feelings and my mom just wants to fulfill your desire to move into this house. But now, you're leaving me?" Arga said with a tired voice intonation.
He is tired of facing his household problems. To get angry, there was no energy. Right now you must understand how tired Arga's condition is not.
"I just want to try to give you peace" Sandra said with her judes.
"What do you mean?"
"Son, I just feel that right now I am the cause of all the problems in your life. And because I also made your love and love for me turn to Rea. So it would be nice for me to leave this house so that you can persuade your wife to come back to you and stay in this house with you. And I don't want to care and don't want to know anything about you guys. It's up to you" said Sandra emotionally.
His heart felt slashed when he said that. Surely if you were in her position Sandra would feel the same way. The pain and pain of being betrayed is hard to forget.
"Sandra" said Arga approaching his second wife. However, the person whom Arga approached turned his face away. He was not willing to look him in the eye as they spoke.
Arga stood beside her Sandra.
"Sandra, you, you really have changed" Arga said.
"I never change. You change, and that change you never notice" Sandra said trying to lower her tone.
Arga mocked his forehead which began to feel dizzy seeing the stubborn attitude of Sandra who did not want to budge and always wanted to win by herself and said that she was the right one and there was no wrong in her problems these.
"Why in this condition you are still stubborn and do not want to budge" said Arga began to run out of patience.
"You never think about my feelings" she added.
"Why do you want to prolong our problems. Every time we talk, surely the problem will be longer and wider like this. I don't like this at all" Sandra said, now raising her tone.
Arga was silent, he did not know what else to say to his second wife. His wife was very stubborn and would not give in to him at all.
Sandra took a deep breath and exhaled strongly.
"Okay Arga, there's nothing we need to talk about anymore that obviously right now I want to get out of this house and go home to my parents' two" Said Sandra leaving Arga tampa to get permission from Arga.
Arga could only cope with the departure of his second wife.
Sandra drove her car in tears. His heart was deeply wounded at this moment. However, he was still stubbornly unwilling to budge in this matter. Although her affection and love is real for Arga, she is unwilling to give up her desire to pursue her ideals.
***
"Sandra, it's home" Tegur her mama Sandra when her favorite child enters her house.
"Sandra, where are you?" Papa Sandra asked to see her daughter carrying her suitcase.
"From pa's house, take all my stuff there. I want to stay here again. I can't stand being in that house"
"So, you just left and left your husband like that?" Ask Sandra's dad.
However, Papa Sandra does not want her child to act as well as it does. He also felt that Sandra was guilty of this. Where Sandra is always busy pursuing her ideals tampa think about the feelings of her husband who is always in living alone at home.
"Pa, I think this is the best decision for me and Arga"
"Sandra, have you talked about this to Arga?"
"It's pa, there's nothing to talk about anymore. If this makes our son happy, let him do it" Bela mama Sandra.
"Ma, papa doesn't want our child to make a hasty decision. Papa doesn't want him to regret it later" explained Papa Sandra.
"Sandra, you better rest in your room" said Mama Sandra again.
Sandra also went to bring a suitcase into her room.
***
Sandra sat on her desk. He frowned his forehead which felt dizzy with the problems that befell his family.
He just remembered that the letter I wrote to him still had not been read. He reached into his bag to find the letter I wrote.
"Assalamualaikum wr. wb Sandra,
I don't know what to say.. I know my sorry words cannot take away your anger and disappointment from me. I have broken a promise. Perhaps you are right, believe it or not all of this is happening in my willpower and beyond my consciousness. I follow my feelings too much. Perhaps this true Arga is an error, an error that should not occur. I know you're hurt. But I really hope you can forgive me. And I also hope that my departure can clear things up. Forgive Arga for his error. I know he never intended to beat you up. He loves you so much.
Sandra, I know, I'm nobody to you. But I hope you can take a little advice from me. It would be nice of you to spend more time for Arga. Sorry before that I didn't mean to be presumptuous. But did you never think, that Arga needs your attention. Maybe at that time he missed your affection so that the error happened to him. Only you know what Arga wants. I hope your relationship with Arga doesn't continue to be murky because of my presence. Again, I apologize for what happened.
Wassalam"
"Hello" Tegur Evi makes Sandra shocked.
"Seriously very. What's the hell again?" Ask Evi again.
Sandra just kept quiet and did not answer a word. Sandra also gave the letter to her friend Evi.
"His sight is done. He gave up like this. But it's also true what he says that Arga does need your attention. But you are always busy with your business. Because he did not get the attention of you then he turned to his first wife" said Evi.
"But I don't feel that. My heart told me that Arga was in love with Rea" Sandra finally said.
"But hasn't your honey given up?"
Sandra smiled mockingly.
"There's no point in him giving in because Arga's heart is not just for me it's now divided. And I don't want to share a husband" Sandra said.
"So the point is your problem and Arga's not out?"
"Not gone because he's got a heart for Rea"
"Maybe your feelings"
"Son, I'm sure. Very, very sure" said Sandra full of confidence.
"If so, you must win her heart back Arga"
"Say, please please. I'm not that kind of woman. It was always the man who was chasing me. Not me who even spread such charm, no I am not a person like that" said Sandra with a sense of high prestige.
"Geez Sandra, you are so selfish. You don't love Arga?"
"It's hard to explain" Sandra said.
"That's it, 'cause all this time men were always after you. You're not the one who's always chasing men. But now it's different that Arga has become your husband your legal husband and you should be able to lower your ego to defend your household" advises Evi.
"It's not a matter of his ego feeling or not. Arga has given me one choice to choose from. If I go to Jakarta it means our marriage is over. I had to turn down the offer for her"
"So what's your decision?"
Sandra was silent thinking about her decision.
"I'll go to Jakarta. This is my chance to achieve my goals. My chance to work with a famous designer in Paris is just this" Sandra said stubbornly.
"Are you crazy, San? That means your marriage and Arga will end" Evi looks shocked by Sandra's decision.
"San, please think again about this matter. Please do not make hasty decisions. Do not leave your husband just to pursue your goals. I don't want you to regret it" Evi said again trying to resuscitate Sandra.
"Repent? Evi, do I need to sacrifice for the man who stabbed me in the back, who lied to me, who broke his promise. Yesterday I sacrificed for him and now I don't want to sacrifice a second time for a man like that" Sandra said with anger and disappointment in her heart.
"Sandra, please don't make hasty decisions. There's no way you're leaving Arga in this state of yours. And one more you also don't have to turn on him completely like this. You are guilty of this too. Where you don't give full attention to him"
"Son, this is indeed the best decision" Sandra did not want to change her decision.
"Sandra, does Arga really want to separate from you or is this just bullying you"
Sandra took a deep breath and exhaled strongly.
"If he's not serious about his decision, I'll be serious about it. Because I think this is the reason I didn't want to marry him. But when I found out she was married to Rea, I somehow changed my mind and I accepted her proposal. I should have kept my mind from before. I have to pursue my goals first, then later I will think about marriage problems" said Sandra regretting her decision to marry Arga at that time.
"As far as you are San. I can only hope you won't regret it later" Evi began. tired of advising her best friend.
"It's this marriage that makes me regret" Sandra said.
"Geez Sandra, it's as if you're saying life is because you've never loved Arga all this time"
"Vi, I don't love Arga, you should know love and this marriage it's a different thing. Honestly I love her so much I love her but I'm not ready to marry her because of this I don't want to be limited like this. I made a mistake because I agreed to marry him first" Sandra said.
Evi could only take a heavy breath.
"Entah Sandra's. I don't know what else to say to you. Because you are stubborn. It's just that I'm asking you to think about this over cooking. I don't want you to regret it the second time"
"Sandra, don't make rash decisions" advises Evi again to leave Sandra at her desk. The woman seemed to be thinking about what her sabbath Evi had just said.
***
"Why else Arga? What's the problem?" Tanya Putra saw her best friend and cousin coming to her office with a tangled face.
Arga sat before the Son. Where the Son is sitting at his desk.
"What's wrong?" Ask the Son again.
"I'm confused now. I'm dizzy with my problems. Now I don't know where to look for Rea?"
"Why dizzy, you try to contact him. Phone she can.. Now it's a sophisticated era buddy" said the Son again.
"The thing is, I don't have his cell phone number"
"Huh? You don't have her cell phone number? Almost a year you were married and you didn't have her contact number?" Arga's birthday was shocked.
"His number I used to have, it's just that ever since he decided to leave the house, he changed his cell phone number. I couldn't reach him" explained Arga
"Son, I miss her so much. Very, very long" said Arga shed his tears. His heart was broken because he was living by his first wife.