Love Coiled Stains
Engagement night

At 20:30, the two families from both sides had gathered for my engagement and Arga.

I'm still in the room. I looked at my face that was sobbed from crying this afternoon. Although it has been covered by make up, but still it can look sad.

I don't know, it should be at the engagement event it is a very fun and happy event for everyone who will live it. But not with me.

Right now I don't know what to do. Here else I'm afraid if I can't be happy with my future marriage. But on the other hand, I can do what with my condition that has been tarnished.

"Oh my God, if he is my soul mate, I beg you to launch event after event that we will go through. This strong heart faces all the trials that will happen to me.. If not, I beg you. Give me a sign that he and I are not a match. Aamin" My prayer in my heart while closing my eyes.

I could not feel some clear water running down my cheeks.

"Darling, you're done with the grooming?" Mother's reprimands were heard from behind my bedroom door.

"Have already opened" I answered immediately to remove the tears that had flowed on my cheeks.

"Let's get out, son. Arga and his family have arrived" said the mother again.

"Yes take a moment" answered me while confirming a bit of my makeup that had been exposed to tears.

I opened my door and saw my mother standing in front of my door. I forced myself to smile so that mother would not know my feelings of distress at that time.

"Rea, you are so beautiful tonight" said Santi who suddenly came from behind his mother.

I don't understand why she can say I'm beautiful tonight. The aura of happiness did not appear on my face. There was only this aura of sadness and unease in my heart.

I wear sea blue kebaya, my feet covered with golden batik cloth. The hijab I wear is in matching color with my kebaya shirt. This is the kebaya that Arga's mama gave me for my engagement tonight.

"You can just San" I said flatly by forcing a slight smile.

"Truly, you are really beautiful tonight Yes" said Santi again.

Maybe he was happy because I wanted to marry someone else and then he saw me beautiful. Well with me marrying Arga, Riko won't be able to get close to me anymore.

"Yes come on Rea I'm with you ahead huh. Your future husband and your family have arrived since then" said Santi again embracing my arm.

"Mother" I said. Seeing my mother and asking that my mother also accompany me to meet the family of my future husband. Honestly this heart is more calm and safe if accompanied by my mother.

My mother smiled and gave me a warm kiss on my forehead to encourage me. Maybe you know how I feel right now. There's no way a mother who's been pregnant with us for nine months doesn't understand her child's feelings, right?

"Let's go baby" said my mother. We also passed from that place to the living room which had been waiting for my arrival Arga family.