
"Rea, can you come to my room now?" My manager said when I got the call over the office phone.
"Good sir, I'm going there now" I answered, closing the phone on my desk.
Tock....Geck...Tock....
"Log in" said my manager from inside his room.
"Excuse me" I said straight into my manager's room.
"Please sit down" said the Manager again.
"Look, I just want to say that I'm very disappointed in your recent performance. And now you see, this, this, and this. Why this file is so wrong. And because of this we lost a lot of money" said the Manager looked angry.
"What?" Of course I'm surprised. I've never done anything that's hurt the company. Well, my mind was in a state of mind thinking about my problems with Arga, but at work I never thought about it.
I took the file on that desk. And I've observed that it's far from what I do. I didn't create a file with such a price range so my company compensated for what happened.
"Sir, really sir. It's not all me that did it. I work as usual, sir. I'm also confused as to why this is happening" I said confused by all of this.
"So who did this? What dear hang did it?" Ask the manager again.
"Oh my God, why is this happening? Who could slander me like this? It wasn't during my vacation that Santi did all my work. Is it possible Santi...." Thought me.
"Astaghfirullah, why can I think like that. Why do I souzon to Santi who is not necessarily doing such a bad thing. It can't be Santi. He has been the one who offered me this job. He helped me" My inner.
"Allah forgive me for thinking ill of my friend" My prayer closed my eyes.
"Rea, it is with a heavy heart that I ask you to stop working at this company. Because you have made our company lose up to 60%. I apologize Rea. This is your severance. And from now on pack all your things in this office" said the Manager, giving me a yellow envelope.
I looked at the envelope with teary eyes.
"Oh my God, why do my problems come and go. My and Arga's problems aren't over yet, and new problems arise. What should I say to mom and dad" I said in my heart.
"Okay sir, thank you for the opportunity you've given me all this time" I resigned. Well resigned when fired. Defending yourself is useless because all the evidence points to me. Who and why this man is so brave to me I don't know who.
I stepped out of the room in a daze.
"O Allah, be patient with me in the face of all these trials. This is the heart of God. If this ordeal makes my drajat higher before you, then strengthen me O God" I cried by covering my face with both hands.
"Rea, what's wrong with you?" Tegur Santi sees me screwed up like that.
"I just got fired by San. I don't know where my fault is. I'm accused of misusing the documents for our project with numbers that didn't match the agreement so I made a loss to the company" I explained.
"I don't know San, who did this to me. And what's my fault with her. What I did for the project and the documents the bosses received didn't match what I made yesterday. A lot has been changed. And unfortunately all the files I created were not on my laptop. The files on my work laptop are the same as the documents that the bosses received. I can't defend myself anymore San" My story goes on crying.
"I'm sorry Rea, I did this. I don't want your career to be brighter than mine. I work hard, you are nice and you get the name of the boss sir. Oh, I can't. I don't accept" Santi said.
"Jeez Rea. Who would do that to you, right? Bad he is. I believe it's the same with you. You can't possibly do that. I've known you for a long time. I know what you look like" Santi told me to calm my heart.
"Yes, thank you San. You are my best friend" I tried to smile wryly.
"Yes together. Hopefully later you can get a better job again yes. I pray you will be more successful than you are now. You are patient to face all this" said Santi encouragingly.
"Yes, God willing, I am patient in dealing with all this. May this be God's way of making me a better person. Aamiin's"
"Aamiin"
"Well, I'm gonna finish all my stuff first"
"I'll help ya" Tawar Santi.
I nodded in agreement.
***
"Oh my God, my heart is really fragile right now. I need your embrace, God. Guide me, be patient and strong I am in the face of all these trials" My prayer armpit finished praying zuhur.
Well, from morning till noon I haven't been home. I spent my time today in a mosque not far from my office.
I'm really fragile right now. My heart is completely broken. My thoughts Kelud. I can't think of giving my mom and dad any excuses when I get home. Therefore I decided to spend time in the mosque for remembrance and ask the creator for help so that this heart is a little calm.
"O Allah, I know the trials You have given me because I am able to go through all of this. So I ask you to be strong, O God. Patience with this heart. Just remember what happened. Because I'm sure there'll be a rainbow after the storm. I know your power is so great, I will be patient until the moment the rainbow comes and turns my bleak days into more colorful ones. Aamiin" My prayer again