LUCEM
Chapter XVII's

My magic is not able to reach them anymore. And I can feel the troops have dispersed. Maybe it's time to go and run alone.

I know that we all have moments in our lives, when we stop to tell the year and time we lived and reaffirm what we sowed, that will determine the quality of time to live from now on...

I started to feel like a child winning a bag of candy, which at the beginning ate it quickly, but when I felt that the candy might run out, I started to enjoy it slowly and deeply.

I no longer want, nor do I have time for endless meetings, where ideas, rules, rules, and, procedures and rules were discussed like free-time fillers and in the end I only knew that nothing would be achieved.

It's okay to walk alone again, because I'm holding a rope not to tie you to death.

I no longer have time to deal with the absurd people who, regardless of their chronological age, are immature.

Stringing, no thread strong enough to bind the taste to a bunch of rats.

Go with a stale base or go in a flash, I can not promise a moment to remember because I used to only offer togetherness.

I no longer have time to deal with empty, unfounded thoughts, words, and actions.

I no longer want to be in a place where the ego of the crowd is.

I was hindered by lazy people, who tried to discredit the most capable, to seize their place, talent, and achievements.

I hate, if I am a witness, the handicap produced by the seizure of designations, positions or decorations in a group or room.

I pity pessimists and losers who don't discuss content, they only talk about their regrets, bad experiences, or misfortunes.

Empty hopes, emptied.

Today, with less candy in the bag, I look for the essence of life ... And in full-time awareness, my soul is in a hurry. I want to live next to humane, life-filled people.

People who know how to laugh at their mistakes.

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It is not considered important, but useful.

Strong relationships, strong feelings.

People who are proactive and able to act, not words that always come back raw. That is what will be able to defend human dignity.

And the fact that they just want to walk on the side of truth and honesty but deny knowledge is another catastrophe I cannot solve to satisfy their doubts.

It's okay if the difference makes us go back on our own. After all, the true will never leave, the brave never die, and the believing will not be destroyed only by immature souls.

Today, I just want to surround myself with people who know how to touch people's hearts.

I was in a hurry to live with the intensity that only maturity gives me. I don't intend to waste the candy I have….

I'm sure they'll be more beautiful and sweet than the ones I've eaten so far.

My goal is to reach the end slowly but surely, like a moon that goes quiet but across the world.

Reaching the end of contentment and peace with my loved ones and with my conscience.

I hope your goal is the same, because somehow you will get there ...

Marbella´s.

I'll see you soon.

I will always scratch in two or three places even more for the same memory. If you forget, you can go back to any corner to read it again.