MELODY OF LOVE: Arrived Marriage
Behold and Ununderstand
Melody had locked herself in her room since she returned from Okinawa this afternoon. He did not want to do anything else but sit on his bed. He also has no appetite. He missed his lunch even though his mother-in-law had invited him to eat. He refused subtly and said he had eaten bread so his stomach was still full.
Melody felt guilty for lying to her mother-in-law. Why are human lips and tongues so easy to say a lie?
Actually, for whatever reason, lies are not justified!
Melody knew that, but really, right now she just wanted to be alone. Torturing himself.
The night after the summer festival at the Okinawa onsen, Yudha claimed her patent.
Yudha touched it.
Yudha has her body
After half a year of defending guard, he finally lost as well. His most precious possession Yudha took.
Shouldn't he not have been concerned about it. Hasn't he been mengasispasi before if the intimate relationship in a marriage will he experience in the future?
Melody remembered. He had anticipated it if Yudha would touch it someday. And finally, Yudha really got her due from the obligation she had to do. Only, why does it have to be that way?
Stimulant drugs?
Why should it be in such a condition? Where the love between him and Yudha does not exist.
Humans have a natural appetite and biological needs. But for Melody, venting her lustful desires in such a manner was the worst.
Memories of him and Yudha making love that night haunted his day. It was so heavy. Burdening his heart and mind.
Melody crying.
Her chest is so tight. It doesn't feel uncertain. A lot of pain blends in there. Tear every recess of his heart and mind.
Remembering what happened today made Melody feel like her heart was hurting so much. He didn't know where the pain was from. There are many sources of pain that he suffers.
Is it because he has intercourse under the influence of stimulant drugs?
Is it because he has an intimate relationship with the person he 'does' love?
Is it because he did it with a person who 'didn't love him'?
Or maybe just all three?
The more he remembered it, the more pain in his heart. She even kept crying in her room. He wanted to tell a lot and shed everything he felt at this time, but he could not tell others.
He could not tell his mother, his in-laws, or even the story of his close friends.
He couldn't tell them something like that.
But the feeling of the wound was so lingering in his heart.
He really couldn't bear to share it.
Yudhas.
Yudhas.
Yudhas.
That name is always recommended by his brain. That name kept appearing in his brain.
That name has always been top searching in his brain.
What does it mean to talk to Yudha?
Sure was!
He had to talk a lot with Yudha. This problem is not a light thing. Not trivial. Not simple. It's more than just complicated. If allowed to continue there only make a wound in the liver prolonged.
Yet...
Yudha just shut up.
Yudha chose silence until this very moment.
Yudha seemed to be silencing him.
Or was Yudha avoiding him?
If that was the case, what power, he felt that he could not currently impose his will on Yudha.
Is Yudha thinking about it too?
Melody doesn't know.
Her husband's thoughts were always impossible for Melody to guess.
"Yudha no baka.. baka." Melody cried while hugging her knees.
Yudha + No Baka: Yudha Fool.
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LOVE MELODY
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Yudha Office...
Yudha still went to the office even though today is still her day off. He still has the rest of his vacation. However, even so, there was still something he wanted to finish.
Actually, he was also looking to give Melody time to herself first. After what happened last night, it feels like he wants to apologize to Melody. It's just that he hasn't been able to find the right words to apologize properly.
Touching Melody in such a way was a mistake she should not have made. He did it quite roughly considering how the cravings from the effects of the stimulant drugs were very strong. Does that count as 'rape' Melody? Raping his own wife sounds ridiculous.
But Yudha admitted, he was wrong. He wants to apologize.
Usually Yudha would ask Shuhei for advice, but it didn't. If it was a business matter, then it would be easy, but for his household matters it was not fitting if he asked Shuhei.
Damnit..
He couldn't even forget Melody's teasing face last night.
The face where clearly depicted the desire that hunts, the lust that dominates, the face full of demands of pleasure. Melody looks so sweet, so pretty, so seductive.
Melody's hairline, Melody's flushed face, Melody's warm sweat, Melody's body odor. Arrghhh, really, he no longer wants to feel that strange sensation.It makes him crazy!
Apparently in the office could not make his mind much better. Away from Melody made her remember Melody even more, the story of last night, the sensation, the seductive face, the warmth, the touch.
That will be the pleasure.
Damnit.
Appeared again.
He had to return to his normal state like Kazehaya Yudha. Wise and perfect in everything! Genius and logical thinking!
His work in the office was very piled up. There are a lot of files that he has to check and sign. Not to mention he also had to think about his college thesis.
He cannot add to his brain.
Yet again..
When he tried to concentrate, he remembered the name Melody a little, the incident overnight immediately enveloped his entire memory capacity. Want to get rid of it, but the memory of the story is too fresh, clinging tightly like the sap of a jackfruit.
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Yudha opens a map that contains a proposal for cooperation with Uchiyama Azumane, Alvin's stepfather. This proposal is a continuation of previous successful cooperation. Construction of a modern shopping center in the Akihabara area.
Yudha carefully read every detail of the data in the proposal. Starting from the type of retail that will contribute to the shopping center until the advertising media.
Which made Yudha eye-catching when she saw the name Amamiya Yura as an advertising model in the promotion of the shopping center.
"Uchiyama-san recommended it apparently. If this is purely a business matter, I think I should be a professional." Yudha then signed the proposal.
That professional should not bring personal matters into the realm of business. After all, he had no problems with Yura, a precarious matter. He and Yura are still friends as usual although he is currently trying to limit her due to her marital status with Melody.